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I want you to know,


that I want you with me.
Date : Saturday, January 31, 2009
It's nearly 6am and I'm widely awake.
Come on, Seri, go bobok laaaa!

Bidded @ 5:47:00 AM

Date :


Work was fine for me. Punched in at 5pm and out at 10:30pm as my tables were not so busy at all. Gotten my pay and I only received $485. Over to DBS to deposit but the machine was spoilt. Afterwhich, waited for Ernie to end work at Gelare's Citylink till 12am and I had Basket Banana Split Sundae with Chocolate Oreo Frappe as company.

Mrted home straight and oh, I've received my posting of schools result. I got my fourth choice though, but better than nothing. Business Studies; Customer Contact Service at ITE West; Clementi. April, back to schoool. I hope my future mates are nice people please. Nights, I'm off to bed and back to work later at 5pm!

Bidded @ 3:45:00 AM

Date : Friday, January 30, 2009


I got back from work just now at about 12am. Was working split shift, punched in at 12pm and then headed for a long lunch from 2pm till 6pm. Met up with Ernie at Raffles City to window shopping, and then over to Citylink, Marina Square's ZARA, Royal Sporting House and in the end, she bought a slippers at Ripcurl instead of getting a shoe. And since she got her pay already, she treated me an ice cream, cookies & cream cone flavour at Gelare. Thanks baby. Muacks!

Lunch at Food Lort and afterwhich she went to work at 5pm and I went back to my work place and changed and then continue working till 10pm and headed home straight. Clash with Firdaus at AMK mrt and slacking purpose till about 1am and home sweet home.

I need to head bed now. Am working at 5pm later. Nights. :D

Bidded @ 4:00:00 AM

Date : Thursday, January 29, 2009


Oh well, I just got back from work cum supper. Work at 6pm and I arrived exactly on time. Something happened before I was on my way. Assigned as HW, did the closing sales and stuffs and was only able to punch out at 11:30pm. Thanks to Mr Sooria. I hate when he does closing, cause hor, he very slooooow.

Nevermind, after work, clash with Ernie, Reesha and Krisstle at bus stop. They 70ed home while me and Ernie trained back. I met Dearest later at Woodlands and he was late! I was being stared by this stupid bangla and when we alighted at the same stop, he keep turning back and observing me. Worst, Dearest was late! I was like damn scared laaa. And when I told him, he said, "Good what, ask that bangla for number next time." Thanks eh. Walk over to Al-Ameen for supper and clash with his friends over at Civics. Suprisingly, his friends was those whom happened to disturb me when I board the last train back home from work last year.

And the photo above, we were walking and we saw the cows lying at the field and he decided to take pictures with it, using my camera. Cybershot, 3.2 mega pixels is still the best. His 5.0 megapixels camera macam tak guna je. Heeee! So there you go. Ate supper and then over to 7/11 as he needed to buy cigarettes. And that was the very first time I see him drinking infront of me. Walk over to his area there and he pee-ed. Hahhha! At about 3:30am, after he's done with his stick, I cabbed home.












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And now, I need my rest. Am working split tomorrow, meaning 12pm till closing! Da bye! Updates again soon. Nights/Morning :D

Bidded @ 4:28:00 AM

Date : Wednesday, January 28, 2009


I miss wearing my school uniform and waking up in the morning, hurrying myself to school and stuffs. Oh well, itu zaman semuanya telah pergi. Hahah! And I heard the results for school posting will be out this Friday. I'm hoping that I get the course that I want.

Was working at 5pm and Dearest is finally back from Johor! I was ironing my uniform and he called me. During work, my bartender and myself was laughing all the way at my colleague. His name is Khan. He is a not handsome selenge Indian Muslim mix and he is also a part time bartender. And just now, was his first time handling alot of tables. And I caught him shaking his head in and out while he was waiting for the customer to place their order. Not only that, he was fuck by my manager for making alot of mistakes and I laughed terribly when he deny the mistakes. Dengan semangat la, muka dia, tak boleh angkat! Hahah! And idiot Safari went to tell him that the Staff Party was on Friday and not Sunday when it is actually on Sunday. And when my manager asked the other girl, she claims that it falls on Friday because Khan told her. Tell me? How can I not enjoy working with those people surrounds me? Hahaha! Ended work at 9:30pm and mrted back alone straight home.

Something embarrassing happened to me this few days and I don't know. First, was on Sunday, while I was eating together with Aunt and Co, the guy wanted to serve us the food, so he asked, "Set C?" And I was like, "Huh? Sexy? Apa yang sexy?" Embarrassing, very okay. He was trying to serve the dishes we ordered from Set C but I thought he called me Sexy. HAHAHAH! Very very paisey okay. I bet yall be laughing reading my post. Even Mom and the rest too and he couldn't even hold the dishes to place on the table as he cannot imagine that I was so blur.

Second, while I was on the way back from work on Monday, there's this Malay guy called and talk to me and claims that he knows me. Padehal, padehal. And when I asked him how he knows my name, he said, "Oh your bag says it all. :D" And I realized, all the while we don't even know each other. He was pranking me all the way. I totally forget that my name key chain is hanging at my bag. -.-!

Third, Tuesday on the way back from work to the control station, I thought I saw Farhan (PeiChai). I gave him a good gaze though his girlfriend was sitting beside him. And when I came nearer, I realized that it wasn't him. Okay, very paisey. You should see how I look like at that point of time. I very malu so I walk away very very fast.

Tell me, am I really that blur?

Okay, I want to get my rest now. Later will be heading to work at 6pm. And Dearest! Are you still sleeping from noon? No reply from you at MSN. Where are you?!

Nights! :D

Bidded @ 2:29:00 AM

Date : Tuesday, January 27, 2009


Work awhile ago at 5pm was fine. The restaurant was so quiet till 7pm, and then slowly the crowd came. But I managed to handle it and then was assigned as HW, couting all sales from all staffs at the end of the day. Punched out at 11pm and then walk over to City Hall station with Safari (that bartender above). Mrted back home straight and this one cute hot angmoh guy with his malay friend, disturb me from the time I board the train till I alighted. Crazy, yes so true!

I told Mom about it and then she laughed. Mom told me that Zam came over to her place for lunch earlier on and then I decided to text him, telling him how much I'm missing him. Called and was shouting so happily and did alooot of catching ups. Haha, PARAO! Okay, inside jokes. He made plans to eat over Outback one of the days, cool shit. I'm like temping to eat the Rockhampton Rib-Eye sooo much. *drooling!*
http://www.outback-sea.com/

Again, working at 5pm later and I miss my babygirls alot. Yayness, Dearest will be back in Singapore in a few hours' time. *jumping!* Meet up soon babies! Mwahmwah!

Bidded @ 3:11:00 AM

Date : Monday, January 26, 2009



The A3 size self made card and the Ripcurl pouch. I hope you love it, Dearest!

I was supposed to wake him up at 9am earlier just now but instead, he's the one who wake me up. Yes, I overslept and then the plan to head for fishing was cancelled. He called me and was fucking me upside down, inside out. Haha, okay bedek. In the end, I met him up at Woodlands at 12pm and then walk over and browse for his head band at Causeway Point. Fickle-minded, is HE. At about 2pm, over to Banquet for lunch and then he bought me a donut from Donut Empire. And the plan to head to Iica house for gathering was cancelled halfway as Fuad had to OT. Chill and smoking purpose at Carpark and we camwhore after he tried out the head band. Hahaha, his hair is so long and I decided to tie a pony tail using my band. Haha!



Headed to Granny's place and he went off as he needs to pack his stuffs to go Johor to sleepover at his Aunt house till Tuesday morning. 5pm, mrted back to AngMoKio and changed. Waited for Cik Eton and family to fetch me and Mom and then we went for dinner at Woodlands, Muhammad Yaasin Muslim Seafood (if I'm not wrong). We ordered Set C; Tomyam Soup, Ikan Garupa, Kangkong Sambal, Black Pepper Meat, Seafood Omelette, Sweet & Sour Soup Tahu and a small serving of mixed fruits cut in cubes. Delicious and I'm still so full now.













Little Brother insisted to go home and wanted to stayover Cik Eton house till Tuesday. The house is ALL MINE! Hahaha. Ala, back to work later at 5pm.

& to all Chinese friends who knows me, Happy Chinese New Year! :D

Bidded @ 1:56:00 AM

Date : Sunday, January 25, 2009

Good Morning Earthlings!

I just reached home awhile ago. I slept only at 6am and then woke up at 12pm for work and my contact lenses was behaving like a bitch. It was torn into two, in my eyes, after I left the house, with my make up on. No choice but to threw it out and then I rush to the nearest Optician at AMK Hub to grab a temporary one and headed for work. I screwed up my Wine Test and $50 from my pay shall be on hold. Will only be released once I pass the retest. Hahhaa, cool pe?

Work ended at about 10pm. Met Ernie and family awhile before heading to station. The plan was to surprise Dearest with cake and stuffs with Fuad and Farhan was cancelled. Texted him and asked him if he could meet me awhile at Woodlands or something instead and he agrees. But at first, he told me to meet tomorrow instead but I refused to. Hee. Met him up at Woodlands Control Station and then walk over to Al-Ameen for late supper.

Upon reaching, we stopped halfway at some void decks as he wanted to open the present. And I'm so happy that he loves the extraodinary A3 card that I've made with lamination and the present, a Ripcurl Pouch. The pictures are in the camera, will upload them very soon.

After supper, over to Kak Lydia's carpark as he wanted to show me the Toyota Vios. Walk over to his house area and then later at 2:30am, I cabbed home. Splendid! I hope you love the present and the card, Dearest!


And later at 10am, will be fetching him again over at his area and off to fishing and at 6pm, over to Iica house for some gatherings. Yeahh, updates sooon. :D

Bidded @ 4:32:00 AM

Date : Saturday, January 24, 2009
I wanna pour everything here. Loook, Dearest thinks that I'm enjoying my life now by reading my previous posts. Come on, I'm a girl who makes friends so as to extend my friendship chains. And I know that mostly they're guys. But wait, we have nothing going on. Like seriously, if you think that I spent time with them, I'm enjoying then I think you're mistaken. Ask NESHQ, they're the best. They know who actually I have been yearning for, talking about, wanting and waiting for all this while. Not only them but also Mom. They know me well, unlike the others. Yes I know I do go out with other guys but we have nothing going on. We're either close friends or bestfriends. And whaat? You see the pictures, read my post and all, you jump into conclusion saying that I am having fun with my life now? Oh wait, you know something, eversince the day I met you and till now, there's no other guys that I can get over after you step into my life. Infact to recall back everything about the past, I can okay. If you think by reading my blog, spoilt your mood on your birthday, then I'm sorry. But I was hurt too when you go around knowing other girls and making friends with them. I know who I am and I got no priviledge to ban you from making friends and such. All those messages and conversation we had from the 18 August 07 till now, I still do keep it in my phone. Surprising right? Call me psycho by all means.

18th August 2007; You texted me for the very first time and slowly we get to know each other better.
26th August 2007; The very first meet up we had after knowing each other and those memories.
28th August 2007; The second meet up and we were having Mos Burgers for dinner and you fed the cat fries when I told you not to do so and the day you sang "Ku Juga Mencintai Dirimu" to me in my ears that night, while counting the stars in the sky.
23rd September 2007; We both wore the same color of top and bottom and that was the very first time you brought me along for shopping purpose and had dinner at BurgerKing, Cineileisure.
20th October 2007; We had a tiff. You ask me to tag you along for Raya Visitting but I wasn't available and since that day we drift apart not long before when Ernie saw you.
15th November 2007; Ernie saw you and I was praying and hoping that you'd replied or called me and you did. We had a good long conversation that night.
23rd November 2007; You sent me a long text messages, saying that you've been wanting to sent this to me long ago and you did on that day.

"Unexpected yet planned,
Destiny brought us together.
Weird as it may,
You've touched my heart and enter my soul.
When once you were a total stranger who means nothing but just another living.
But now, etched on my heart is your name and to love you is a must.
A splendid moment it was, the first date, kept and treasured.
Selaed in my memories, perfect it is.
The beginning to our chapter, so sweet and so fine.
The first kiss, I remembered,
Sweetness lingers, romance in the air.
Perfect setting, perfect place.
The witness to our vows between you and me. :D"

10th January 2008; I was having some family problems and I texted you but you told me to move on with my own life and I was torn apart.
16th January 2008; You texted me while I was having lessons, asking if you could come over to my house to use the computer and I agree. You met my Mom and then we took a very first picture of ourselves, both wearing the same color top.
24th January 2008; Your birthday and I did wish you but I was a little too late. I texted him at 2:48am instead.
03rd February 2008; We met at Vista Point and I pass over his present.
10th February 2008; Meet up to Courts and then chilling purpose at our usual place.
15th February 2008; You promised to text me before NESHQ but instead, at 7:13am instead.
20th April 2008; You cried and complained to me about Shidah, your ex. And I cried when I read her blog and that you actually sent the same text to her right after knowing her at Civic Centre. Cool or what? Very hurting okay.
19th June 2008; You called and informed me that his father was in the hospital and we pay him a visit. After the visit, you said that we should start all over again. Meaning?
26th June 2008; You picked me up from school and then at night, you know la what happened, I don't wish to share it here.
23rd September 2008; We meet again nearby my school area to pass kuih raya and till now we have not meet.


Now tell me, what exactly are we? Who am I to you all this years? I tried to pick myself up, but I keep falling back. How? Which is more hurting now? Me, enjoying my life or the other way round? I just couldn't understand you.

Bidded @ 2:47:00 AM

Date :
I took MC today as I was so lazy to drag myself to work. And worst it's Friday and the restaurant will be filled with those customers. Worst, if I'm handling those big tables. Yada, headed to Polyclinic and then mrted over to Orchard and meet Firdaus up at Far East. Dined in at Cahaya first for early dinner and then walk over to Wisma Atria, Taka and Heeren before I finally bought Dearest's gift. Ehehehe, I don't wanna reveal what's the gift cause he'll be reading it so later not surprising for him. Eheh! Later on, will be back to work again at 5pm till closing and off on Sunday. More updates tomorrow with alot of surprises. Hahahah!





& to my Dearest Muhammad Rohaizal Bin Khairudin.
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, LOVE!

24th January 1990; A year older, a year wiser. Heading NS sooner later which means less meet ups. I hope we'll keep in touch no matter how far we're apart from each other. Sorry if I wasn't the first one to wish you and I hope you're gonna love the present that I've got for you. Wait and see for yourself okay? Hee. 18th August 2007; When once we were a total strangers who meant nothing but just another living. I cherish you since the day we know each other. And I hope you do too. All those sweet/bitter memories we've spent, I'll always remember. Love you! And next stop, my birthday, remember it's 15th! *hugggs!*

Bidded @ 12:56:00 AM

Date : Friday, January 23, 2009
Work was fine. 6pm till 10pm, headed Mom's place for supper and now am currently chatting with bestfriend on the phone. Thanks for the tags, I think I have some rough ideas to get for him for his birthday. / Thanks for hearing my cries, love. I try to be strong. Promise.
Work at 5pm and Wine Test at 3pm. Alaaaaa!

Bidded @ 3:27:00 AM

Date : Thursday, January 22, 2009
Work, work, work and work. Nevermind, money's rolling in yaw! So, Tuesday, working at 6pm till closing but before that, headed to Mom's place for early dinner first. The restaurant wasn't busy at all and work was okay on that day. 857ed home together with Ernie but I alighted at Khatib and then trained back down to Angmokio.(She complains that each time she has to accompany me all the way till Angmokio, so yeah.). Upon reaching home, I clashed with the two soccer dudes at the bus stop! Fir and my hot stuff, Ser! Heeee! Decided to chill before they board the last bus. Gosh, I so miss those times in SGS with the boys and all our MT nonsense with Mr Hasreen. Bidded goodbye at 1am and home sweet home.

Wednesday, opening at 12pm and there was a reservation for 90pax! I was like running around the restaurant, in and out of the kitchen, serving food and beverages and more. But luckily, halfway, Mr Man told me to set up the tables at the 50s section. My section had reservation for 8pax and 6pax, both at the same time but somehow, the reservation for 6pax didn't turned up. And few other seats at my section was seated but it was quite manageable. 2:30pm, the 90pax(Italian Performers) left the restaurant and 3/4 of the place was in a huge mess. All the servers had to rush in and out of the dishwasher area to clear the tables asap! I think I got muscles already lorrr growing, carrying those heavy trays. Lol!

As I'm working split shifts today, which means came in at 12pm, break from 3pm-6pm and then came in back at 6pm till closing. Yada, troublesome, I know. So during my break time, Safari told me to tag him along to meet a friend, so I agreed. And I was shouting loudly the minute when I saw the friend. Guess who? It was actually Mr Karthik, my most gerek manager. He resigned few months back ago due to some miscommunications happened between the managers. He treated me and Safari drinks from Starbucks and then we settled down for chilling purpose till 4pm and I dragged him over to Outback. Hahahah!

At 6pm, clock in back for work but since it's not busy, I help Mr Man out with calling of customers with regards of their VIP Card Collection. At about 7pm, I was finally back to floor till closing. 133ed home alone as I was exhausted. But nevertheless, I got back home with $20 in my pocket. Nyehehehe! :D

And this weekend, I'm gonna be sitting for my Wine & Beer Test. Okay, I really hate this part. I will tend to get the name of countries mixed up and Mr Man is for sure gonna be laughing and showing those sarcastic faces emotions to me.

I've just ended webcamming with Haizal earlier on. Goshh, I'm missing him truckloads man. And he was giving me this flying kiss action and then the next minute he show me those act cute and funny faces. Okay, don't imagine. And Boy, you're turning 19 soon eh in two days' time. Hahah!

Ahmad Azuldin aka Dinneezel.
Happy 18th Birthday; May all your wishes comes true and keep your songs rolling aye? Peace! :D


Goodnight Earthlings!

Bidded @ 2:55:00 AM

Date : Tuesday, January 20, 2009


/ boy, what does this means?

Bidded @ 1:35:00 AM

Date : Monday, January 19, 2009

I've just got back from meeting my girls earlier on. Meet Naz and Ginn under Naz's void deck and mrted over to Yishun. Over to Northpoint's Burgerking for early dinner and saw Fahmy on the way. After which, over to meet Ernie at the RC's study corner area and slack till about 9pm and mrted back to AMK home.

And now, I don't have any idea what to get for Haizal a birthday gift. Last year, I've already bought him a Ripcurl shorts that cost me a fucking $99 and I got nothing in return for my birthday. Kinda disappointing though. But oh well, I've already predicted it to happen. Farhan just called me while I was slacking just now. He was in camp and then he's booking out this Friday. Okay, coolshit. At least I can surprise Haizal after work or something. Well, see how it goes on that day as I didn't get my off. So yeah, we'll just wait and see.

/ Counting down; 5 days more to his birthday..

Bidded @ 10:39:00 PM

Date :
Safari texted me at 2pm saying that the staff party was cancelled due to my manager's father's funeral and so I continue to sleep till 5pm and shower. Meet Mom downstairs with Bro for "breakfast" at Haji Karim. Headed home straight and then Sis called to come down to pass things to her. It was already 8pm by then. Mom was doing the house chores and the two of us were watching Garfield at Channel 5 and I felt asleep halfway. Awake at 9:30pm and Mom told us to head bed straight. I hate having off day when I got no plans. It's plain borrriiiinng!

Today will be my off day, again. Luckily, I'd be meeting my girls for chilling purpose at Yishun. (Once awhile beb, cause Ernie stays there.) Prolly after dinner, would be heading to her house or something. Updates more again and don't be surprise if I post another entry. Till then.

Bidded @ 12:04:00 AM

Date : Sunday, January 18, 2009

Boy oh boy, I don't know how I should put it in words. Yesterday(Saturday;17th Jan) I was on the phone with Haizal from 2:30am till 6am. And it was a bliss! We talk about almost everything. Actually, he texted me at 3pm when I was having lunch at BurgerKing with Ernie and Hafiz. And when I reach home from work, I decided to go online and then we chatted at MSN and he decided to call me up for a chat. I don't wish to elaborate more but I miss those times. And I agree that old songs bring greatest memories. Seriously.

So we hang up at 6am, after he sang me a song, "Pejamkan Mata" (Shut Your Eyes), I fell asleep and only woke up at 12pm the next day. Get ready for work and I was 20minutes early. Haizal called me at 2pm when I was ironing my uniform. He claims that he's scared that I'll be late for work or something, but I didn't.

Work today was slightly better than yesterday. My stomache is sucha pain in an ass. I'm too full now and I feel like throwing up after having my supper earlier on. And it's been long eversince I brought home some tips and tonight, I received a total of nearly $20 after upselling beers and wines to customer. $$$!

Headed home with Ernie and am now currently doing nothing. I am sleppy but I cannot sleep. I am tired and I need a rest. Am having my off day today but I had to rush to my work place later at 11pm for Staff Party at midnight. The theme for the night would be "The Opposite", meaning that we are required to dress like the opposite sex. And I can't find any suitable clothing that made me look like guy. Should I just wear my father's trunks? Haha, I don't know. Wait and see and will upload pictures of the party later in another post.

Bidded @ 3:46:00 AM

Date : Saturday, January 17, 2009
Currently; On the phone with Haizal! I've just came back from work awhile ago. Father fetched me from work by his cab and we cabbed over to AMK to fetch Mom and Bro. Over to Jalan Kayu for late dinner cum supper. We ordered rice with alot alot of dishes cause I was starving like hell. Ate fish curry head, stingray sambal, kangkong sambal, omelette seafood and my teh peng. Last but not least, also ordered satay; 15 sticks but of different flavour. Okay shiok and I ended up shitting when I reach home. Hahaha!

Work was hell. I was assigned for a last minute duty, being the FOH; front of house. My colleague, Manu, passed a table over to me as he needed to rush home. The customer was an angmoh couple and they were sitted at about 10:11pm. When I wanted to present the bill at 11pm, they said that their main course wasn't out already. Yes, I got fuck upside down from my manager as the customer was upset. But it was Manu's mistake. I asked him if all the food are served, he frankly said yes. And then... I couldn't hold back my tears when my manager shouted at me. Serious shit, I feel so lost and miserable okay. Just imagine.

I am tired now. I wanna get my rest. Working at 2:30pm later.
Happy 16th Birthday, Fadhli.
Remember, whatever happens I still love you okay. We are more than just friends but like siblings. Please don't repeat the mistakes again and remember you can always talk to either one of us if you feel like sharing. We're always by your side dude! And see you soon for your birthday bash. Hahaha!

Bidded @ 4:12:00 AM

Date : Friday, January 16, 2009
(back from work, WIB; Women in Black)
I get high when I'm bored. See.

ERNIE. says:
baby.
ERNIE. says:
what you doing?
Nad. says:
ernie call me baby sey
Nad. says:
aaw, im wet
Nad. says:
hahahaha!
Nad. says:
im digging my hole
Nad. says:
you?
Nad. says:
hahha!
ERNIE. says:
HAHA!
ERNIE. says:
fuck you luh cb
Nad. says:
when u're gonna fuck me man?
Nad. says:
*jumping!*
ERNIE. says:
HAHAHAH
ERNIE. says:
omg, horny.
ERNIE. says:
i loike!!
Nad. says:
u loike?!
Nad. says:
i also LOOIIIKKEE! *slurps*
ERNIE. says:
im soo gg to blog about this.
ERNIE. says:
;D
Nad. says:
okay best, i love you baby
Nad. says:
up and down, in and out.
Nad. says:
u blog, i fuck.

HAHAHAAHA!
See, NESHQ can only tolerate my nonsense. ILY!

Bidded @ 2:44:00 AM

Date :

I tend to think alot when I get bored, so bare with it eh. After all, my blog, so I can just post anything that I want.

I'm waiting for Agun to reach home now. Okay, I know I will confirm post an entry again. Hahah!


Bidded @ 12:51:00 AM

Date : Thursday, January 15, 2009

I'm loving my new hair now. Awhile ago, in the afternoon, did my hair; treatment, highlight and re-rebond. And the final outcome was much of satisfaction, though the highlights can't be seen that much but oh well, there goes my SGD$160 just like that! After which, Nehneh and Ahginn came over with Mimi along. Walk over to Central, halfway meet up with Nazzeh, dinner at Banquet. I had Mini Pot Laksa and Teh Peng. Okay, shiok. But still, me and Nehneh complained that we're still hungry. Walk across to BP(hahahaha!) for LongJohnSilver's dessert and Cheese on Chips. At about 8pm, over to Motley for chilling purpose till about 9:30pm and bidded goodbye.

And after a loooooong break, tomorrow I have to kick my ass of the bed for work at 5pm till closing. I somehow miss Outback but I hate doing split shifts cause time passed so slooooow, especially during weekdays. But still, duit masok beb! Heee. And I need to start shopping for shoes and bags. Shall update pictures soon aye? Cheers!

Bidded @ 10:31:00 PM

Date :
&&&&& in a month's time I'm gonna turn 17.
I want many many presents and suprises.
Tell me, who doesn't love surprises.
Wooooots!
FYI; 15th February, a year older.
:)

Bidded @ 3:24:00 AM

Date :
I am going to sleep now and I feel so guilty towards him. You know who, I don't have to mention your name here.

I'm so so sorry for not picking up your calls and replying to your messages. I don't feel like talking to you and I don't know why. I am afraid of falling back and at the same time I don't want to lose you. Having you around is great, you never failed to make my day alive. But somehow, after the release of results till now, I just don't have the mood to laugh and talk like how I used to last time, except with my girls. Only they know how I felt now. Lost. Yes, that is it.

Is it because I'm gonna have my menses soon? I don't know. And if you were to call me again later at night or some other days, please don't bother to ask me regarding what I've just posted. I don't wish to explain anything. I don't know if you catch my drift but ya, somehow, I want to be alone for now. All I need now is my Girls.

Babies, will you be there for me forever?

Sweet Dreams.

Bidded @ 3:16:00 AM

Date : Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I'm loving the new skin and together with the song, it makes my blog alive I guess. Oh well, meet up with my babygirls earlier on at Dtunnel. At 6pm, I went to have dinner first with Mom, Sis and Bro then went over to meet them up together with cigarettes, snacks and drinks. Slacking purpose till about 9pm and bidded goodbye.

And yes, I'm still confused about the choices and hoping that I get what I hope for. Oh God, be kind please.

It hurts to hear her saying those phrases. I did my best, prolly not really but still, it's over so? I didn't reach your expectations but I've already done my part. And it's not as if it's the end for me if I continue my studies there right? I just have to work harder and make sure that I'll be in Poly in two years' time. I'll prove you that I'm not one of them, the one you think negatively about. Afterall, it's already over. I don't wanna talk about it anymore. Enough said, fullstop.

Bidded @ 11:11:00 PM

Date :
Good Noon Sunshines, I just woke up, meeting my girls now.
Updates more again later at night. (:

/they're still the best.


Bidded @ 4:06:00 PM

Date :
Great disappointment. I didn't expect the results were to turn out that way. All I guess perhaps, I didn't put in much effort into it. Enough said, it's already over. So let's not mentioned it. I got a fucking 32 points. Don't ask me why and how cause I don't wish to answer it anymore. Anyway, thanks for those who never fails to give me advices and supports me; NESHQ, Mogan, Khair, Fuad, Iica, Atikah, Safari, Haizal, Cik Eton, Cak Ngah, Mom and Dad.

After results yesterday, NES headed over to AMK and had lunch nearby my neighbourhood and afterwhich meet Ahginn up for some discussions for the courses. Headed home at 6pm and change. Initially Haizal wanted to meet me up while he called me asking my results but was somehow cancelled last minute which I don't know what's the reason is. Mrted and 900ed over to Cik Eton house and I found a W660I phone in the bus. :D Sleepover her house after much discussion and then today, left Cik Eton's place and headed of to Granny's place to meet Sis up and I've submitted my choices of courses.
  1. Business Studies (Sports Management) @ ITE College East
  2. Hospitality Operations @ ITE West; Clementi
  3. Leisure & Travel Operations @ ITE West; Clementi
  4. Business Studies (Customer Contact Service) @ITE West; Clementi
  5. Business Studies (Event Management) @ ITE Central; Bishan
  6. Business Studies (Administration) @ ITE West; Clementi
  7. Business Studies (Administration) @ ITE Central; Bishan
So there you go, I don't know what I'll get but hopefully the results later will be a good news for me. Patience, in 2 weeks' time. And I bummed into Kak Aisyah earlier on and only god knows how much I miss my belo! I will not be working till Thursday as I wanted to ease my mind and relax.

And Dearest mates of 4E3'08, our journey in secondary school life has finally ended. I will miss each and everyone of you and especially all those teachers whom have helped me alot throughout my 4 years of education in SGS. And to my favourite monitress, Ivy. Congratulations for being the Top Student from our class. I really love and will miss you so much and your patience towards us, eg) handing in forms late and you ended up getting the blame and etc. I guess the hug we gave each other was the most strongest one I ever had. Heee. May the rest succeed in life too, be it in Poly, ITE or anywhere. Cheeers! NESHQ; I love you girls too!

& lastly Happy 19th Birthday to Apiz Chubbi! :D


Bidded @ 12:08:00 AM

Date : Monday, January 12, 2009
To all O levels candidates, the results will be out in 11hours time. Best of luck, and be prepared! And to myself, goodluck. :D

NESHQ; No matter where we're heading after this, I wanna tell you girls how lucky I am to have sucha a beautiful, hot and bitchy four girlfriends since I was only 6years old back then in 1997 and now that it's 2009, soon to be 17, I'm proudly to say that this friendship we had over the years is still blooming every seconds no matter how far we are apart. Thanks for enduring and tolerating with each others nonsence, behaviour and all those conflicts we had, be it a minor or major one. I love you girls, endlessly! Mwaaahh!

Bidded @ 2:46:00 AM

Date : Sunday, January 11, 2009
2pm, over to Cheng San CC with Mom and Bambam(little brother) and meet Fad to collect our Bursary Award. After which, over to 505's Ayam Penyet corner for late lunch. 265ed home as it was drizzled. Change and meet Motley people. Over to AMK Hub then Central for threading. Later at 7pm, Zul headed home as he need to enter camp by 7:15pm. Naz and Ernie later joined us over at PG. Chilling purpose till about 8:45pm.

I have received pictures from yesterday's seesha session with Fir, Ikh and Naz. So there you go. :D

.

& now, the story is like this. Zulaiha said that the shout out was actually not referring to me, but one of her family members instead. I don't believe it, seriously. Also added, you said you private your blog due to some family issues. Yeke? *flips hair many many times* So coincident sey.

& to Shidah, I don't know la eh. If you think I'm the one to blame partly because of this problem, then I doubt so. Think through it again & again, girl. What you did in the first place leads to all this. Don't put the whole blame on me or Faz nor Azza. They wouldn't have post sucha an entries if you didn't start the fire first. See, it is INDEED dangerous to play with fire, babe. Oh well. I won't be posting anymore regarding this problem anymore. But if they still wanna talk about it then by all means. I'm cool. Likewise, I don't wish to interfere & it's none of my business.

The End.


Bidded @ 10:22:00 PM

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