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I want you to know,


that I want you with me.
Date : Monday, May 31, 2010

I know my blog has not been updated for the past 2 weeks? Well, that explains alot. Basically, everyday is the same daily routine for me. In the morning, Monday, Tuesday; school starts at 8am and ends either 4pm-5pm, Wednesday, Thursday; school starts at 10am and end either 4pm-5pm also. And as for Fridays, 8am-12pm but I've been skipping Friday lessons for the past 3 weeks I guess. That's for school. And as for work, I'll be working on Tuesday and Wednesday 6pm till closing and Friday and Saturday 5pm till closing. Training for school will be on Mondays and Thursdays and club training every Saturdays. How busy and occupied am I? Ya, I choose it this way so I shan't complain much.

Not to worry much, my exams are only starting on September and it's only a paper so as for now, I'll be busy with projects, presentations and class tests only. Yes, so that explains why I didn't update this page of mine. The minute I got home, unpacked my bag and get ready for tomorrow. Everyday's the same the same thing. It's tiring since I'll get short hours of sleep but I'm happy cause it keeps me occupied. Oh well, I think I need to go for a break during the holidays.

Outback will be closing for 3-4weeks in June-July (to be confirmed again) for extreme renovation. The concept will be changed to fine dining and the bar will be extended till the dishwasher area with new look and design. Wah, tak sabar oi! Also, half the restaurant will be sold over. Holidays in a few weeks' time and I so can't wait, yes more money hopefully.

How I'm doing? Well, life has been a real roller coaster ride for me. Friends, families and personal life.



Friends; I had a good long conversation with Nazzy love on the phone the other day, sharing everything with her. Yes, I miss us, the four of us. I am happy that I've still got them by my side no matter where I go, be it in my good and bad times. They're the best companion to understand what I'm going through. I thank God for having them for the past 12 years I'm living. I am so looking forward to meet them up and walk down the streets with eyes staring at us (cause that's basically happens whenever we go anywhere), gossipping and update each other on how we're doing. Girls, I really really miss you girls so much. :'( And yes, tears are rolling down as I'm typing this. Imagine, hearing Nazzy's voice on the phone the other day when she called I was crying for a minute or two before we even start talking.


Family; Once holidays are here, Mom and me and little brother will be shifting over to Cik Eton's house instead. I am tired with this life I'm going through. Father, if only you spare some thoughts for me, and the rest, this wouldn't be sucha burden for us. I got no more words to say but I'm hoping for the best for us. Once everything is settled, Mom is getting a new house for the three of us to stay together. And as for Kakak and Abg, her baby is already 6 months old and it's a girl. I can't wait to see my anak sedara! Yay, I'm going to be an Aunt soon. Heheh! And for brother, I am utterly disappointed with what you did the other day when HOD called Mom up. Father, you're better off dead!


School; I've been skipping school for the past few days. Last two week was worst. I attend lesson on Mondays and Thursday and then the following Monday and that's it. Absent throughout. Thanks to what I'm facing now made my mood of going school, is just not there. I've yet to share with her. Studies wise, so far so good. Thank god. Presentations and projects all the way for the meantime. ITE Training is now twice a week, Mondays and Thursdays and ITESC Competition is on the 6th July. I hope my girls can do better! Come on girls! (:


Love; I'm sick and tired to mention and sharing this. People around me has been advicing me to leave him (no, he's not my soulmate) as he ain't worth my love. I spent so much and done so much for him but what I get in return from his was all heartaches. For the past few days throughout this 6months, we've been having small arguments like almost every week. It's always every weekends and then back to track on Monday. If he changed, then it's good. Tell me, where can you get a girl, who still continue to date you when you know he's still meeting up with his ex girlfriend to go out and such, going JB with this girlfriend of his but he will ignore me whenever he's with her, caught him sleeping with two girls within two months behind my back, going holidays with ex girlfriend and family for 5 days without even telling me when he left and when he's coming back, spent so much on him in a day, be it in a month, buying stuffs for him every month, (Reef slippers, Puma cargo pants and to the extend of a first grade boot from Adidas). You tell me?! When we're not even an item! Yes you guys can say that I shouldn't be buying him all this. He didn't ask for it directly, but I tend to buy for him now and then. Sighs. I really am at lost.


I distress myself out the other day, watch his match over at St Wilfred Sports Complex and afterwhich Rebel for Ladies' Night with the usual party people and drinks over at Yello Jello with the colleagues and Cuba Libre too the other day after work. Yes, I'll be partying whenever I'm facing too much problems. The night at Rebel with the gang was an awesome one! Thanks alot people! And yes, I'm much more closer with Sam baby as for now. Thanks babygirl for the listening ears. And Alysha baby, I can't wait for the chalet, updates soon k, love!


And the past Saturday and Sunday, Warriors had training over at Vall Hall and I went work afterwhich, also friendly against NYP and we lost to them and yesterday was Floorball 4 U Competition over at Vall Hall. We lost but merged third for our category. And awesome day spent with the floorball mates over at Kallang Leisure Park for dinner! Meet soon k korangs for Faizal's birthday! (:

I guess, this blog will be updated when I feel like to. As for now, take care and I'm always updating through Facebook. (:

Bidded @ 9:29:00 AM

Date : Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I'll keep my blog updated in point form since I don't want it to be too draggy and boring cause there ain't much pictures to be shared with. So here it goes, readers. (:

Friday, 30th April 2010.
  • Skipped school, woke up at 12pm
  • Meet Kakak, over to Causeway Point, bought iPhone, new line
  • Lunch at Banquet with her till 2pm
  • Fought with Adi and meet him up at Long John Silver and both paitao-ed work
  • Talk things out, then over to Level 4
  • Bought tickets for Ip Man with Julia and Faiz tagging us along (his siblings)
  • Show ended at 7pm, I meet Kakak and Abg Noi to pass handphone charger, while they left home to get change
  • Planning to head town with Adi and siblings but they paitao-ed me, so Starbucks alone
  • Adi's brother, Faiz, meet me up for dinner at KFC then meet his gf and slack till 11pm

Saturday, 01st May 2010.

  • Woke up at 2pm, rot till 5pm until Adi called
  • Paitao work since I'm too tired and lazy and had plans before which
  • Cabbed to Somerset, Cineleisure at 7pm; meet Adi and Wan
  • Wanted to catch Iron Man II but full house
  • Wan left home, Adi and myself shop from Heeren then to ION
  • From Heeren to ION; we fought and threw faces
  • ION; Uniclo; da okay and he bought boxers
  • 8:30pm; He left and I meet Samantha
  • Dinner at Cahaya, dessert at Ben & Jerry's till 10pm
  • 10:30pm; 190ed to Clarke Quay
  • 12am; Enter Rebel then to Zirca and then in the end, stay at Rebel till dawn
  • Breakfast with Salhan and Co till 6:30am

Sunday, 02nd May 2010.

  • Slept at 8am after washing up and woke up only at 5pm
  • Rot at home and didn't even pack for school stuffs
  • Slept later at 3am

Monday, 03rd May 2010.

  • Skipped school, woke up at 3pm, cabbed down to work at 6pm
  • Left early and home alone afterwhich

Tuesday, 04th May 2010.

  • PSM at 8am till 10am
  • ETP at 10am till 12pm
  • Lunch with the girls, Sam came over
  • EBA at 1pm till 3pm
  • Off to work (6pm), 106ed with *
  • End work early, home alone afterwhich

Wednesday, 05th May 2010.

  • PSM at 10am till 12pm
  • Dismissed early, QM help out with Mr Nat's birthday card
  • 12pm-1pm; lunch with the girls
  • 1pm-3pm; ETP and Mr Nat birthday surprise with the class QM
  • 3pm-5pm; EBA and we slack, dismissed at 4pm
  • 106ed with Shaiful and Azhar as well
  • Work at 6pm and Simon and Adi and Pria was working
  • 7/11 with them first, tiff with Adi and I nearly left first
  • Home together afterwhich

Thursday, 06th May 2010.

  • PSM; 10am-12pm, did tutorial
  • 12pm-1pm; Lunch then over to 201 slack
  • 1pm-3pm;EBA then rushed to work alone later at 4pm
  • Work (6pm); Hostess!
  • Home afterwhich, fought with Adi and I left home first leaving them behind

Friday, 07th May 2010.

  • Skipped school and off to work at 5pm shift
  • Bumped into 'Aini and Syahrul in the train
  • Adi starts at 7pm, restaurant wasn't busy
  • End at 11pm, over to Cathay for movie, with Abu along
  • Back Up Plan later at 01:50am till 03:30am
  • Cabbed back home afterwhich

Saturday, 08th May 2010.

  • Rot home the whole day
  • Adi skipped work
  • On the phone with him till dawn
  • Wanted to go fishing but cancelled

Sunday, 09th May 2010.

  • Woke up at 2pm, rot till evening
  • Found out something about Adi
  • Fought throughout from 6pm till 6am the next day

Monday, 10th May 2010.

  • Abg Noi sent me to school, 8am-10am; ETP presentation
  • 10am-12pm; PSM, Ms Joy Koh took us instead
  • 12pm-1pm; lunch with the usual then over to 201
  • 1pm-3pm; SW, ran outside school compoud, Captain's Ball
  • 3pm-5pm; EBA but I left at 4pm for training
  • Floorball training at MPH from 4:30pm till 7pm
  • April Intake students were there as well
  • 8pm; dinner over at Woodlands, 11pm; home
  • 11pm till dawn; Fought with Adi again

Tuesday, 11th May 2010.

  • Abg Noi sent me to school, 8am-10am; PSM
  • 10am-12pm: ETP; slack throughout
  • 12pm-1pm; Lunch with the girls
  • 1pm-2pm; EBA; dismiss early
  • 963ed home straight
  • Kakak and Amirul and myself head home together
  • Mee Soto, bubble tea for dinner

Yes, things between me and Adi are in terrible mess. The same old shit repeats again. He promised me that he'll changed and yes, promises are meant to be broken and he did. Ain't surprised though. This fourth-fifth month was a very hectic one, problems by problems. And it's all starts with him. Don't come and tell me saying I'm too sensitive or overprotective. Is your behaviour that made me behave this way, boy. I wouldn't care and bother much if I didn't love you, wholeheartedly. Yes, you mean so much to me, but I don't know if I mean so much to you. You're having fun out there, behind my back and I'm here swallowing all the single shits you've done. And I am here too being very extremely nice to you, to eventually forgive all your shits and give you chances but still I see, the same old Adi. Please change for the better. I am tired. And I feel like ending it. But you? You have been the one making me feeling so weak and to ask to stay. No, we're not together, nor are we an item. I don't even know what are we. Please stop lying and please change. I want this to be the last. (I know it won't.)

Sighs. FML.

GUYS + LOVE = HEARTACHES! :(


Bidded @ 9:30:00 PM

Date : Monday, May 10, 2010

"Please don't lie to me, unless you're absolutely sure I'll never find out the truth. If one cannot invent a really convincing lie, it is often better to stick to the truth." Get that in your head. Chances are given, make full use of it. Don't just say and do nothing. Prove it to me if you're a man. And afterall, the person who makes you smile is the same person who makes you cry too. Sighs.











Proper updates soon; Promise.

Bidded @ 5:27:00 AM

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