You're selfish. You think of yourself and not us. You make the whole lot suffered especially me. You didn't do your part and yet you neglect it just like that. I hate you because of how you treated her and I don't feel your love towards me since I was young. You dote him more but not me. You think of yourself but not others. To think that money can buy your love, I'm afraid she's not cause it's not worth. She has limits but you went over. She ask for it but you can't accept it. I hate you since that incidence. You and your fucking ego will never go far, wait and see and mark my words, I'm never gonna be there anymore eventhough things went back to its origin place.
Earlier on in school was really a Monday Blues for me. Firstly, I woke up late and I rush to school. Secondly, his messages which affected me throughout the whole day in school that the guys were asking why I'm behaving this and that way. I'm sorry guys, I just couldn't held my tears no more. Not only that, I'm not over it. Don't ask about what. Put yourself in my position, how would I feel? Barely a month, it was gone. :'(
I'm very occupied for now. I need space, please.
It's 18th August, Happy 3years knowing you, belardy used to be, 'Dearest'.
Bidded @ 1:14:00 AM