/ SERI NADZIA.

2010-12-21T11:52:00.002+08:00

It's been months since I've last post an entry here. A lot have happened throughout this past 6 months. When's the last I blogged? July? I quit working Outback and I didn't contact Adi ever since. I had enough of him and his behaviour towards me throughout the 7 months with him. I met someone new in my life after which.

July, our campus moved out to ITE Choa Chu Kang and also, Floorball ITE Competition begun. I met Haqem during the league but it wasn't for long cause he's 23, and I think our minds are wide apart and we're better off as friends. July too I met Haiqi and Bulat. Both were great companion to me. Haiqi just broke up with his girlfriend that point of time and whereas Bulat was my old camp mate but we became close ever since we're in the same campus. Things get so tensed that I end up choosing Haiqi over Bulat. It was crucial that point of time. I didn't want to hurt Bulat and I didn't want disappoint Haiqi too.

August 09th, we became an item. We were sailing the boat smoothly for the past 4 months but we ended on December 1st. Too many things happen and it's too much for me to elaborate here. Whatever it is, being with him was the best moment I could ever asked for. He changed me alot. From the worst to good. Words can't explain how deeply I am in love with him till now that we're apart. I thank God for meeting him and having him all mine, for once. All I could do now is to pray for his return. He loves her and me too, but he wants the best for his princess. I understand and I'm glad that we're still keep in touch and close as before.

Dearest one, I will always be waiting for your return. I love you, forever...

2010-07-10T15:14:00.004+08:00

It's nearly a month since I've last updated this page of mine. I guess this blog's gonna be dead anytime soon. Well, a short update about how I'm coping now. Adi and me have stopped contacting each other. I choose it, cause I can't bear to get hurt even more from him. And yes, eversince 11th June, we've not been contacting each other except for the fact that we bumped into each other on the 18th and I took my stuffs back from him on the 23rd and that's it. Silence. Good for me cause somehow the past 7 months with me, I was the one enduring with all this shits.

As for school, term break was over. And I've moved in to the new campus at Choa Chu Kang and it was awesome! Better environment, better mates and I'll never fail to look forward for school the next day. The timetable too's awesome. 8am to 12pm on every Mondays and Fridays and Tuesdays till Thursdays, 8am to either 4pm or 5pm. Oh and I've yet to report for work eversince 19th June. And I've decided to not work at Outback Steakhouse anymore. Reason because, no more kaki gerek, memories of Adi and me during work those days, Mr Mann resigned and I'm tired to travel.

On a lighter note, family and I are doing good over at Cik Eton's place, alhamdulillah. Mom's pay has increased. Father, hopeless and useless as usual. Hahaha! And oh, I'm going to be an aunt in a month to come. Kakak due date will be in midst August on end of July hopefully. They say it's a babygirl, I don't know. I'm fine with any actually. (: And yes, ITESC Floorball Tournament has begun and on Monday, Tuesday, West Team had play their best and we made it to the semi(s) last Thursday. Team 2 won third and as for my team, Team 1, we've made it to the finals this Wednesday again Simei. All the best girls.

And since I've quit Outback, I've got a new job, as a matchsec, for Singapore Floorball Guys' Team, Division 1. The league is starting tomorrow till end of July. And I'll be working on every Sundays, 9:30am till 7:30pm at Clementi Sports Hall. (: Pay wise, earning $300-$500 monthly. I'm loving the life that I'm leading now. No boyfriend, no commitments, keeping myself occupied with school and sports. Love life, I'll let nature takes it place.

Babygirls, NESHQ; I'm free on weekends, so please holla holla for meetups! (: Till then, I'll let this page update once in awhile, if not, find me in Facebook. (:

2010-06-10T07:48:00.005+08:00

It's been awhile since I've last update this page. It's nearly 8am now and I'm off to school later at 10am. Life has been a rollercoaster ride for me. Family, friends, personal and financial. My mom, brother and I are shifted to Cik Eton's house last weekend due to the some personal reasons and conflicts with my another aunt and granny. New place, new environment. (: School, today marks our last day for this term and will only be resumes on 05th July, at Choa Chu Kang Campus! Yay, me can't wait. Hehehehe!

Friends and financial. I believe in this saying, “Friends come and go, true friends stays.” Yes, I never regret having NESHQ for the past 12 years and still going. They’ve always there no matter what. Girls, please make yourself free for a day for us to meet up over the holiday like those old times when we used to catch up and gossips. I miss those days. And as for my usual clan in school, yes I am keeping a distance from you guys. The reason is because I can’t take it anymore with your sarcasms and jokes, calling me bodoh and such. Yes I was okay with it last time. But now, it really pissed me off. To you guys, it might be a joke but to me, there’s limit in every joke. Sampai label BTL: Bodoh Takde Limit and such all. You know how hurt this is. Very.

And to you, we used to be so closed, sharing each and every stories together, but now we aren’t. I don’t blame you, nor do I blame myself. I blame us. Well enough said, that’s the past, we can’t simply rewind those days. And to the other girls, yes I was damn badly hurt when you girls just walk off like that when we’re having lunch in the canteen and you girls wanted to walk off when I was on the phone on my right hand, holding my stick on the other and struggling to get for my bag from the seat. None of you even waited for me, but instead you girls just walk off. And when one of you turn to look at me, you guys turn and continue walking. I was so hurt. The other mates who sat at the tables beside us, saw what happened.

Yada, no use saying when things are still the same. I’m tired of arguing and such. I’ll be better off alone. Oh and what’s with the, “contract dabes eh ngan kita?” Dude, please. If you aren’t the one who start labelling me as BTL, the rest won’t be disturbing me. No point talking cause I’ve made my mind to be alone. Whatever you guys wanna say, by all means. The clock strikes midnight on my birthday, none of you even wish me, some did but few hours or minutes later. It was utterly disappointment 18th Birthday celebration. I ditched my girls just because I thought you guys have something on for me, but nothing. It wasn’t on my actual day but later instead. Sighs.

Enough said, I don’t want this matter to be brought up again. Work, has been alright. Major renovation resuming this 05th July to the midst. ITE SC Floorball coming in a month’s time. Attachment soon in few months’. So many upcomings, I can’t wait to start attachment and graduate asap!

Adi Farhan, he’s back from Tioman from Thursday till Monday and came back with a bad news. One, he’s no longer working in Outback. Two, his NS letter has arrived and was posted to Tekong on 10th November. Sedih or what, like so fast. Yesterday, over to Serangoon Stadium to watch his match and they won! Congrats! And now that I’m at my aunt’s place, meeting him is so much nearer. Yay!

Faizal (Dust) ‘s 18th Birthday, on Monday, 07th June. The gang went to surprise him up, cook mee and ayam goreng and such and gave him a self made birthday card with our pictures in it, I hope he likes it. I was only home at 11pm after skipping my 1pm till 5pm’s lesson. Celebrated at Jurong West and somewhere near ArtPark. It was a blast!

Amirul went to Seoul Korea last Thursday and he’s coming back tonight, after training, am fetching him up, rindu oi with this idiot! Heh, alright, updates again soon, I’m off to shower and school and training.

2010-05-31T09:29:00.010+08:00

I know my blog has not been updated for the past 2 weeks? Well, that explains alot. Basically, everyday is the same daily routine for me. In the morning, Monday, Tuesday; school starts at 8am and ends either 4pm-5pm, Wednesday, Thursday; school starts at 10am and end either 4pm-5pm also. And as for Fridays, 8am-12pm but I've been skipping Friday lessons for the past 3 weeks I guess. That's for school. And as for work, I'll be working on Tuesday and Wednesday 6pm till closing and Friday and Saturday 5pm till closing. Training for school will be on Mondays and Thursdays and club training every Saturdays. How busy and occupied am I? Ya, I choose it this way so I shan't complain much.

Not to worry much, my exams are only starting on September and it's only a paper so as for now, I'll be busy with projects, presentations and class tests only. Yes, so that explains why I didn't update this page of mine. The minute I got home, unpacked my bag and get ready for tomorrow. Everyday's the same the same thing. It's tiring since I'll get short hours of sleep but I'm happy cause it keeps me occupied. Oh well, I think I need to go for a break during the holidays.

Outback will be closing for 3-4weeks in June-July (to be confirmed again) for extreme renovation. The concept will be changed to fine dining and the bar will be extended till the dishwasher area with new look and design. Wah, tak sabar oi! Also, half the restaurant will be sold over. Holidays in a few weeks' time and I so can't wait, yes more money hopefully.

How I'm doing? Well, life has been a real roller coaster ride for me. Friends, families and personal life.

Friends; I had a good long conversation with Nazzy love on the phone the other day, sharing everything with her. Yes, I miss us, the four of us. I am happy that I've still got them by my side no matter where I go, be it in my good and bad times. They're the best companion to understand what I'm going through. I thank God for having them for the past 12 years I'm living. I am so looking forward to meet them up and walk down the streets with eyes staring at us (cause that's basically happens whenever we go anywhere), gossipping and update each other on how we're doing. Girls, I really really miss you girls so much. :'( And yes, tears are rolling down as I'm typing this. Imagine, hearing Nazzy's voice on the phone the other day when she called I was crying for a minute or two before we even start talking.

Family; Once holidays are here, Mom and me and little brother will be shifting over to Cik Eton's house instead. I am tired with this life I'm going through. Father, if only you spare some thoughts for me, and the rest, this wouldn't be sucha burden for us. I got no more words to say but I'm hoping for the best for us. Once everything is settled, Mom is getting a new house for the three of us to stay together. And as for Kakak and Abg, her baby is already 6 months old and it's a girl. I can't wait to see my anak sedara! Yay, I'm going to be an Aunt soon. Heheh! And for brother, I am utterly disappointed with what you did the other day when HOD called Mom up. Father, you're better off dead!

School; I've been skipping school for the past few days. Last two week was worst. I attend lesson on Mondays and Thursday and then the following Monday and that's it. Absent throughout. Thanks to what I'm facing now made my mood of going school, is just not there. I've yet to share with her. Studies wise, so far so good. Thank god. Presentations and projects all the way for the meantime. ITE Training is now twice a week, Mondays and Thursdays and ITESC Competition is on the 6th July. I hope my girls can do better! Come on girls! (:

Love; I'm sick and tired to mention and sharing this. People around me has been advicing me to leave him (no, he's not my soulmate) as he ain't worth my love. I spent so much and done so much for him but what I get in return from his was all heartaches. For the past few days throughout this 6months, we've been having small arguments like almost every week. It's always every weekends and then back to track on Monday. If he changed, then it's good. Tell me, where can you get a girl, who still continue to date you when you know he's still meeting up with his ex girlfriend to go out and such, going JB with this girlfriend of his but he will ignore me whenever he's with her, caught him sleeping with two girls within two months behind my back, going holidays with ex girlfriend and family for 5 days without even telling me when he left and when he's coming back, spent so much on him in a day, be it in a month, buying stuffs for him every month, (Reef slippers, Puma cargo pants and to the extend of a first grade boot from Adidas). You tell me?! When we're not even an item! Yes you guys can say that I shouldn't be buying him all this. He didn't ask for it directly, but I tend to buy for him now and then. Sighs. I really am at lost.

I distress myself out the other day, watch his match over at St Wilfred Sports Complex and afterwhich Rebel for Ladies' Night with the usual party people and drinks over at Yello Jello with the colleagues and Cuba Libre too the other day after work. Yes, I'll be partying whenever I'm facing too much problems. The night at Rebel with the gang was an awesome one! Thanks alot people! And yes, I'm much more closer with Sam baby as for now. Thanks babygirl for the listening ears. And Alysha baby, I can't wait for the chalet, updates soon k, love!

And the past Saturday and Sunday, Warriors had training over at Vall Hall and I went work afterwhich, also friendly against NYP and we lost to them and yesterday was Floorball 4 U Competition over at Vall Hall. We lost but merged third for our category. And awesome day spent with the floorball mates over at Kallang Leisure Park for dinner! Meet soon k korangs for Faizal's birthday! (:

I guess, this blog will be updated when I feel like to. As for now, take care and I'm always updating through Facebook. (:

2010-05-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

I'll keep my blog updated in point form since I don't want it to be too draggy and boring cause there ain't much pictures to be shared with. So here it goes, readers. (:

Friday, 30th April 2010.

Skipped school, woke up at 12pm
Meet Kakak, over to Causeway Point, bought iPhone, new line
Lunch at Banquet with her till 2pm
Fought with Adi and meet him up at Long John Silver and both paitao-ed work
Talk things out, then over to Level 4
Bought tickets for Ip Man with Julia and Faiz tagging us along (his siblings)
Show ended at 7pm, I meet Kakak and Abg Noi to pass handphone charger, while they left home to get change
Planning to head town with Adi and siblings but they paitao-ed me, so Starbucks alone
Adi's brother, Faiz, meet me up for dinner at KFC then meet his gf and slack till 11pm

Saturday, 01st May 2010.

Woke up at 2pm, rot till 5pm until Adi called
Paitao work since I'm too tired and lazy and had plans before which
Cabbed to Somerset, Cineleisure at 7pm; meet Adi and Wan
Wanted to catch Iron Man II but full house
Wan left home, Adi and myself shop from Heeren then to ION
From Heeren to ION; we fought and threw faces
ION; Uniclo; da okay and he bought boxers
8:30pm; He left and I meet Samantha
Dinner at Cahaya, dessert at Ben & Jerry's till 10pm
10:30pm; 190ed to Clarke Quay
12am; Enter Rebel then to Zirca and then in the end, stay at Rebel till dawn
Breakfast with Salhan and Co till 6:30am

Sunday, 02nd May 2010.

Slept at 8am after washing up and woke up only at 5pm
Rot at home and didn't even pack for school stuffs
Slept later at 3am

Monday, 03rd May 2010.

Skipped school, woke up at 3pm, cabbed down to work at 6pm
Left early and home alone afterwhich

Tuesday, 04th May 2010.

PSM at 8am till 10am
ETP at 10am till 12pm
Lunch with the girls, Sam came over
EBA at 1pm till 3pm
Off to work (6pm), 106ed with *
End work early, home alone afterwhich

Wednesday, 05th May 2010.

PSM at 10am till 12pm
Dismissed early, QM help out with Mr Nat's birthday card
12pm-1pm; lunch with the girls
1pm-3pm; ETP and Mr Nat birthday surprise with the class QM
3pm-5pm; EBA and we slack, dismissed at 4pm
106ed with Shaiful and Azhar as well
Work at 6pm and Simon and Adi and Pria was working
7/11 with them first, tiff with Adi and I nearly left first
Home together afterwhich

Thursday, 06th May 2010.

PSM; 10am-12pm, did tutorial
12pm-1pm; Lunch then over to 201 slack
1pm-3pm;EBA then rushed to work alone later at 4pm
Work (6pm); Hostess!
Home afterwhich, fought with Adi and I left home first leaving them behind

Friday, 07th May 2010.

Skipped school and off to work at 5pm shift
Bumped into 'Aini and Syahrul in the train
Adi starts at 7pm, restaurant wasn't busy
End at 11pm, over to Cathay for movie, with Abu along
Back Up Plan later at 01:50am till 03:30am
Cabbed back home afterwhich

Saturday, 08th May 2010.

Rot home the whole day
Adi skipped work
On the phone with him till dawn
Wanted to go fishing but cancelled

Sunday, 09th May 2010.

Woke up at 2pm, rot till evening
Found out something about Adi
Fought throughout from 6pm till 6am the next day

Monday, 10th May 2010.

Abg Noi sent me to school, 8am-10am; ETP presentation
10am-12pm; PSM, Ms Joy Koh took us instead
12pm-1pm; lunch with the usual then over to 201
1pm-3pm; SW, ran outside school compoud, Captain's Ball
3pm-5pm; EBA but I left at 4pm for training
Floorball training at MPH from 4:30pm till 7pm
April Intake students were there as well
8pm; dinner over at Woodlands, 11pm; home
11pm till dawn; Fought with Adi again

Tuesday, 11th May 2010.

Abg Noi sent me to school, 8am-10am; PSM
10am-12pm: ETP; slack throughout
12pm-1pm; Lunch with the girls
1pm-2pm; EBA; dismiss early
963ed home straight
Kakak and Amirul and myself head home together
Mee Soto, bubble tea for dinner

Yes, things between me and Adi are in terrible mess. The same old shit repeats again. He promised me that he'll changed and yes, promises are meant to be broken and he did. Ain't surprised though. This fourth-fifth month was a very hectic one, problems by problems. And it's all starts with him. Don't come and tell me saying I'm too sensitive or overprotective. Is your behaviour that made me behave this way, boy. I wouldn't care and bother much if I didn't love you, wholeheartedly. Yes, you mean so much to me, but I don't know if I mean so much to you. You're having fun out there, behind my back and I'm here swallowing all the single shits you've done. And I am here too being very extremely nice to you, to eventually forgive all your shits and give you chances but still I see, the same old Adi. Please change for the better. I am tired. And I feel like ending it. But you? You have been the one making me feeling so weak and to ask to stay. No, we're not together, nor are we an item. I don't even know what are we. Please stop lying and please change. I want this to be the last. (I know it won't.)

Sighs. FML.

GUYS + LOVE = HEARTACHES! :(

2010-05-10T05:27:00.001+08:00

"Please don't lie to me, unless you're absolutely sure I'll never find out the truth. If one cannot invent a really convincing lie, it is often better to stick to the truth." Get that in your head. Chances are given, make full use of it. Don't just say and do nothing. Prove it to me if you're a man. And afterall, the person who makes you smile is the same person who makes you cry too. Sighs.

Proper updates soon; Promise.

2010-04-30T02:23:00.008+08:00

Like yay, my pay's in, but I've yet to spent them. Infact, I got lots of things to do with my pay, and plus the fact that my phone bill last month was overdued, and so this month, I had to pay more and this sucks cause I won't be able to see where my money gone too! I is so sad. :( Oh well, whatever it is, I know I'm gonna get my make up kit and also, my hair to be done first, on the list. Bags, shoes and clothes, I'll leave that aside first. And I'm thinking if it's worth for me to sign up the student plan for iPhone. Still thinking though... And anyways, let's get a quick update before I tuck to bed soon.

Tuesday, 27th April 2010.
PSM at 8am first with Ms Afni and afterwhich ETP till 12pm before we head for lunch. I went to had my lunch with Marlia and Heen and yeah, the bunch of tuck-in girls were there too, sucha an eyesore. Like seriously, you know that the uniform are to be worn, tuck out and not tuck in and yet you girls still tuck them in. Not only that but you girls beautify yourself with those big loop earring, fan and brown heels and worst wore a imitation Raybean shades in the canteen when the fact is that you're in school. WTF! School okay and in canteen lagi! Sucha pity eh. Grr! After lunch from 1pm till 4pm; EBA and we slack throughout. Did Progress Test 3 and afterwhich, class dismissed. I 106ed straight to workplace afterwhich. 6pm till closing, work was alright.

After punching out, Abu decided to catch a movie, under his treat. And so, we accompanied Lydia to circle line before we three trained down to Dhoby and walked down to Somerset Cineleisure to get the tickets for "The Bountyhunter" The show's awesome and it ended around 2am. Cabbed back home with Adi and home close to 2:30am, the taxi driver, power!

Wednesday, 28th April 2010.
Happy Birthday to my dearest Fareez Jamil and Sumarputra! A year older, a year wiser! :D *HUGS&KISSES*

School's at 10am, and gosh, I was bloody early. I was already at Clementi station at 9:30am! PSM lesson at 10am till 12pm before we're dismissed for lunch. Lunch with Marlia and Heen again with Shikin joining us as well. Afterwhich, EBA and ETP lesson till 5pm. It was raining heavily and I had no choice but to gamble and walk under the rain or else I would be late for work since I'm starting at 6pm. Safari was working too and the atmosphere was much fun with him around. My station wasn't that busy and so at 9:40pm, I was told to punch out. Home straight afterwhich.

Thursday, 29th April 2010.
I was told that lessons starts at 9am instead of 10am and that it ends at 1pm instead of 4pm. And guess what, I overslept and woke up at 9am! Skipped school and later at 2pm, got ready for work but before which, 911ed to Kakak's house to get my shirt and then trained down to Choa Chu Kang to return Syasya's shirt and afterwhich, trained down to work. 6pm till 10pm. And yeah, it wasn't busy and I left at 10pm. Meet Khair, Wan and Lan up at ION Orchard. Took same train with Khair and he went over my house since he wanted to take his bag for his KL trip tomorrow. Home close to 12am and slept straight.

Friday, 30th April 2010.
Happy 17th Manju!!! Happy blasting 17 to you and may you have a blasting day later! :D

And yeah, I am gonna skipped school again since there's no lesson tomorrow and that BIT Students are heading to Sentosa for some LPD event. Working at 5pm later. Till then, updates again soon!

2010-04-26T23:45:00.004+08:00

And yes, I is fickle minded and decided to use back my old template and change just a few things before setting it up as my current template now. Plain, easy and simple. (: I promise myself to keep this page updated at least a week or so, even for the fact that my schedule's tight or I am just plain lazy to update it. Heheh and on a lighter note, my "copy" and "paste" button can be used, and I don't know how but I is so happpy!! (Emilyza, no more Ctrl V!)

Thursday, 22nd April 2010.
So yeah, EBA lesson ended at 4pm, over to canteen to meet up with the girls, got changed and off for training from 4:30pm till 7pm. The boys, too, were having their training as well and we shared courts with them before Sonia told us that we're gonna have game. Training ends at 7pm, shower and walked down to Clementi Central and settled down at Ananas Cafe with the girls for dinner/supper. 9pm, trained back home and I slept afterwhich since I was feeling so shagged and tired.

Friday, 23rd April 2010.
School's at 8am and I reached Clementi station kinda early. PSM till 10am, did roleplay with Shafiq and went for our 10minutes break before EBA lesson later at 10:15am. Slacked throughout Mr Bernard lesson and class dismissed later at 11:30am. I 963ed home first, slept for an hour (the fact is that, I overslept) and got ready for work. 5pm till 11pm, did HW and Adi waited for me to end work. (I didn't ask him to wait though) NR back home since I've missed my last train. He, NR to Bishan to meet his mates. (I can't be bother already) Home closed to 2am.

Saturday, 24th April 2010.
Woke up at 2pm, Cik Eton came and had a talk with me regarding our family issues. Blahblahblah. I ended up reaching workplace late and Alley Rally has ended. Rohim was working that evening and so is Safari. Restaurant was busy, I was doing FOH but great help from the colleagues, I manage to punch out at 11pm.

Changed and off to meet Samantha baby over at Clarke Quay. Paid tickets for Rebel, kept our bags in the locker first and afterwhich accompanied her for smoke break first and she bumped into Eddie and Co and I bumped into Zamri besty and Co! Happy giler oi! 12am till 4:30am; party, dance and had lots of fun in the club. Switch to Zirca in between period. Made a whole lot of new bunch of friends inside and later at 5am, over to Macdonalds' with Arif and Co for breakfast before I cabbed home with Sam later at 6:30am.

Sunday, 25th April 2010.
Shower at 7am and slept throughout till 5pm before I finally had my lunch cum dinner. Slacked and rot at home the whole day and did nothing much. My whole body was aching and cramps all over. Sighs. Slept at 3am after tossing and turning myself on the bed.

Monday, 26th April 2010.
Woke up at 6am, packed my bag and head for shower. Bumped into Shafiq at the bus stop and afterwhich, trained down to school. I was quite early though. ETP lesson followed by PSM till 10am. Went for short break and later at 11am till 12pm, did discussion for Friday's LPD event over at Sentosa. 12pm; lunch break with Hamka, Saiful, Dafi, Khai and Hakim over at Ananas and I called Mr Man afterwhich. Was told to report for work at 6pm. When I reached home, I slept and woke up at 5pm! Obviously I'm late and so I skipped work and continue to sleep till 8pm. Sumpah I was feeling so sleepy. Bleahhh, ironed uniform and packed for school tomorrow.

Schedule's out, 6pm shift throught till Saturday except Friday and Saturday at 5pm (:

2010-04-22T13:48:00.008+08:00

Remember how the first time we've met?
Remember how was our first conversation?
Remember how we click with each other?
And remember when's the first picture we took?

And yes, above was the first picture taken together. The world's so small. I was working that evening and you came for interview that day. And yes, I look at you with my arrogant face when the fact is that, you're actually smiling at me when I enter the main entrance. That was how we first saw each other. After you left for interview, I went to ask the manager asking when's the new boy starting work and applying which position. And afterwhich, Thursday, 03rd December, we met again, but this time round, you're in your school uniform and that was how our first conversation begins when Mr Sooria, manager, told me to sent you to the kitchen to meet up with the kitchen manager. You began to ask me which campus I'm currently schooling at and when I mentioned, I was shocked that you're actually a teacher (SW teacher) in my school for only 2 months during your attachment. And there, I remembered seeing your face in school back then. As days went by and since we're both staying at Woodlands, you started sending me back home from work, going work together and slowly, we became close friends. It's been nearing 5 months we've known each other. If you guys are wondering if I'm together with him, nope, we're not. We have no string attached. It's kinda complicated you see and I hate to be in this status. We've been into alot of fights for the past few days. And it's all about him. He texting and meeting up with other girls behind my back, going holidays with his ex girlfriend. But me? Still endure and tolerate with all his nonsense. I know it's kinda stupid to be still stucking to him but I can't help it to leave him just like that. Yes, I love him, alot. And did I mentioned that I'm lazy to get into relationship, whereby I have to get back to kenalan days, then dating, knowing each other better and such and then slowly fell in love. I'm tired. Phuket getaway trip this May with him and the shit part is they're planning on the 10th to 15th May and it's a schooling week for me. How? I have to give my final answer by Wednesday.

I'm tired. I need my space.
80 hours'; lips sealed. Baik uh.

***

On a lighter note, I'm in class now, having EBA lesson and Mr Bernard is not teaching the class. He's done going through the answer for yesterday's test and now we're all slacking till 3pm for PSM lesson. School's ending at 4pm and training at 4:30pm till 7pm afterwhich. Dinner with the usual I guess? And oh, yesterday work was alright, my regular came and also received good tips. Yes, we didn't talk again at work. Show faces everytime I went into the kitchen, taking the order. :D Ego? He, not me. Supper at Macdonalds' with Pria and he sebok-sebok also. But still, I pretended that he wasn' t there and we took last train home. And yes, I didn't even say bye to him and I alighted at Admiralty instead. Two days to school by cab, broke jugak lah aku.

Okay, me feel like eating fruits now. Till then, much love from yours truly.
XOXO.

2010-04-21T15:05:00.011+08:00

There is so much to update here and it's not gonna be a week's post but more. I was so busy with work and the minute I reach home, I went online but the urged to update this page, macam malaaaaas gitu. Seriously. And since school has started, no more late night online, facebooking and etc. Blearrrgh! Time to keep this page updated frequently, so hang on, long post with tons and tons of pictures ahead.... And I'm in school now updating, cause why? My pathetic "copy" and "paste" button from my lappy spoilt and IDK why!

Monday, 29th March 2010.
Yada yada, so much of waking up at 8:45am, end up at 9:30am, Adi called me. The deal was a movie treat if either one of us was late. The meeting time was at 10am, outside Boots N Shoes but in the end, it dragged to 11:15am. Shower, pack bag and 913ed to interchange. Bought Macdonalds' breakfast to eat first before we took the train down to Jurong and change over at Outram and then over to Harbourfront. Bought tidbits at Giant before we took the tram over to the Beach Station. Settled down at Siloso and tanned till about 3pm before it started to pour suddenly.

6pm, shower and off to Vivo City to search for his boots. 7:30pm, decided to trained down City Hall and over to Penisula. He finally decided to setted down with this first grade, Adi Pure boots which cost $149.00. Later at 8pm, 951ed to Woodlands interchange and over to Cathay to pay for movie tickets. We went to watch Whip It and I grade the movie 10/10. The movie was awesome! Afterwhich, home sweet home at 12am.

Tuesday, 30th March 2010.
I told the CW Floorball Team to meet up at Woodlands at 10:00am and latest 10:30am at Harbourfront station. Meet up with Hamka, Marlia, Heen, Farhanna and Sah first at Woodlands then down to Yishun to pick Khai and Khalya up and down to purple line to change to Harbourfront and meet the rest (Yu Hong, Arina, Rahimi, Shark, Fariesha) up. Bought tidbits and drinks first at Giant the tram down to Beach Station and settled at Siloso, again.

Tanned, captain balls, frisbies, soccer and everything under the sun before it started to pour later at 3pm. 3pm-6pm; played cards and chilled at the multi purpose hall before we finally went to wash up at 7pm. Later at 8pm, some left while Marlia, Yuhong, Arina, Sah, Hamka, Shark and Khalya went to have dinner over at Seah Im Foodcourt.

Eat and slack till around 10pm before I 97ed over to Suntec Convection to surprise Adi with the boots.11:30pm, Adi texted me and he was smiling away. He then asked if I have any plans and so, he told me to accompany him over to Mustafa since he wanted to buy his daily needs. Afterwhich, him, being the greedy one, wanted to eat and so we went to some foodcourt to eat. Had prata and thosai till 2:30am before we cabbed back home since his Man U's game was at 3am. Home close to 3am and I slept straight.

Wednesday, 31st March 2010.
Exams results were out and I scored 1.9 for my GPA. Adi failed his exams and had to repeat for another 6 months. He was so pissed and that he didn't turn up to work but instead went to loiter around. I woke up later at 2pm, got ready and over 187ed to Bukit Panjang and meet Sufi up for awhile before I 700ed to workplace since I'm starting work at 6pm. Work was, alright, chilled with Vicky and Lydia while waiting for Arvin to end work. In the end, I took the train alone since Lydia took the green line and the other two bused home.

Thursday, 01st April 2010.
I was awake by Adi's text that morning at 8:51am telling me that he got some bad news and so I quickly called him up. And pantat! He told me that he's leaving for Cerating later at 12:30pm. I was so sad and that I hung up since he said that he'll only be back on Sunday. :( Shower and got ready for work since I started at 11am. 11am-3pm; work and later from 3pm-6pm; lunch with Lydia and back to work till closing. Trained home alone.

Friday, 02nd April 2010.
Good Friday; The restaurant was so busy during both lunch and dinner. 12pm-3pm lunch and later at 5pm to closing. Lunch with Vicky, Rohim, Abu and Jos came over to joined us since she went OB for the last time to collect her pay and return her uniform. Took the last train with Pria, headed home straight since Vicky left home first at 10pm.

Saturday, 03rd April 2010.
Woke up at 10am, got ready for work, 12pm-3pm; working and headed for lunch with Vicky and Rohim at foodcourt. Bought BK for Pria first before reporting for Alley Ralley at 4:30pm. Work from 5pm to 10pm. I was cut early since my tables was not seated and the restaurant wasn't busy at all. Off to meet Mogan, Khair, Fiq and Wan at Raffles City Macdonalds' and bumped into Sam. The boys decided to ton and chill somewhere and so, we walked over to Esplanade Mall's bus stop and 133ed to Arab St.

Settled down at Nabins, ordered a jug of Heineken, Tequila Sunrise, Blue Lagoon and Rootbeer Float. Seesha and chilled till about 4:30am before we finally leave the place after we're done eating the seafood platter. Cabbed down to Mogan's house but before which, sent Fiq home first since it's on the way. Khair, Mogan and me slacked at Mogan's house till 6am, to pass the midnight charge. 6am; Khair and myself cabbed back to Admiralty. I was so shagged by then and slept only at 7am.

Sunday, 04th April 2010.

Woke up at 11:30am, wash up and got ready. 969ed to Tampines and 293ed to Blk 892D. Attended Abg Zali's wedding (Mom's rider) till 4pm before I then rushed to work since I started at 5pm. Work was alright, it wasn't busy. I finish my FOH and punched out at 10:30pm. Adi called me up and said that he's back from holidays. So much of me looking forward for Sunday, in the end, it went down the drain. I was so dissappointed with him and we end up fighting after I hang up the phone. I took 961ed back home and reach home close to 1am.

Monday, 05th April 2010.

Woke up at 2pm, 960ed to workplace and reach very early; 4:30pm. Bought Starbucks while waiting for work to start. 6pm to 8pm; there was no customer and Mr Man told me to punch out. Pria and Vicky too. Walked over to Raffles City Macdonalds' for supper and bumped into Afro. 10pm, bought the train and Mazrul too was in the train. Alighted at Woodlands and meet up with Hamka, Sah and Saiful. Chilled till 5:30am and took first bus home. Bumped into Sam again over at Civics.

Tuesday, 06th April 2010.
Working at 12pm-3pm, lunch with Pria and Vicky at Foodcourt and bumped into Badz. Afterwhich I went to have a short nap till 6pm before I finally start work from 6pm to 9pm. Trained back to Woodlands and meet up with Khairi and Shafiq. Wanted to lepak with them but in the end, we went home. Walked back home with Shafiq and home sweet home at 12:30am.

Wednesday, 07th April 2010.
Working at 12pm-3pm, lunch was so busy. Safari came down Outback and Safari, myself and Afiq spent our break time chatting about life till 6pm. 6pm, back to work till closing. Yes, was shocking. Adi popped out from nowhere suddenly when I was working. Oh, we both kept quiet, no message or call since Sunday, and the next thing I know, Lydia told me, Adi's waiting for me outside. He wanted to talk to me but I was so busy with customers and he in the end, left first. Trained back to Woodlands and meet up with Hamka, Sah and Hakim. Adi texted me later at 11:30pm and ask where am I. We talk things out, argued and all till 1am. Everything's back to place, Thank God. (: 1:30am, cabbed home afterwhich.

Thursday, 08th April 2010.
Happy 20th Agun! A year older, a year wiser. I'll always remember those moments we've used to share together back then those days. I hope you're doing fine there. I hope you'll get to read this post when you came and visit my page after your DB. Take care Agun! From you dearest gemok. Hahah! (:

Off day and woke up at 2pm, trained down to Clementi and meet Shikin up at Clementi Central's KFC. Lunch and afterwhich, cabbed down to school for training at 4:30pm till 7:30pm. Wash up and all and afterwhich, cabbed down to Jurong Point with Shikin and had Long John for dinner. Went to get my ear pierced and afterwhich accompany Shikin for smoke break and later at 10pm, 187ed home. Home sweet home close to 11:30pm.

Friday, 09th April 2010.
I woke up late and took cab to workplace. 12pm-2:30pm; lunch was busy and afterwhich, break till 4:30pm. Back to floor later at 5:30pm till closing. Did sales counting and punch out later at 11pm. Walked back home with Swat,Pria and Komathi and Adi was at City Hall, seating at our usual spot, waiting for me. Walked back home with him since I went to sleep over at Cik Eton's house. Thanks for the imprompt fetch up. (:

Saturday, 10th April 2010.

HAPPY 20TH TO KAKAK AND 23RD TO ABANG. ENJOY YOURSELF AND I LOVE YOU BOTH. AND HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY WHICH FALLS ON THE 11TH, TOMORROW. :D HAVE FUN MAKING BABIES! HAHAHA!
I woke up at 10am, got ready for work and I reach Outback way too early. I started at 12pm but I was already at workplace at 11:15am. Breakfast and went to floor when customer started to sat at my tables. Lunch break from 2:30pm till 5:30pm before I went back to floor. And I swear, 2 years plus I'm working, never the restaurant was damn busy. All the managers were out for meeting and I was so called in charge of the FOH Dept. The crowd keep coming, the orders all went out either too fast or too late. Several conplains from different customers and in the end, at 8:30pm, we closed down our shutters since the restaurant was full house and we are not having enough staffs.

Punched out at 12am, cabbed down to Pasir Ris since Adi and myself are heading to ECP for fishing again. The fishing shop was closed when we reach there. And so we took another cab to Changi instead, bought all the fishing items and then cabbed down to location and meet the rest (Faiz, Lydia and Faizal) up. Fishing till dawn and later from 7am to 9am, all went to sleep.

Sunday, 11th April 2010.

Rise and shine at 10am, the boys continue fishing till about 3pm before they then decided to rent a bike and cycle at the Skate Park. 6pm, wash up and dinner over at East Coast Food Lagoon. 168ed back home afterwhich at 10pm. Shower and I head to sleep straight since it's the first day of school the next day.

Monday, 12th April 2010.
It was the first day of school. And I swear I wasn't even prepare for it, uniform not iron, bag not packed and such. Shower and such and off to school at 8am. Jurong station was packed with ITE students, OMG. No lessons on that day, we slack throughout. Lunch at 12pm with the usuals and class dismissed at 3pm. Off to work at 6pm afterwhich. Work was alright, went back home straight afterwhich.

Tuesday, 13th April 2010.
School starts at 8am. And I arrived 20minutes late. PSM lesson from 8am to 10am and afterwhich ETP till 12pm before I went for my lunch. Lunch with the floorball girls in the canteen before next lesson, EBA at 1pm. Mr Bernard have yet to teach and so he dismissed the class at 2pm. I went down to the canteen back and meet the girls up. Hamka and Dafi came down to join as well. 3pm, I then left since I'm working at 6pm. Work was alright. Punched out at 11pm and afterwhich, over to Macdonalds' and had supper with Abu and Swat and Adi as well before last train back home.

Wednesday, 14th April 2010.
10am-12pm; PSM with Ms Afni till lunch. Afterwhich, 105ed down to Clementi Central and had KFC for lunch with Shikin. 183ed back to school since I'm having LPD with Mr Nat at 1pm till 3pm and afterwhich EBA with Mr Bernard till 5pm. Class dismissed early at 4pm, I 963ed back home and off to get change when I reach home.

Trained and bused down to Serangoon Stadium since Adi's match is at 8:15pm. Match ends at around 10pm and his team, Admiralty CC won. His away team was Ikhsan and Shakir's team and he scored 2 goals for his team. 2-0 at the end of the game. Thumbs up! (: Afterwhich, waited for him and his brother to get changed outside, with his family. 147ed to Hougang and then took 161ed back home and 913ed to my house.

Thursday, 15th April 2010.
PSM lesson with Ms Afni at 10am to 12pm before we went to have our lunch. Slack at 201 with the usual. Shikin came and joined us for lunch. 1pm to 3pm, EBA lesson with Mr Bernard and later at 3pm till 4pm, had ETP discussion with Mr Nat. I, then rushed to canteen and meet up with the girls and got changed for training till 7pm. The guys were there too for training. After shower and such, over to Clementi Central and had dinner at Ananas Cafe. 9pm, trained back home and meet Shafiq, Khairi, Raden, Sufi and Syahrul up at RP since they were done playing soccer. They wanted to lepak but in the end, I was bubbled by them. Walked back home with Khairi and Shafiq in the end.

Friday, 16th April 2010.
School's at 8am till 11am. 8am to 10am, PSM lesson with Ms Afni, did Tutorial 1.1.2 before class dismissed for EBA lesson. EBA, we had open book test from 10am till 10:45am and class was dismissed. Khairi,Hafiz and myself went to have our self declare break at 10am till 10:15am before we sat for the test. 10:45am, class dismissed and I 963ed back home straight and slept for 2 hours' before I went to wash up and get ready for work. 5pm till 12am. Did HW that night and Adi was cursing and swearing at me because I ended late and that he already told Lydia to buy tickets for Kick Ass movie over at Cathay at 12:10am's slot.

Cabbed down to Cathay and meet Faizal and Lydia up. Luckily, when we arrived, the advertisement was still going on. Show ended at around 3am. I grade the movie, 10/10! Movie's awesome. We slacked at SMU afterwhich since it was about to rain and we spent that quality time, planning for our short getaway trip to Phuket. Later at 4am, we then walk over to Penisula Plaza and took NR back home.

Saturday, 17th April 2010.
Woke up at 2pm, packed my bag and had my shower and trained down to workplace. Alley rally at 4:30pm as usual before we're on floor from 5:30pm till 11pm. Mr Sooria did closing and I was told to do FOH last minute. Counted napkins and cleared side station and did my sales report of the night. Clocked out closed to 11:30pm, had our supper staff meal before Pria and myself left Outback. Rohim and Abu was waiting for us at the traffic light, walked over to train station, before which I went to Macdonalds' to grab MacSpicy meal for Adi first. The guys took bus home while Pria took red line and I went to take the green line. Alighted at Bugis and meet Adi, Faiz and his girlfriend, Ika and Faizal up at Iluma.

Afterwhich, we walked over to Raffles City (back to square one for me!) and chilled at the seats near the traffic light. Smoke, video, camwhore and such till about 2:30am before we walked over to Penisula Plaza's 7/11 to change money and afterwhich board NR 2 home. Faiz sent his girlfriend back home while the rest head home.

I went over to RP, Admiralty Park to meet up with Ayu, Hafiz, Hanif, Nidya, Khairi, Raden and Sabrina. They were halfway drinking when I reached there. Chilled and slacked and I left first at 7am while they still continue to sleep tilll I don't know what time.

Sunday, 18th April 2010.
Home only closed to 8am. Bathed and slept till 1pm and went online awhile to upload pictures and breakfast and I slept back. The weather was nice to sleep and later at night, went to iron my school uniform ( aweek's) and packing my bag as well. At 8pm, Adi texted me saying then he will be going JB for awhile with his friend (which I know it was a girl and I've read the messages they both shared). I can't help much and decided to ask him with who and all and we got into a fight, again. PS: This is a never ending story laaa!

Monday, 19th April 2010.

Woke up at 6:30am, shower and trained down to Clementi with Lina, meet her up at Admiralty last cabin. Over to MPH and set up our Floorball Booth since I was involved for ITE CCA Fair 2010 for the April intake 2010 students. 9am till 3pm. Lunch at 12pm with the girls and later at 4pm, after shower the boys had friendly match against Balestier and Clementi/Bukit Batok. Game ends at 7pm, over to Woodlands for dinner at Banquet and afterwhich slack till 10pm before we bidded goodbye.

Tuesday. 20th April 2010.
Woke up at 7am, shower and over trained down to school. PSM lesson at 8am to 10am but I reached at 8:30am and was locked from entering lesson. And so stayed in the canteen till 9am before we went for lesson. ETP lesson with Nat then lunch. I had lunch alone in the canteen, as I brought along my lappy. Did the namelist and such till 1pm before EBA lesson till 4pm. Mr Bernard dismiss us early and at 2pm, I 106ed to workplace. Work's alright, Adi wanted to tunjok perangai and I give no care. Can't be bothered. 11pm, punched out. Home closed to 1am.

Wednesday, 21st April 2010.

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH BABYGIRL! Talking to you on the phone, awhile ago, was crazy. Miss you alot baby, keep in touch and have fun babe! :D

Cabbed down to school with Shafiq and Khairi. PSM lesson was changed to LPD till 12pm, headed for lunch then I went over to slack at gym room with Ayu and Raden. 1pm-3pm, PSM Lesson but we slacked. And am currently having EBA Lesson. Updates again soon over the weekends. After lesson will be rushing to work at 6pm. Till then, I'm done with the updates. (: Keep your tags rolling yo!

And phew! Finally my blog's updates! :D

2010-04-15T14:39:00.003+08:00

I'M STILL HERE, WILL BE BACK AT NIGHT TO POST A LONG UPDATES! HANG ON! (:

2010-03-29T02:44:00.007+08:00

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH TO MY DEAREST BABYGIRL; NAZRINA.
A year older, a year wiser. Knowing you for the past 12 years, have been great. It's never a regret to have you around. You're hell of a joker, a good friend and listening ear and someone who has been there through my and our ups and down. You've sacrificed alot in this friendship but somehow, we're drifting apart, each with their own doing. I'm happy that you're having fun and enjoying your life now. Remember this babygirl, though we are far apart, I will always remember you and everything you had done for me for the past years we've known each other and I won't forget all the time we spent together back then. Seri loves you alot, babygirl! (: Hugs and kisses! May you enjoy on this special day!

I've yet to get enough and proper rest and sleep. Back from camp and then off to training and been working full shift for the past few days and I finally had my off on Sunday. Thank God. March is coming to an end and April's coming. Good news; Pay day's later in a few hours and short getaway in two months' time to Bali! I can't wait. I've got it all planned up and I hope every plan succeeds, insyallah.

Thursday, 25th March 2010.
I rushed for training on that day and I only left the house close to 4pm when training's at 4:30pm. Trained down to Clementi and I arrived close to 5pm. Ran for 10minutes and started off with usual drill till the next water break. Attendance on that day was worst; only 15 turned up. 7pm, everything ended. Shower and headed to usual place for dinner. While we were walking, bumped into Yuhong and Arina. They've yet to go ITE Bukit Batok to pass Sonia the cage key and so we 173ed with them as well. Afterwhich dinner at some nearby coffeeshop and I swear the service sucks. When I asked for this meal, they say not available and I changed to another meal and they say it's not available also and I changed to another meal and they say it's not available too! Macam what the fuck, open the shop for what kan?!

And so, I settled down with Mee Goreng. I requested to make it extra spicy but it turned out to be the same as what my own Mama can cook at home. Dah tu takpe, I asked for chilli sauce and they gave me tomato sauce and said, sorry we don't have chilli sauce. Sungguh merepek. And lastly, the drink arrived when I'm done with my meal. Pathetic gila. Everything's done at 9:30pm and I decided to 187ed home while they trained back home. 913ed back home afterwhich. I was so not in the mood because for the fact that I felt neglected by Adi! Seriously, he just neglects me when he's out with his bestfriend. :(

Friday, 26th March 2010.
I only received his text later at 12:20am. Thank God, macam like finally. I slept straight later at 1am since I was feeling so tired and exhausted and for the fact that I'm working later at 12pm. Woke up at 10am, shower and off to work. Trained down to Cityhall and miracle, I reached workplace at 11:20am. Bumped into Lydia while wanting to cross the road, outside Raffles City. Had breakfast first before I went to the floor. Break later at 3pm. Over to Marina Square and had Long John Silver for lunch with Missy Accountant, Lydia.

5pm, back to work till 12am. Catched the last train home and slacked at titanic with Lydia, Adi and Faizal later came and joined us. Played Taitee, Lie Detector, Truth & Dare till 6am, 913ed home only at 6:30am.

Saturday, 27th March 2010.
Woke up at 10am, shower and trained down to work. I reached workplace close to 11:55am. Lunch wasn't busy, my section sat only twice and I went for my break later at 2:30pm. Over to Marina Square and had Hor Fun for lunch with Missy Accountant, Lydia again. 4pm till 5pm, had food menu test and thank god, I scored 90% compared to the others. 5pm till 10pm, work. Mama texted halfway said that we're going to celebrate Nenek's birthday over at Jalan Kayu but in the end, she told me the plan was cancelled. I was irritated because I took early leave and then the plan cock up. And she wanted Abang Noi to fetch me up and head somewhere but when I asked her where, she said don't know. Pissed me off and I in the end, trained down to Woodlands and meet Hamka under his block at around 11pm. 12am, his friend joined us and we continue to slack till 3:30am before I and his friend cabbed home since we're staying nearby.

Sunday, 28th March 2010.
Woke up at 4pm, Facebooking all the way till 7pm and finally had my shower. Later at 8pm, 913ed to interchange and took 965ed to Yishun and meet Edzuan up. Took charger from him and off to to interchange back. 187ed to Bukit Panjang and meet Sufi up since I wanted to borrow his memory stick. 187ed back but I went to meet Kakak up at her house before I finally head home, close to 11pm. I slept halfway infront of the lappy awhile ago. Sheesh.

Monday, 29th March 2010.
Sentosa later with Adi! Can't wait. Pay day's in, got so much to do, yet I've got to save up! Schedule's out, workholic this week. Monday and Tuesday off, Wednesday 6pm to closing, Thursday till Saturday 12pm till closing and Sunday 5pm to closing. Rabak pe. Okay at least I get paid at the end of the month. Till then, updates again sooon!

I'm gonna be roasted. Monday and Tuesday, off to the beach. (: Weeeeee~

2010-03-25T13:24:00.017+08:00

First and foremost, I'm back from camp and below are overdued pictures from Ayu's camera on Raden's 18th birthday celebration. (:

Monday, 22nd March 2010.
Woke up as early as 5:45am, bathed and bought breakfast at Woodlands Mart Macdonalds' and cabbed down to Adi's house since I wanted to borrow his sleeping bag. Afterwhich, later at 7:30am, 901ed to interchange and meet Hafichan and Syafiqah at Woodlands MRT last cabin. Yan and Fareez bought the same train as us as well. Alighted at Bukit Batok and meet Irah and Ikin outside campus before we report ourselves at Auditorium. 8am till 10am, was basically attendance taking and our way to Sarimbun Scouts' Camp. Reached the campsite at around 10am, breaking up into groups for the next 3 days, accomodation. This time, we didn't pitch tents but instead we slept at the huts instead.

12pm-6pm: Afterwhich, had lunch and was told to change into our track pants for our rope obstacle activities. Lunch food was okay, not bad. I was in the Red group. Was told to decorate our flag and so we proceed to the campfire site, introduce ourselves and then we start to paint and decorate our flags ; Red Warriors! We then proceed to the high elements session for our rope obstacle activities. The weather was dark, and it'll rain anytime soon. I manage to climb up and try out and I'm proud of myself that I manage to reach the top, unlike the other girls in my team, yay! (: It was raining and thunder and lightning by then, we were told to report to the dining hall and were told to had shower first before dinner later at 7pm.

7pm-11pm: Reported back at dining hall at 6:45pm, had dinner and afterwhich over to session room for our campfire preparation songs and cheers. Imran and the other students, took charged for the campfire preparation session. And I swear we all were laughing our ass off when he tried to immitate Hairul's teeth. Hahahah! Hilarious, I swear! Everything ended at around 11pm, had supper, debrief and I was told to stay with the instructors to plan for the campfire the next day. Meeting ended at 12am, I, then walked back to my hut. Decided not to sleep and since the instructors aren't roaming around, I went to Yan's hut with the others and we slept, chilled, slacked and lepak there till 6am before I went back to my hut to shower.

Tuesday, 23rd March 2010.
Rise and shine at 7am, report at dining hall and was told that we're gonna have our morning exercise. Ran outside the campsite, strecthing and then later at 8am, breakfast before we proceed for our next activities. My group was doing Kayak first. Sadly, after we took our kayak and wore our PFD jackets, it was raining heavily and we postponed the Kayak session to 3:30pm instead of having Catapault. Lunch was outdoor instead. My team cook marcaroni with sardine sauce as topping and a side of chicken lettuce to go with. Two thumbs up for my group cause the instructors love it!

After lunch, over to session room at 1:30pm and we played lego till 3:30pm. Over to kayak area and we sailed our kayak to the sea. I took the individual kayak and it was an hour journey. We were all drenched and were told to had our shower and report back to dining hall later by 7pm for dinner and campfire. Campfire later at 8pm till 10pm. One word; Boring. The crowd was not awesome and the instructors were kinda laid back. Everything ended at 10pm, and we went to dining hall for our supper. Later at 11pm, my trainer; Hadi said that the session room is open if anyone feels like dancing and such but it was a bore one. I went to my hut, got my staffs packed and meet up with Irah, Fareez, Ajid and Hafichan up to canteen to slack with the instructors till 2am. Later at 2am, we left the canteen and gazed at the stars till 3am and I went to my hut to sleep since I was so tired.

Wednesday. 24th March 2010.

Woke up at 6:15am, due to Adi's phone call. (Gosh, I miss that boy like truckloads when I'm in camp!) Shower later at 6:30am, packed my stuffs and off to report ourselves at dining hall when the clock strikes 7:30am. Breakfast and area cleaning afterwhich. My group was assigned to clean the boys toilet and we did. Area cleaning ended at 10am, slacked and debrief from our trainer Hadi till 11am. Giving out of tee(s) followed by debrief from the instructors. Our bus arrived close to 12pm and we reach campus later at 12:30pm. Over to West Mall with the gang for late lunch cum early dinner. Slacked at some void decks nearby for awhile before I took 187ed home, alone. Tired! I unpacked my staffs, the minute I reach home and slept till 11pm. Was awake by his call and continue sleeping from 1am till 6am.

Thursday 25th March 2010.

Woke up at 8am, shower and meet Adi up at Admiralty Macdonalds' for breakfast since he suggested to before heading for work later at 12pm. Big breakfast with him then 962ed to his house since he hasn't got change for work. Waited for him and we 901ed to interchange. I then took 913ed home while he trained down to workplace. Reach home close to 12pm, wash and hang my clothes and folded last night's laundries. Training later and I've yet to get my bag packed. Till then, updates again soon. I'm working full shift on weekends and Sunday, will be celebrating Nenek's birthday, hopefully. (:

2010-03-21T14:30:00.017+08:00

Tuesday, 16th March 2010.
And so, I went to have my shower at 9pm, changed and over to Cik Eton's house to sent the extra floorball stick for my cousin since she's too is playing for her school. Afterwhich 900ed to Interchange and meet up with Adi. Trained down to Ang Mo Kio and over to AMK Hub. Bought tickets for Green Zone at 2355 hours slot and then over to Macdonalds' to buy supper and Cheers since he wanted to grab the Nachos's cheese and also, he bought himself the big packet of Nachos'. Show ended close to 2am. I grade the movie 10/10. 2am, we decided to walk all the way to Yio Chu Kang to kill the time. In the end, we walk all the way to Lentor Residence's area. Further down, the pathment was way to dark and so we decided to hail a cab. Drop him off first then me, last. Home sweet home at 3am. Spent the whole night on the phone with him till 7am when he nags at me to sleep since he's worried that I'll wake up late for work, the next day.

Wednesday, 17th March 2010.
True enough, I slept at 7:15am and wake up only at 11:45am when I'm supposed to report for work at 12pm! Texted Mr Man and Mr Sooria and they told me to report for work at 5pm instead. (: Continue sleeping for awhile more before I finally got ready and trained down to work. Work from 5pm to 11pm. The restaurant wasn't that busy and I left early. Walked to train station with Faizal and Lydia and they took green line home while I trained down to Admiralty straight, alone. Home, close to 1am. Later at 4am, I was still fresh awake and I spent the night on the phone with Adi again, since he's having his off day that day and that he've just woke up from nap after street soccer in the evening and down with migrane afterwhich. And again, he bugged me to sleep later at 8am.

Thursday, 18th March 2010.
Hehehehe, I woke up at 11:30am and I was late again when I'm suppose to work at 12pm. Had a quick shower and I took cab straight with my uniform and reach workplace close to 12:30pm. Work was alright, went for break later at 2:30pm and helped Mr Sooria with some assignments before I finally went for my break with Lydia, Manju and Pria over at Koufu.

Had Laksa and later at 5pm, over to Suntec to grab Aunt Anne's for Adi since he's working at 6pm. I bought him that since he's mad at me for waking up late and taking cab to work cause he claims that it's a waste of money. Heh, I step loving, attach a masking tape with, "Chef Adi's (:" on it and placed it near his cup, so that when he arrives at work, he'll be smiling away. Hahaha, and he did. Nyehehehe! I clock in back at 6pm since my break time was over. Work was alright, till 11pm and trained back home with the usual. Later at 12am, reach interchange and we had a tiff. I told him I wanted to meet my friends and he's pissed cause I told him for awhile but in the end, I reach home close to 3am. :( He ignores all my messages and calls and refused to chat with me at MSN afterwhich.

Friday, 19th March 2010.
Alysha called later at 5am, and I cried, complaining to her. Blahhh. Slept infront of the lappy and I was awake only at 12pm. Shower and packed my stuffs for work. Meet Ayu and Yan up at Jurong last cabin and we trained down to Outram Park, later at 1:30pm. Changed over to purple line and alighted at Boon Keng. It was already 2:30pm and our meeting has already started. Decided to cab down from station to ITE Balestier. Briefing was a short one, till 4pm and afterwhich, Ayu treated us cab fare to Little India, with Hakim along.

Over to Blue Diamond for Nasi Briyani and at 5pm, trained down to City Hall for work. 5:30pm till 11:30pm, was work and this UK family tip me when I presented the bill to them. (: Wide smile: $27.00's tip. Got changed and trained down to Bedok station with Lydia and Adi.

Saturday, 20th March 2010.
From Bedok station, it was already 12:10am. Lydia bused home while Adi and myself cabbed down to East Coast Park since Alysha invited us for her class bbq pit. We overheard wrongly. It was supposed to be near Area D1 but we cabbed down to Area B1. Adi was pissed at me afterwhich. We then walk from one end to one. Later at 7/11, stops to get ciggarette, chocolates and I bumped into Sabrina and Raden. Over to Pit 34 only close to 2am. BBQ-ing, taiti-ing and bluff till 4:30am and Alysha and Ferry left first. The only ones left was Hikmah and her boyfriend, Amin, Atikah, with two more guys and ourselves. Continue bbq-ing till 6am before Adi and myself cabbed down to Bedok Interchange. 168ed to Woodlands and I missed my 913 bus later. Home's finally at 8am. Adi 901ed home and hurried down to get ready for his aunt's wedding over at Fort Canning.

I slept at 10am till 3pm. Shower at 4pm, meet up with Shafiq first at bus stop, over to Sabrina's house to help her with the items. 912ed down to Admiralty and Sufi fetched us in the train. Trained down to Orchard and 106ed to Botanic Gardens. Settled down at The Swan Lake at 7-8pm.

Later at 9pm, birthday boy arrives and celebrated till 10:30pm before I left first to meet Mama. 7ed to Bugis as she's at Bugis's Macdonalds' with her friends. We missed the last train to City Hall and so we cabbed down to Orchard since there's still ample time for us to chase for the last train back home. Alighted at Admiralty later at 0055 hours and bumped into Sabrina, Raden and Malik. Blahblahblah. 913ed to Woodlands Mart and tapao-ed food for Amirul from Macdonalds'. Home's finally at 2am.

Sunday, 21st March 2010.
I just woke up and I feel so guilty for not watching Adi's match earlier on at 8:30am over at Bukit Timah. He's pissed with me now and I hope later, he'll be fine, hopefully. (: I'm getting ready to head Beach Road to get my camp stuffs and over to Ang Mo Kio, maybe, alone since Adi wants to get his rest and that Ayu have yet to answer my calls and messages. Till then, I'll update later at night, before I'm leaving for camp tomorrow till Wednesday. (:

2010-03-16T19:12:00.008+08:00

I'm supposed to update my blog yesterday but I suddenly fell asleep infront of the lappy. I know my perangai macam babi. I've not been getting enough sleep this few days. Alot of things are happening around me now, and each and everyone of it, thought me a lesson and sets me thinking far.

Wednesday, 10th March 2010.
Woke up at 0800hours, got ready and head to school for the last and final paper at 1100hours but we had to report an hour earlier. Paper was a 50-50 chance for me to pass and fail, but enough said, the paper's done, so let's just not talk about it. Next, paper ends at around 1330hours and Mr Neo asked me to stay behind to complete my SVE's overdued roleplay before he dismissed me. Grab a quick lunch first and then did the roleplay in POT room. I left school close to 3pm and 963ed back home straight. Had a quick bath and all and then trained down to work. 6pm till closing alone, since Adi said that he's down with fever when I called him at 3pm but he only return my call at 6:10pm.

I end at 11pm, walked back to City Hall station with Lydia. I was so pissed with Adi cause he called me up and said that he's outside on his friend's bike to somewhere awhile without telling me first but instead, informing me when he's already out. I hang up the phone straight since there was a waiting call from Alysha, bugging me to head Mustaffa Centre with Annisa along. And when I was on the phone with Alysha, I was already at the Suntec's Starbucks, Adi was there, smiling away and he said that it was meant to be a surprise to fetch me up after work. That's so sweet of him. He said he ditched work and went for his soccer training at Padang instead. Pantat betol! I told him that Alysha wanted to meet me up and such and then after I passed the phone to him, he agrees and we trained down Dhoby and NEL to Farrer Park and meet them up.

They brought me to the G-Shock section and told me to choose the design and pattern that I like and after trying it, it looks funny and so we proceed to the Adidas section and I finally agree to settle down with this white and gold Adidas watch. Afterwhich, cabbed down to Woodlands, bought junks at 7/11 and played cards; Taiti, Bluff, Murderer, with them over at Titanic and Faiz and Faizal joined us too. Bidded goodbye only after their first bus arrived. Thanks for the surprise and belated birthday present girls! Sayaaaaaaannggggg you all! (:

Thursday, 11th March 2010.
I reached home only at 6:30am, slept and woke up later at 2pm, packed my training kit and off to school for training at 5pm till 7pm. Training was alright and was told that following week shall be working on fitness. Sighs. 7pm, shower and such and trained down to Woodlands to meet the boys; Hamka, Rahimi, Sah up at B&S and over to Banquet for dinner together. Later at 10pm till 3am, slacked with them at Civics and I bumped into Fauzy. I was so pissed and down after hearing the stories from Fauzy about Adi that I cried so hard. They left early to proceed for supper over at Al-Ameen but I stay with Sah and Hamka till about 4am. Irah came down but not for long. Later at 5am, Hamka sent me off and we continue talking and sharing about how I felt towards what had happened.

Friday, 12th March 2010.
I reached home close to 7am, slept and woke up at 2pm. Packed my working items and shower. Trained down to work only at 4pm, which means I'm obviously later for Alley Rally but there wasn't any deduction. Adi was supposed to work at 5pm too but I didn't even wake him up or text or call him up. I threw black face to both Farah and him. Did closing at 11pm (BOH) and clocked out. Alysha fetched me up outside my workplace, walked over to the wheel to wait for Annisa before we 70ed down to Grandlink. (Sumpah this one last minute plan).

1am-3am, we're screaming our lungs out and at 4am, I cabbed down to Woodlands 802, meet Hamka, Sah, Dafi, Saiful and Zura up. Chilled chilled and later at 5am, Rahimi and Khai came. Played cards and 913ed home only at 8:30am while the boys went for their training at Yishun.

Saturday, 13th March 2010.
I reached home close to 9am, slept and woke up at 5pm. Discuss plans with my FB Girls and in the end the plan to meet up after my staff party to club was cancelled since one couldn't make it and the other will be rushing from some family event before which. I went out the house at 10pm, made my way down to Outback.

Makan-makan and some drinking session till about 12:30am. When I walk in the restaurant, I didn't even made any eye contact to him till when we're all about to leave, he came behind me and pat me on the shoulder and talk to me at the corner, but it was just a lil bit. Bidded each other goodbye and Syed, Faizal, Lydia and Adi told me to join them since they've bought tickets for midnight movie at The Cathay. Walk down to Dhoby slowly and slacked outside while waiting for movie to start at 2:30am. Watched 'Book of Eli' and the show lasted till about 4+am. Yes, in the movie, we still didn't talk. I was supposed to sit with him at the couple seat but he shift himself to the singular one and when he was watching the movie, he accidentally bang into my drink and he shifted himself to the another seat. Perangai.

Show ended, chilled till 6am and then we hailed a cab. Syed, Adi and myself took the same cab home. Sent Syed off first at Marsiling while Adi and myself alighted outside Vista Point. In the cab, he sent me three text and I cried. He then told me that he needs to talk and clear things out about us. And so we did and I was speechless. I thank God that whatever Fauzy said on Thursday about him wasn't true at all. I, for being the stupid one, put so much trust on Fauzy when actually he, too, trying to use me. Faizal, his cousin was with us at Vista, had a quick morning bite before I 900ed home since we've last minute plan to head fishing at 10am.

Sunday, 14th March 2010.
Got home, bathed and get into my sports wear. I grab a jersey and a shorts and shoe and off to meet Faiz and Adi first at 962's stop. 962 to Faizal's house since Adi and Faizal are biking down while Faiz and me, cabbed down straight to the road end, near ITE Yishun. It feels like hiking when we're making our way to the fishing location.

10am till 7pm; fishing. It rained heavily, twice but we manage to pull it through. 7pm, hailed a cab back home since I was already soaking wet and sweating like hell. Drop Adi off first since Faiz and Faizal bike back home. Shower and I manage to get a quick sleep till 11pm. Hamka came over to sent my Ipod back later at night.

Monday, 15th March 2010.
Woke up at 12pm, bathed and got ready. Kakak was at home too. We four, Mama, Kakak, Amirul and myself took the same train towards Marina since they're meeting Cik Eton up at the platform and off to Outram while I trained down to City Hall for work at 2:30pm. I was alone on floor till 5:30pm. Adi was having his off day but was told to report at 6pm since there wasn't enough staff.

Ended at 11pm, trained back home with the usual. Alighted at Woodlands, he accompanied me for 913 before he 912 with his secondary mates for supper over at Al-Ameen. I fell asleep later at 5am and woke up at 6:30am. Texted him and he called me up. 1hours on the phone with him before we both fell asleep.

Tuesday, 16th March 2010.
I just woke up a few hours ago. The plan to meet up with Alysha & Ferry, Annisa & a guy and Adi for a date to Sentosa was cancelled since Alysha couldn't make it last minute. And so, I slept the whole day, since it's my off day today.

Received a call from Adi awhile ago. He's on his way to Tampines now and later at 9pm, might be meeting him up for a movie date. Updates again soon. I'm a workaholic for now. Wednesday & Thursday; 12pm-closing. Friday; 5pm to closing. Saturday & Sunday; Off! (:

2010-03-10T04:19:00.008+08:00

"You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You are my love, You are my heart
And we will never ever-ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
"We're just friends" What are you saying?
Said there's another and looked right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time."

I'm wide awake now and it's going to be 5am in the morning in like 30minutes time? The last but not least, CSO's paper will be at 1100hours later till 1330hours and afterwhich I shall shout and say Hello to holidays (though it's just a month, but who cares, as long as you manage your time and plan properly, holidays would be fun and worthwhile for me.) And I've made ammendments to my blogskins and such. There's alot to update and since I'm taking a break studying CSO, let me hit the letters at my keyboard and update this blog of mine.

Saturday, 05th March 2010.
I woke up around 2pm, and was confused of what I should and should not bring to work since Adi have yet to confirmed with me the plan after work. And so, I texted Mr Sooria saying that I'll be arriving late for Alley Rally meeting on weekends. He managed to reply my text on time and so I left house and board the train only at 4pm. Working at 5pm till closing and I swear the restaurant was busy from 7pm up till 9pm. My tables were seated alot of times at one shot and I was assigned doing FOH alone. Counted napkins, cleared side stations and checking tables. Punched out only close to 11:30pm. Changed and such and walked over to Marina Square's Macdonalds' to meet Lydia and Faizal up. Trained down to Bedok and cabbed down to Bedok Jetty. Settled down after meeting Adi and family. They started fishing while Lydia and myself went over to 7/11 to buy drinks and tidbits. Sumpah, the journey was damn far. Fishing till dawn and I left at 7am.

Sunday, 06th March 2010.
I cabbed down to Bugis National Library at 7am from Bedok Jetty since I was having a Floorball, 3-on-3 Face-Off Competition. The juniors and some of the guys' team have reach. Filled up the necessary forms and such and the boys' game was first at 8am. My team (Khalya, Fariesha and myself) 's match was at 9am, 11pm, 1pm and 3pm. We merged third but wasn't qualified to finals though.

The whole event ends around 5pm. Showered and got changed and the whole team decided to have early dinner over at Tong Seng together. We sat at the second level and I swear the whole space was taken up by us. Hahaha. After dinner, some of them left home while the rest walked over to Arab St and settled down at Riez Place for seesha till 9pm. Later at 9pm, trained down to City Hall and chilled at Padang till 10pm before we trained back home together and I 911ed with Hamka. Played True & Dare at Padang and such, chilled and slacked. I reached home close to 12am. Fought with Adi cause I was supposed to tag him along for fishing again at Sembawang Park after my competition but in the end, I went out with team mates instead.

I woke up at 6am, got ready for school and trained down to school for WRB's paper. Reported time was at 0730hours but I reach school close to 0800hours when paper's at 0830hours. I thank God that paper was manageable and Section B was an appeal letter. Paper ended at 1100hours but I end at 1000hours. Bought watermelons and orange cuts before I 963ed home alone and sleep till about 7pm. Later at 8pm, Hamka texted me ask me out for dinner over at Banquet Causeway Point together with the other guys ; Sah, Khai and Dafi. Meet the boys' up outside 77th St and walked over to Banquet. Dinner and then the rest left home by train and bus while Hamka accompanied me to busstop since I'm meeting Izzat and the others up at AP Macdonalds'. Studied with them till about 12am and they decided to head home. Packed MacSpicy and Double Cheeseburger and meet Adi up under his void deck. Walked over to Vista Park to continue revision since we're having paper the next day. I left only close to 4:45am.

Tuesday, 08th March 2010.
Reach home close to 5:15am. Mama was already awake. Had breakfast and such and I went to have my shower after Mama and Amirul left for school and work. Trained down to school and I was early. SVE's paper at 0830hours till 1030hours and I managed to complete every questions on time though I know I got mixed up with the questions asked and the answers I've wrote. But oh well, paper's over. Let's just hope I'll pass. (: 963ed home straight and change to 913ed. Alight at Woodlands Mart and tapao-ed Chicken Rice for Amirul. I slept straight till 8pm. Initial plan was to head to AP Mac to study but in the end I fell asleep again till 10pm. Mama reached home, and later at 11pm, Izzat called me up to chilled at Al-Ameen. Washed up and he fetched me up. Car-ed down to Al-Ameen and meet the others (Apit, Khai, Zainal & Kiki) up. Slacked and chilled for awhile before we bidded goodbye. Apit and Kiki board Zainal's van while Khai and myself bought Izzat's car. They sent me off home first since I've yet to study for later's paper.

Wednesday, 09th March 2010.
It's nearing to 5am, CSO's paper at 1100hours and I've to be in school by 1000hours. Paper will end at 1330hours and I'll be working later at 6pm till closing.
Till then, updates again soooon! (:

2010-03-06T14:25:00.005+08:00

I've just woke up and I'm still tired though. I'm lack of sleep, seriously. Shagged......

Wednesday, 03rd March 2010.
Wedah texted me when I was waiting for 913 and so we meet up at Admiralty Macdonalds' and I continue mugging for my SVE's paper. Her happypills came down too and accompanied us till around 3:30am. Izzat, drove us back afterwhich. And oh, I skipped school again on Wednesday.

Thursday, 04th March 2010.
Same goes to Thursday. Hahha, woke up at 11am, meet Shikin up and interchange and 168ed to Tampines. Cabbed down to ITE Simei and meet up with Alysha and Fikah. Shikin settled her school stuffs and such and bidded the girls goodbye. Afterwhich, we both 31ed down to interchange and meet Fathiah up. Lunch over at Food Culture and then the girls wanted to get their manicure done but the queue was damn long. Smoke break for Shikin then bidded Fathiah goodbye while the two of us trained down to Clementi since we're having training.

Training from 5pm-7pm and selection for Sunday's game as well. Shower and dinner with them at usual till 10pm. Trained down Admiralty and meet up with Wedah, Izzat, Apit, Khai. Slacked till around 11:30pm and we bidded goodbye. 913ed with Izzat and Khai together but I went to meet Syed and Adi up at interchange instead. We 912ed to Faizal's place and slacked till around 6am at his house since Lydia was there too. Cabbed home with Adi and over to his house first since I wanted to pee so badly. Reach home close to 6am.

Friday, 05th March 2010.
Didn't went to sleep, packed bag and shower and 963ed to school straight. Surprisingly I was the first to reach at 8:30am. Ms Afni took our class till 12pm, going through SVE and WRB as well and not forgetting CSO Roleplay. 12pm, end school, over to usual while waiting for Ayu to finish her lunch. Walk over to interchange later at 1pm and 165ed to Ang Mo Kio. 88ed to ITE AMK with Izzudin as well since we're having briefing for Blaze Camp II. 4pm, left and meet Ginn and Mimi up to pass his bag back and then 265ed to mrt. Trained down to work with Ayu since she's heading to Paya Lebar. Work at 5pm to closing. I swear my eyes was so sleeepy and I can just fall to the ground anytime. Hahah! 11pm, closing, took last train back home with Adi since he's working too. 913ed home alone afterwhich.

Saturday, 05th March 2010.
I'm awake now. Working later and prolly fishing again till morning and game at Bugis in the afternoon afterwhich. Dead. Updates again sooon. (:

2010-03-03T19:24:00.004+08:00

I'm in Woodlands Regional Library now, alone. Adi wanted to accompany me up after school but he was damn sleepy and tired. And yes, I skipped school again, overslept. Am currently mugging for my SVE's paper. 8 Chapters down, 5 more to go! Yeeeaha! I brought lappy along and here I am, taking a break first. I'm thinking if I should continue mugging till night over at Macdonalds'.

It sets me thinking time and again if I should leave now or later? I'm enduring and still am. Sighs, I hate this feeling! I never had this feeling before and this sucks. I want the old me back. Freedom, fun and such. Am I sacrificing too much for the ones that I love and I get nothing in return or they just don't appreciate it? :'(

2010-03-03T05:10:00.006+08:00

5am and here I am wide awake. The boy's hitting the bed now and I was told to wake him up at 6am. 1 hour of sleep? Haha, we shall see if he can wake up, dream on. I'm missing work and colleagues. I was chatting with my accountant, Lydia, awhile ago, gossipping and sharing alot of stories and updates at work. I so can't work for work this Friday and Saturday. On a lighter note, fishing session again this Saturday after work with Adi and family, Faizal & Lydia and maybe Syed as well. Also, Sentosa outing with the Outbackers prolly during the holidays. And double the excitement, with my floorball babies this 13th!

Monday, 01st March 2010.
Woke up at 8am, got ready for school and when I was walking towards the schoolgate, Shafiq and Hafiz stop me and we head over to 201 since Mr Cheong was not in class when it's already 9:45am! Went back to school only at 10am for WRB lesson. Ms Koh took us and we were given two assignment to be completed; Appeal Letter & Synthesis. 12pm-1pm; lunch break and later had SVE Revision till 5pm. Mr Neo managed to cover 6 units before class dismissed. 963ed home straight and I had another argument with Adi. Truth hurts, well. Home straight afterwhich since I was feeling so sleepy. Later at 9pm, over to Woodlands Mart for supper at Macdonalds' and paid my handphone bills.

Tuesday, 02nd March 2010.
I skipped school and thanks to my alarm clock which didn't rang at 7am though I feel asleep at 6am after talking to Wedah. (: Woke up only at 3pm, shower and over to Civics library to mug. Adi texted me and told me to meet his classmates there first since he'll be making his way down as well. Mugged till 8:30pm and they left first. Adi was being so sweet. He knew that I was still not over Sunday's incident and that this week's work schedule, we'll be meeting less often and so he planned to catch a movie, From Paris, With Love, at Causeway Point. Bought Macdonalds' and also some snacks at counter before movie begins. I grade the movie 10/10! Awesome one. Over to Civics for his sticks and then 12am, 913ed home.

Wednesday, 03rd March 2010.
It's the 03rd again. It's been 120days, boy. Yes, we still got lots to work on and I'm trying to accept you, the way you are and enduring with whatever that's happening now. Only God knows how I truly feel deep down. I hate this feeling but somehow I don't wish to let it go, now. Please change for the better, will you?

School's in 4 hours' time. I'm gonna get a nap before I head to school later. Nights/Morning everyone! On a lighter note, belly piercing and Wavehouse this 13th cum 18th belated birthday celebration with my floorball girls! *kening naik-naik* And Mogan promised to bring me out shopping with Khair as well since he said he'll be giving me $200 for me to shop as a birthday gift! Happy sungguh dehh! :D

2010-03-01T00:24:00.008+08:00

After so long, I've finally had my 10 hours of sleep and it's awesome. I know I perangai macam babi but seriously, I feel so fresh and awake now since the past few days I've yet to get a proper sleep. Been burning the midnight oil, studying for my test and such. Okay back to updates for my weekends.

Friday, 26th February 2010.
I slept halfway while studying for my SVE's paper. Trained down to school and since I was in a hurry, I went to school using my spectacles and holding my notes only. The paper was an average one and it ended at 12pm. I 963ed back home straight since I had to rush to work at 5pm. Kakak texted me and ask me to head lunch with her first at Woodlands Banquet before I rush to work. Clocked in at 5pm and work till closing at 11pm. Pay's in and after work, I trained back home straight with Syed while Adi trained down to Tampines to meet his friends. Spent the whole night on the lappy till late 6am.

Saturday, 27th February 2010.

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY, SYED! ADEK SAYAAAAANG ABANG! (:

And yeah, I only went to sleep at 7am after accompanying Adi on his way back home from Tampines. Woke up at 6pm, bathed and trained down to Yishun to meet Edzuan up since I wanted to borrow his camera. Afterwhich we walk to his area since I wanted to take 965 to Woodlands. In the end, Adi called and asked to hurry and so I cabbed down to 888 Plaza and meet him and his brother up. Over to the fishing shop to buy the items needed then over to NTUC Fairprice to buy some tidbits and cabbed down to his house. Packed their fishing items and later 901ed over to Woodlands Interchange. Meet Faizal and Lydia up at Civics first and I bumped into Raden and Sabrina.

11:30pm, walk over to Woodlands Interchange and meet Syed up and we 161ed over to Sengkang and 82ed to Punggol End. Settled down and such and the boys started to fish. Spent the whole night chilling, fishing and such till 8am. The rest slept while Adi, his brother and myself went fishing. Managed to catch 3 fishes and a starfish. 8am, pack up and such and head back to Woodlands via bus. Bidded goodbye while Adi, myself and Faiz 901ed to their house and settled down. Ordered Macdonalds' for breakfast with his family. Later at 11am, I cabbed back home from Adi's house.

12pm, did housechores and shower and I slept throughout the noon. Woke up only at 8pm when Kakak and Abg Noi came over but continue sleeping later till 10:30pm since I was awake by his call. I was feeling hungry and so I went to get chocolate ice cream spread on bread.

Adi's busy watching his Man U game now and I'm here wide awake. And sigh, it's Monday again and back to school. And after consultation talk with Ms Afni and Mr Neo, I'll be only working on Friday and Saturday for this week. :( On a lighter note, another week more for exams before I can enjoy my holidays. Blaze Camp II this holiday! Alright, updates again sooon! (:

2010-02-26T04:03:00.003+08:00

And I ditched school again on Thursday. As for Wednesday, lesson's at 10am but I reached only close to 11am after felling asleep infront of the lappy later at 7am and woke up only at 9am. 963ed to school and fucking hell, I was pissed cause Mr Cheong wasn't in class and Mr Neo took us for relieved instead. I was hold from lunch break and he talked to me. Over to usual for lunch and WRB Test at 1pm till 3pm. Paper was alright and later after paper, Mr Neo highlighted to us the important stuffs needed to study for SVE's paper on Friday. The class was dismissed later at 4pm but I was hold for another hour for consultation talk with Ms Afni and Mr Neo. 5pm, 106ed and rush to school and I slept during the whole journey.

Work at 6pm, work was alright, the Navy(s) are in town and the ones sitting at the bar was freaking fucking flirtilicious that day. Later at 10:30pm, did my report and help Pria out with the closing and FOH duty. 11pm, clocked out and then got changed. The others who're having their off, (Jos, Simon, Vicky and Adi) was already outside waiting for us (Afiq, Pria and myself).

Took two cab and cabbed down to Clarke Quay. The plan to head to O-Bar was changed and we went to Rebel instead. Since the music played was boring, we went over to Zirca and then later throughout the night, we spent our time at Rebel instead. Orderred two jugs of Vodka Cranberry and over to dancefloor till 4am. Songs played were awesome and it was a great night! Settled down at Clarke Quay till 6am afterwhich, Adi and myself cabbed home.

And since I reached home at 6am, I went to sleep all the way till 1pm and decided not to attend school since lesson will be at 1pm-3pm and that I'll be excused from lesson due to cross-country. My leg muscle was aching badly and so I continue to sleep till 5pm before I finally went for my shower later at 6pm. Ate, did housechores and at 9pm, meet Alysha and Ferry up at Civics' Macdonalds' for supper. Had Starbucks afterwhich and slacked till about 10:30pm before we finally bidded goodbye.

School's later at 8am and I've yet to complete my CSO roleplay. Also, later at 10am, will be having SVE test and according to Mr Neo, we have to pass this paper or otherwise, we can't sit for the actual CA paper on early March. Macam what the fuck! And working later at 5pm till closing.

I hope whatever I heard or saw, wasn't true. I'm on the verge of losing you somehow, Dearest one. :(

2010-02-24T07:15:00.002+08:00

School's at 10am but I'm off to shower later at 8am. Like finally my CSO Roleplay Script is done! One down and there's still few more to go. I've yet to do my SVE Roleplay, emailed my coach and teachers for Thursday's cross country event for the Floorball girls, informing them details of the event, study for SVE Paper on Friday. Fuhhh! This week I've been slacking way too much.

I hate family life now. I'm only 18 and here am I going through all this burden. Why can't I be a happy daughter unlike other family? Why can't I get the love from my parents? Father, why do you have to make us suffer till this much? I hate you, Father. Screw you!

Woke up at 2pm just now and shower and such. Off to meet Adi up at Causeway Point with Karem and Fathiha. 5pm, trained down to workplace and alighted at City Hall. Bumped into Ernie and Fir. Working at 6pm till closing and did BOH. Work was alright and yes, the Navy(s) are in town. *kening naik-naik* Supper at Macdonalds' and took last train back home with them.

I haven't had my sleep since just now and it's 7am now! School at 10am, paper at 1pm, work at 6pm and probably ladies' night with the Outbackers later after work if the plan is confirmed. Till then, updates soon! (:

2010-02-23T05:21:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with me? I am so lazy to attend school nowadays. I skipped school on Friday and yesterday as well. And later, I got this urge to skip again. Wednesday, WRB Test and then in a weeks' time will be CA week. Before which, I've yet to complete my SVE roleplay and CSO roleplay too. I'm way behind time and I don't know when and where I should start with. And on a lighter note, there will be a cross-country held somewhere at Jurong this Thursday and I was told that all floorball girls have to attend for a part of our fitness. And I've yet to type out the list of names of the girls. I can't be bother for school for now and I don't know why.

Friday, 19th February 2010.
Skipped school, woke up at 2pm, did housechores and 913ed to Causeway Point and meet Adi up at Boots N Shoes at 3:30pm. Trained down to workplace, Alley Rally and clock in. Work was alright, it wasn't so busy. Clock out later at 11pm. Afterwhich walk down to Raffles City Macdonalds for supper while the others catch their last train back home. Adi and me plan to hang out but then we ran out of ideas. In the end, later at 1:30am, we walk down to Penisula Plaza's busstop and NR 2 back home since his friends called him up at plan to meet up at Tampines to slack. So he NR 7 there to meet them. I wanted to meet Sam over at Liang Court but he didn't allowed me to. It's not that he didn't allow but I was scared he'll think the otherwise since Sam was at Zirca at that point of time. And so yeah, I show him this black face and when I've board the bus, he texted me, "Make sure you don't show that sad face of yours just now in the bus. Take care when you're on the way home. (:" And I being so ngade-ngade, replied him, ":(" Nevertheless, he tried so hard to be nice and replied, "Think of something about me that'll make you smile! Or imagine my angry face scolding you?" Bleargh, in the end it doesn't work. I was all down and alone in the bus and home. Waited for him to be back home only close to 4am.

Saturday, 20th February 2010.
Woke up at 2pm, and got ready for work. Since Adi was still at home, preparing, I told him that I'll make my way to work first. Trained down to work and clock in at 5pm. He only reached close to 6pm. Work was alright, clock out later at 11pm. Catched the last train back home and 913ed home while he 901ed home. Online later till dawn.

Sunday, 21st February 2010.
Woke up at 12pm, online till 4:30pm. Later at 4pm, got ready and such. 913ed over to interchange and change for 901. Bused down to Woodgrove Sec to watch Adi's match. Bumped into his mother and sister while entering the school gate. The weather was very bad. It was raining cats and dogs and so the match was postponed and we settled down at the small shelter. We were all soaking wet and head over to Adi's house afterwhich. Shower, dinner, play card with his family and I went back home close to 11pm. He sent me off to the bustop and then he went home to get change and went to meet his usual to lepak. While waiting, I went online and fell asleep halfway.

Monday, 22nd February 2010.
Skipped school again and woke up at 12pm. Shower and meet Kakak up at Causeway Point. Over to Banquet for lunch and then head down to Civics Library since I wanted to complete my CSO roleplay script. Waited for Adi at Macdonalds' and then later at 4:30pm, over to Boot N Shoes since we both were working. Trained down to workplace but before which, ordered for him a double cheeseburger. Catch the last train back home and Vicky, the new host planned for Ladies' Night this Wednesday. Adi was smiling away when he heard this. 901ed and 913ed home afterwhich.

Tuesday, 22th February 2010.
School's later and I might be skipping again. Sighs, what's wrong with me? I don't know. Updates soon, working later at 6pm.

2010-02-21T05:11:00.004+08:00

It's 5am now and I'm still wide awake. I need to get my mind rest in peace before I hit the bed. Many things are running in my mind now and I don't like it. This feeling that I'm feeling now, is ruin my happiness. What a month for me, seriously. Firstly, I don't feel that I'm 18th this year cause I've yet to celebrate it with any friends of mine. Next, I don't know what's got into me that I've been starting to skip school and infact thinking of quitting as I've been showing no interest in that module.

Next, friendship. Things are different now. We've been spending time with each other less often. Dearest one, I know you (you both) are mad at me for later's outing. Well, you see, I don't remember promising him that I would be watching his match later at 5pm and so I went to make plans and now, when he told me about Sunday's match, there's goes everything. I am truly sorry, dearest. I know it has always been me and that the issue on prioritizing other people. I am very sorry and you know I don't wish to see us like this.

Things are in a mess now. I don't know why I am being so weak now. Where is the old me? Who goes around and don't give a fuck about the thing called Love. I used to go around dating guys and such and now? I'm sticking to one but till how long when I've been sacrificing and doing a lot to it and him? His actions says so but then the words? Him being all protective towards me like suddenly. Telling me to do this and that and don't this and that. What's the message behind all this? Yes, think for yourself, Seri, you're old enough. That's what you said but how am I supposed to figure it out when you don't bother to speak and share. I hate this. And fuck me, I can jolly well prioritized him and not the ones I used to know before him. Bloody hell me, what's got into me? People wants the best for me but here am I feeling such a loser. I hate this.

Besides that, I've been neglecting school assignments and work. The feeling of getting up in the morning and head to school is no more there. I feel so weak. Oh my god, what's wrong with me now? Somebody please wake me up?! Or even if somebody did, I think I, being the stubborn one, will choose to ignore and continue being in this current situation I'm in. Argh, fuck it.

2010-02-19T12:58:00.007+08:00

It's been a week since I've last updated this page. Work, work and work. Other than that, I'm just plain lazy to update my page. Many things have happened and am glad that I'm still strong to overcome this every single shit. Did I tell you that my camera's flash's spoilt the other time when I head to Sentosa with SGS Mates and now pictures are all taken using my Samsung Preston phone which I grade the quality 4/10! Alright, let's recalled.

Sunday, 07th February 2010.
It was my off day and I rot at home the whole noon. Later at 5pm, Adi texted me to watch his soccer match over at Marsiling Secondary at 5pm but I've yet to have my shower and do the laundries and so I told him that I'll make it up for him for dinner instead. We had a tiff but not for long. Later at 6pm, 913ed with Amirul and meet Mama up. The plan to get a pair of Vans shoe was cancelled since the design was not available.

Over to KFC and tapao-ed food and head Civics to meet Adi and his brother, Faiz. Slacked at a neaby void deck while waiting for Faizal to arrive. Cabbed down to Woodlands Point later at 9pm and played pool till 11pm. Afterwhich cabbed down to nearest Kopitiam and settled down for Carlsberg and soccer afterwhich. Chilled and slacked there while watching Arsenal VS Chelsea's game till 2am. Proceed back home close to 5am.

Monday, 08th February 2010.
School's at 9am but I woke up at 9am. Wanted to cab to school but after hailing for a cab for like 30 minutes, I gave up and had Big Breakfast at Admiralty's Macdonalds' and 963ed to school afterwhich at 12pm. Attend for SVE lesson from 1pm to 5pm and I rush to work afterwhich. Work was alright, home with Adi afterwhich.

Tuesday, 09th February 2010.
School's at 10am and I was on time. Had SVE lesson from 10am-12pm before we're released for break. Lunch and over to usual till 1pm. Had CSO and we slack since I'm done with my roleplay. WRB next at 3pm-5pm and I rush to work afterwhich. Likewise, work was alright, home with Adi but we took separate bus home since we're both were tired.

Wednesday 10th February 2010.
I skipped school and headed for work later at 6pm till closing. Was assigned to do FOH that night. Lydia, the new accountant was doing OT and was helping out with the Valentine's Day souvenirs. Faizal came down to fetch Lydia up and since Adi was at Padang, having his soccer training, I bugged him to fetch me up. Over to Macdonalds' for supper with Faizal and Lydia. Adi and myself missed our last train back home and so we went over to Esplanade and chilled by the bay till 3am.

It was a splendid night spent together. The heart-to-heart talk, the exchange of warm hugs and passionate kisses (Aaaaaw!) and the most shameful thing is that he lay down on my lap and read my organiser, whereby all my secrets are written in it. But somehow, part of me feels satisfied. (: Cabbed home with Faizal and Adi, with them sending me off first at 3:30am and I slept straight since I was so sleepy.

Thursday, 11th February 2010.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, RAHMAT SUFI! (:

Didn't went for CSO lesson at 8am and since I overslept, cabbed to school for CSO CA1 paper at 10am. I flung the paper for sure since I didn't studied thoroughly for it. Lunch with Mogan at KFC till 1pm and I went for my WRB lesson till 3pm. Class dismissed, went to sat in the canteen while waiting for training to start. Kakak called me later and asked me out and since I've yet to survey items that I've been wanting, I decided to skip training and went back home straight. Town with Kakak and I bought Adi this Reef flip flops over at Paragon and went to surprise him at workplace since I was having my off day, and him working till closing.

Before which, over to Newton place for dinner, with me treating them. But sadly, the flops was a little too tight and so, I told him that I'll get the flops changed the next day. Trained and 913ed home afterwhich.

Friday, 12th February 2010.
I skipped school again and then woke up at 12pm, got ready for work and trained down to Orchard first to get the flops changed. Over to work and since he's working in the morning shift and his break time will be same as mine, I surprised him with our all time favourite Aunt Anne's Caramel Pretzel and the Reef flops. Wah, member terus happy and went to change tukar during his 2 hours' break time. Work was alright but he went out with Faizal, Adil, Izat afterwhich.

I then cabbed to Orchard at 12am and meet up with Mogan and Khair. Over to Mogan's house since he wanted to take some cash with him and afterwhich we cabbed down to Tekka for Nasi Briyani. Chilled and later at 6am, cabbed home and fetch Mama up since she slept at Cik Eton house the night before.

Saturday, 13th February 2010.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, SYAHRUL ILI! (:

I was supposed to report for work at 2:30pm but Mr Sooria told me to report at 5pm instead since Afiq's coming to replace me in the afternoon shift. Meet Adi up at Woodlands and trained down to work. He was late and thank god, when I've reached Outback, the managers were having their meeting and so there was no Alley Rally. Work was alright, did FOH again and afterwhich supper at Macdonalds' and catch the fireworks. The others went back home first since the last train ends at 2am while Adi and myself proceed with our plans. Sight-seeing, night walk till there's road block and such. NR back home finally at 4am and I spent the night at 504, Cik Eton's house instead.

Sunday, 14th February 2010.
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY! (:

Woke up at 9am, shower and wash up. Trained down to workplace since I'm working at 11am. Did opening and went for break only at 3pm and Adi just arrived when he was supposed to start at 12pm. Later at 4:00pm, he had to leave for his soccer match at Bukit Timah, sent him off to take cab and back to work at 5pm till closing. The crowd came this year was fewer than last year. 7pm, Adi returned from his match and continue working. Minutes before midnight, the whole lot of Outbackers wanted to sabo me with flours and eggs but I begged them not. Catch last train back and Adi walk home with me afterwhich. Thanks for that night, boy (:

Monday, 15th February 2010.
HAPPY 18TH, YOURS TRULY! (:

I woke up crying badly, only God knows why. In the end, Kakak made last minute plans with Mama and we then drove down to East Coast Park for a mini last minute picnic for the sake of my birthday. It was boring one and I swear I didn't have the mood to even snap a picture. Later at 6pm, Adi texted me that he did not attend work and asked me out to overnight with him over at Sembawang Park with his family.

7pm, meet him under his void deck with his brother, Faiz. Over to 888 Plaza to get some fishing items and then cabbed down to location. His whole family was there when we reach at about 10pm and proceed with fishing later at 11pm till 8am the next day.

Tuesday, 16th February 2010.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, TWINNY AIDA! (:

8am, head for morning breakfast then shower and had a good sleep till 2pm before we did packing. 3pm, lorry back home together and head over Cik Eton's house. I went to have my shower again and continue sleeping since I was still feeling tired. 10pm, Mama was back from work and cabbed back to Nenek's house. Did nothing much and fell asleep while halfway on the convo with Adi.

Wednesday, 17th February 2010.
Woke up at 6am, got ready and head over to Syariah Court for my parents' divorce case. We managed to end only at 2pm and Mama is officially divorce to Ayah. The next appointment is to fight for the house and the certificate. Hopefully everything will end and get done with asap! Head for lunch at Causeway Point's Banquet then cabbed back home. Adi was working on that day itself and I spent the whole day rotting at home.

Thursday, 18th February 2010.
School's at 8am but I only went for 1pm's lesson. WRB till 3pm and then I went over to the canteen and meet Rad. Lunched with her and Shikin came. Got ready and stuffs and training from 4:30pm-7pm. Shower and all and over to Clementi Central for dinner at the coffeeshop till about 9pm. Trained down to Woodlands and meet up with Adi. Initial plan was to head Esplanade for the UK Funfare after training but he was still sleeping. In the end, when I reach Woodlands he was still at home. Texted Ipen and he was with the Warriors mates slacking at nearby. Meet them up and lepak while waiting for Adi's arrival. It was close to 10pm and then he arrived. Over to Cathay and bought tickets for Percy Jackson, The Lightning Thief's 11:50pm's slot. Show ended at 2am, walked and he sent me home afterwhich. I grade the movie 10/10!

Friday, 19th February 2010.
I just woke up and I didn't went to school earlier on. Nenek is fucking annoying. She's screaming my name to wake up and do the housechores now. Fuck! Working later at 5pm till closing and tomorrow too. Updates when I'm available or free. Till then, keep your tags rolling. (:

2010-02-15T06:28:00.003+08:00

15th February 1992.
Happy 18th Birthday, yours truly!

It's my legal and I've yet to see what's the outcome and I know I owe you readers a week and more of updates. Soon alright? Till then. (:

2010-02-07T13:19:00.003+08:00

It's Sunday, marks my off day. I'm dead bored and widely awake! Mama is out for her course till 6pm. I'm home with Nenek and the two little monsters. I've yet to have my shower, lunch, laundries, iron my school uniform and studied for my CSO CA1 this Wednesday. I am so lazy. I feel like going shopping with Mama later at town but I doubt she has money with her. Likewise I said, my pay's gone. I've yet to pay Mr Alex for the burning carpet at Vietnam and alot more other loans I have. Oh my god, I feel so useless.

Okay, fact nyer berbual. I'm bored. And when I'm bored, I blabber nonsense and I think alot. I'm pissed with the bunch. It has always been me they'll be talking and laughing about. I can take jokes but please, I do have limits for that. They don't seem to understand me. I've tell myself, another joke from them that really made me fumed, I really gonna do what I've intended to. Seriously, this is not the first, second nor third. It's been for long I've getting this kind of treatment from them. This make me somehow realised that my babygirls are still the best. Aaaw, dearest babies (Siti Quraishah, Nazrina & Ernie Rushylla), I really miss our secondary school times and those days we had a great laugh together. Now that time has passed and each and everyone of us are busy coping with their own life, we've been meeting each other less often.

My 18th birthday wish is to really see us, NESH, the four of us, having dinner together at some restaurant, shopping, movies, gossips and catching up session plus camwhoring like we used to do, bitch around about everything under the sun, laugh at every single stupidest jokes we've came up, walking down the streets with people staring at us like we've used to it (man, this is like happening everytime we walk in school during secondary days or even town right girls?) and a whole lot more. I miss our bubble tea and lepak session, fasting month, mids of O levels, after school lepak session, going library to study but in the end bitching about people, and alot more. I hope you girls there are doing fine. We need to catch up real soon, babies. I am missing you girls badly. :( Likewise, I know I've been busy with my work and school, but I still do remember you girls. Naz! I miss your irritating yet funny voice. Ernie! I miss you saying, "K wait, go toilet first" And bestfriend! I miss you saying "Korang, handphone aku hilang, serious, serious." And then the next minute, it was in your bag. I mean this always happen to the three of you, infact. Aaaaw, I can break down man while typing this out... :'( (Naz confirm will say I gembeng!)

This 17th February, Mama and Ayah's case shall be brought up to court and I hope it'll be settled once and for all. I can't believe it. Time flies so fast, Kakak's turning 20 and expecting this year, Amirul is sitting for his PSLE and I hope he'll pass at least, Mama've been struggling working and supporting us and myself? Been working like almost everyday after school and running for tips to use for my pocket money and when pay day's come, I tend to shop. People who thinks that I'm a rich bitch, well let me say I'm not. I work for it. I'm only 18 this 15th February but here I am, supporting myself. My pay money is used for my allowance, transportation, bills and shopping purpose. Tell me, anyone of you out there is doing the same thing as me? I bet not.

Pffft, enough said. As for my love life, I let nature takes it's place. I realised every guy who came into my life won't stay for long. And even if they do, there's always a part of them that makes your heart break into small pieces. Trust me, been there, done there. I don't believe in everlasting relationship, well, maybe not till I find the right one. Patience is all it takes. For those whose having a blessful time with their love ones, please treasure them before it's too late. I somehow realised that every little thing a guy does will tend to break our little precious heart. Agree much?

Alright, I can go on blaberring what I'm thinking now. I shall stop till here, and plan to head out or something. Seriously, staying and stucking in this room or house make my mind thinks alot. Till then readers, another busy week for me.

Schedule's out; Monday till Wednesday 6pm-closing, Thursday off, Friday and Saturday 5pm-closing and Sunday full shift, 12pm-closing. Sunday's Valentine Day. Who's gonna be mine? Hahahahaha, fat hope. I'll be busy at work by then and when midnight stirkes, Happy Legal 18th, yourstruly! Alright, updates sooon!

2010-02-07T11:24:00.005+08:00

Apologies to Readers who've been wanting me to update my blog. I just can't find the perfect time to update my blog, like seriously. I've got so much things to do, yet so little time to complete them. I'm trying my best to squeeze in some time to update this page, so at the least I know what I've been doing daily. So this is definitely gonna be more than a week's worth of post, be prepared!

Tuesday, 26th January 2010.
Likewise, fighting with Adi was hell. In the end, we manage to talk things out after alighting the train the night after work. Blahblahblah. School's at 10am but I reached closed to 11am. Had SVE till 12pm before we head for lunch break till 1pm. 1pm-3pm, was CSO and we slacked, as usual. 3pm-5pm was followed by WRB before we called for a day. I, then rushed to work since I'm working at 6pm till closing. Work was alright, and I was tired by then. Infact, all of us were. And so, Adi sent me off at Woodlands and we both took our own bus home.

Wednesday, 27th January 2010.
School's at 10am but I only reached closed to 11am. And the most irritating part was I forgot to bring my wallet along to school. Print out our roleplay script and class was dismissed for lunch break at 1pm. Later after lunch at 1pm, had SVE lesson and it ended at 3pm. Bumped into Mogan in the canteen and then we 963ed home since I wanted to go home first to take my wallet then head to work. Work from 6pm-11pm and headed home straight afterwhich.

Thursday, 28th January 2010.

First and foremost, Happy Legal 18th Hafiz! A year older, a year wiser, live life to the fullest Dude! Rock on! (: (Pictures for the birthday bash we gave is still with 'Aini, will upload once received.)

School's at 8am but I only reach at 10am. SW till 12pm and lunch till 1pm. WRB till 3pm and we went down to 201 afterwhich to surprise Hafiz, 18 cupcakes, with birthday bash from the boys. Eggs, powder and water was all over him. His girlfriend came down with 18 cupcakes instead of a regular cake for his 18th birthday. Later at 4:30pm, I went off for training till 7pm. Wash up and meet 'Aini, Ayu and Hakim over at school's bus stop.

106ed to 313 Somerset and over to Cotton On. Later then to Heeren's Flash & Splash and Billabong shop. 'Aini bought herself a set of bikini from Billabong for only $29.90 since they're having sales. Walked down to Macdonalds' Shaw House for supper and made a move at 11pm. Bought the train together with Adi and Faizal since they've done with work. Meet Syed & Hamis up at Civics to slack till around 1am before we bidded goodbye. Adi sent me off, afterwhich.

Friday, 29th January 2010.

More pictures are with Nadhek when she uploads at Facebook. (:

No school for all BIT students but instead we had some team building activities at Singapore Flyer. I woke up late and cabbed down to school. Bused to Singapore Flyer and took the ride. Everything ended at 11am, changed and head over to Popeye's for lunch with the girls. Afterwhich, we meet the others who had their lunch at Macdonalds' at Marina Square. Over to Suntec City for window shopping but I didn't stay long since I was working later at 5pm.

Work was alright, working from 5pm till 11pm. The plan to meet Luqman up for supper and chilling was cancelled since I was too lazy to travel down Serangoon but instead, fought with Adi regarding Luqman's text messages in my Inbox. -.-! Took the same train as the others but I alighted at Admiralty alone, showing him faces like as if I don't care.

Saturday, 30th January 2010.
Woke up at 7am, got ready and 963ed to Harbourfront and meet Alysha, Annisa and Nani up first. Smoke break till 10am before Alysha's classmates finally arrived. Tram over to Beach Station and walked down to Siloso Beach.
More pictures at Facebook. (:
Bumped into alot of cliques since there were so many activities going on. Later at 2pm, Nani, Annisa and myself bathed and got changed first. Nani headed home while Annisa and myself went to grab New Zealands' ice cream first before we bidded goodbye. 97ed to work while Annisa 80ed home.

Working from 5pm-11pm. John & Enrico was working and they planned to go for a drink at some pub at Clarke Quay. And so, Adi and myself tagged along since he wanted to watch the soccer match. Everything ended at 2am. They went over to meet their friends while Adi and myself walk back to Raffles City's Macdonalds' to answer nature call and he went to grab double cheeseburger for supper.

Ate while walking down to Somerset and bought tickets for 'Edge of Darkness', 4:15am's slot. It was only 3:30am by then. Chilled and slacked outside before movie begins. I grade the movie 8/10. Cabbed home at 7am afterwhich.

Sunday, 31st January 2010.
Perangai babi, I slept at 7:30am and woke up close to 7pm. Shower and dinner then head over to Woodlands Mart to get photos printed out for Ms Afni's collage card. Didn't slept throughout, pack bag and get ready for school. Also did ironing for a week's worth before heading to bed later at 5am.

Monday, 01st February 2010.
January & February Babies 2010.
CSO at 9am till 10am. Later at 10am, it was WRB and Ms Afni was back. Showed and present her the collage and she was surprised. Didn't studied the whole day since Ms Afni was busy sharing with us about her baby Ayra! Her cheeks are damn adorable. 1pm-5pm, was Mr Neo's lesson and we went to have some cake cutting ceremony with regards for Ms Afni's welcome back and also for the Jan & Feb's Babies. No lesson but we watch 'PS: I love you' instead till 5pm. 6pm-11pm was work, rushed from school and later at night, Adi sent me off. Work was alright, the crowd came wasn't that busy.

Tuesday, 02nd February 2010.
School's at 10am, had SVE first with Mr Neo before he dismissed for break at 12pm. 12pm-1pm, lunch break at usual and then later at 1pm-3pm had CSO followed by WRB till 5pm. Pay's in and trained back home straight. Shower and went over to Woodlands Mart later at 7pm for my hair treatment at Difon's Salon with Amirul tagging along. Afterwhich, supper at Macdonalds' at about 9pm.

Adi texted me at 10pm asking to have supper later at 12am and I agreed to since he wanted to treat me and the others as well. I reached home at 10pm and while waiting for his text at 12am, I lay down on my bed without knowing I actually fell into a deep sleep later till 4am. Received alot of miss calls and messages from him and he was so pissed. We had a tiff for awhile in the morning afterwhich.

Wednesday, 03rd February 2010.
School starts at 10am, had CSO and I finally complete my Roleplay before dismissed for lunch at 12pm. Lunch with the usuals and afterwhich 1pm-3pm had SVE. Afterwhich, got changed and trained down to Woodlands and meet Adi up and trained down to City Hall for work. Work was alright, ended at 11pm. Trained home with the usual and I 913ed home alone since he wanted to 901ed home.

Thursday, 04th February 2010.
Lesson's at 8am but I only reach close to 9am. CSO till 10am and we slacked. I was informed that there was no SW lesson this and the following week and so from 10am-12pm, we head to usual and since break was from 12pm-1pm, we only enter school later at 1pm for WRB with Ms Joy Koh till 3pm. Afterwhich, over to canteen and sat with the QB mates while waiting for training to starts at 4:30pm.

Throughout the training, I wasn't in the mood. Firstly, my babies (Shikin, Fathiah & Sam) wasn't around, secondly, He rejected my calls and venting his anger at me out of no reason. Seriously, I hate it and it went on till next day. After training, wash up and I head home first. Meet Amirul up at Woodlands Mart at 8:30pm and had our dinner cum supper before Mama came. Home together afterwhich.

Friday, 05th February 2010.
School's at 8am and I was awake at 7am by his message. We had a major big fight through message that morning and I only went to get changed at 8am and left house close to 9am. Lucky much, I trained down to school and reach at 10:10am. Headed for SVE lesson and class dismissed at 11:30am. Went to had lunch in the canteen first before we proceed to the usual to slack. I left at 2pm since there's new beverage classroom at 4pm at work. Working from 5pm-11:30pm, assigned doing FOH and I took the last train back home and bumped into Mazrul.

Saturday, 06th February 2010.

First and foremost, Happy 17th Suhaimi! Da besar and please behave. PS: Take care of my baby and please don't hurt her okay! Sayang kau many-many! (:

Woke up at 2pm, shower and 911ed to Kakak's house. I was assigned to do Host and since I don't have any office top and bottoms, I borrowed Kakak's one instead. Make-up and then lunch with Kakak and Abg Noi since she've cooked Ayam Merah. 3:30pm, trained down to workplace. Work was alright, the crowd came was earlier, at 6:30pm till 8:30pm and it wasn't busy afterwhich. 11:10pm, we left the restaurant and we proceed to Raffles' City's Macdonalds' for supper with the usual colleagues. Bumped into Ebal and Aidil later at 12am. Suprisingly Aidil gave me cold shoulders and didn't even talk nor shook hands with me when Ebal did. Took last train home. The plan to hit fishing with Adi was cancelled since his fishing equipment weren't complete.

Sunday, 07th February 2010.
I slept at 6am, after talking with Mama when I've reached home from work, MSN-ing and FB-ing. Just woke up and I think it's just nice for me to update my blog before I get real busy. And........ Legal 18th is just round the corner! Woooots! I can't wait for the surprises and such!

On a lighter note, my recent pay's money has finished! I've yet to get what I've wanted this month. I've keep a shopping list for myself but I didn't manage to even achieve one. How sad is that?! $371.50 gone just like that, after settling bills and loans and such! :(

I got a whole long list of things to buy, let's just hope and pray that Feb's pay I'll get them.

1. Charles & Keith side/sling bag (black color preferred)
2. Adidas concourd shoes (that white and pink color)
3. G-Shock watch (Pink DW6900CS-4)
4. Adidas side bag
5. New flops from Flash & Splash (either Ripcurl, Reef or Volcom green
  designs)
6. Brikenstock Sandals (black straps preferred)
7. Hot Pink hard casing for my Samsung S5600 Jet
8. New set of bikini from Ripcurl (that black with silver shimering!)
9. More bags from Flash & Splash
10. Crumpler medium size bag (black or red color preferred)
11. More tops and bottoms please!

2010-01-31T21:59:00.004+08:00

4:10am @ Orchard Cineleisure, minutes before 'Edge of Darkness' movie.

As much as I wanted to let it go, you make me stay on.

Don't bug me when to update. I kept a draft on what I've been doing each day. All I need now is just pictures and then I'll post it up or else, it'll look very wordy then you guys will get bored reading. On a lighter note, each day has always been an exciting and looking forward day for me.

Age increased, people change but yet, life has to go on.

Anyway, February is drawing near and that marks 15days more to Legal 18th! Can't wait, can't wait. (:

2010-01-26T02:09:00.006+08:00

PISSED!

Hell yeah, I'm in no mood to talk about it. Anyways, quick update first. Was awake by Mogan's wake up call and rushed to school for SVE Paper. The whole thing went smoothly. Ends at 12pm, had lunch break till 1pm before SVE lesson till 5pm. Spent the next few hours' on movie, My Sister's Keeper and I swear it is a sad one that I cried while watching. Heh. Afterwhich, I rushed myself to work at 6pm-closing.

I only attended to 3 tables and the happiest part is I brought home $60 tips from this three angmoh guys that sat on my table for dinner and a drink. Minus that, 7pm was shit. Fuck that new flirtilicious minah! Who? The new accountact whose replacing Ragi in February, which means in few weeks' time. Hello, ever seen an accountant talking to colleagues during work time on floor? Knows how she introduces herself to the malay guys in OB? Oh goodness, only God knows it. Till then, I'm out to clear my tiff with Adi awhile ago till home. Updates soon. (:

2010-01-25T02:08:00.008+08:00

I is so fresh now and I decided to update my week worth of post before people start tagging my blog asking and bugging me to update.

Tuesday, 19th January 2010.
School's at 10am, had SVE lesson then break from 12pm till 1pm. 1pm till 3pm, had CSO but Mr Cheong was on MC and so Mr Alex took us for relieved. Later at 3pm till 5pm, had WRB, did some assignment first before class dismissed. Trained home with Shafiq and then later at 8pm, meet up with Ernie over at Yishun, bumped into Wanie in the train, chilled with Ernie till 10pm before we bidded goodbye.

Wednesday, 20th January 2010.
School's at 10am but I reach close to 11am. CSO lesson was relieved by another teacher again since Mr Cheong is still on MC. 12pm-1pm, break and later at 1pm-3pm, had SVE and we did the video practise before class was dismissed later at 3pm. Got changed and trained down to Woodlands to meet Adi up and then trained down to workplace. Work was alright, Macdonalds' for supper and catch the last train back home and him sending me home afterwhich.

Thursday, 21st January 2010.
School's at 8am but I reach at about 10:10am. Got changed and head over to PE Room for SW lesson. Did some warm up and work out and then we're free to play any games. The boys played their soccer at the court while me, being so nice to the gentleman, picking up the balls. 12pm, class was dismissed for break. Head over to usual to slack and then later at 1pm, head for WRB till 3pm and class dismissed.

Floorball training at 4:30pm, accompany 'Aini for smoke break then I went in school first to set up the court and such. Sonia came, warm-up and then did some welcome message to the new intake and also a welcome back message to the senior batches. Training ends at 6:30pm but at 5:30pm, I went to shower and 106ed to workplace. 7:30pm till 11pm. Work was terribly busy with the continuous crowd and the big reservation that night. Punched out and home straight with the usual later at 11:30pm. As usual, walked home with Adi,

Friday, 22nd January 2010.
School's at 8am and it was raining cats and dogs. I swear it was damn belardy cold. I wore pants and slippers with my polo.t instead to school. Reached school closed to 9:30am, had Progress Test for CSO and then at 10am, SVE Video Mock Test till 12pm before class was dismissed. Ate lunch first in school with the usual before I left first while the rest slacked at usual. 963ed to Woodlands and meet Ernie up. Accompanied her to Woodlands Polyclinic to take her MC and then back to interchange. Meet Zul up and they 161ed to Hougang to meet the others while I 913ed home and sleep straight till 8pm. I swear I was damn tired. And there was a tiff going on at home when I woke up.

Shower and changed and 913ed to interchange at 9pm. 901ed to Adi's void deck at 10pm, over to Vista Point to withdraw money then bought some tidbits at Shop N Save first before Adi, myself and his brother, Faiz, 962ed over to Sembawang to their cousin's house to grab the motto for fishing. 882ed to Sembawang Park and settled down at the same spot at 12am. Fishing, card and such till 7am. Caught two small fishes but we didn't bring them back.

Saturday, 23rd January 2010.
I slept straight from 8am till 2pm. And woke up at 2:45pm, got ready for work since I'm working at 5pm's shift. Work was hell. It was damn busy but shockingly later at 10pm, Fathiah and boyfriend, Aidil, dined in to have dessert. Did FOH with Manju and punched out later at 11:30pm. Last train back home with the usual and bumped into Eireel. Home straight afterwhich, alone, since Adi was off.

Sunday, 24th January 2010. HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, DEAREST HAIZAL.
I wished Haizal 20th Birthday exactly when the clock strikes 12am. And then we suggested to meet up after work for supper over at Al-Ameen but both were so tired and decided to cancel the plan to meet up some other days instead. And therefore, after work yesterday, I head home straight. Adi called at 2am and spent the night on the phone talking till 4am before he finally falls asleep since he's working split today. No use waking him up at 10am cause eventually, he'll still reach work at 1pm when he's supposed to start at 12pm.

5pm, meet Shafiq at bus stop and trained down to Kallang to meet the others (Hanif, Sufi, Hafiz, Nadhek and 'Aini) up. 11ed to Kallang Leisure Park and suprised Hakim with a yoghurt birthday cake bought from Ayu. Settled down at Bowling Alley and we played a game against each other till 9pm.

Over to KFC for late dinner and chilled with them outside till 11pm. 11pm, Shafiq and myself 16ed to Bedok and 168ed to Woodlands interchange before we finally 913ed back home together.

Monday, 25th January 2010.
School's later at 9am and SVE Video Test at 10am.

Schedule's out, another busy week for me then.
Monday: School's at 9am-5pm, Work's at 6pm-11pm.
Tuesday: School's at 10am-5pm, Work's at 6pm-11pm.
Wednesday: School's at 10am-3pm. Work's at 6pm-11pm.
Thursday: School's at 8am-3pm. Floorball Training's at 4:30pm-6:30pm.
Friday: School's at 8am-12pm. Work's at 5pm-11pm.
Saturday: Work's at 5pm-11pm.
Sunday: OFF & MY FUCKING REST DAY! (:

And pay's day coming. I've got tons of things to do. And yay, few weeks' more to my Legal 18th Birthday! I so can't wait for suprises and presents! Heheheh! Till then, updates sooon! (:

2010-01-24T04:09:00.003+08:00

24th's here again! HAPPY 20TH DEAREST HAIZAL!

All grown up now. Likewise, time flies so fast, it's been nearing 3 years we've been knowing each other. Sorry if I didn't make it to meet you tonight and hope you'll enjoy yourself later with your family. I'll make plans soon this end of the month with you, alright? Take care, Dearest & Happy Birthday once again. (:

Updates soon later, I've just done talking with Adi awhile ago. Goodnight! (:

2010-01-19T04:05:00.003+08:00

I fucking miss my Enkor Grey eyes and my bangs!

Yes, I bumped into this bitch when I was on the way to work earlier on. It's been ages since we've last met. And how I hello-ed her? Okay I skipped school again on yesterday because this stupid Samsung Preston phone alarm sucks. Or maybe it's me who can't even feel the fucking vibration and hear the fucking alarm tone. Poor sense of hearing and feeling, hell yeah! Hahahha!

Oh well, I woke up only at 11am when lesson ends at 12pm on Monday due to SVE lesson, Mr Neo had to bring the other group over to Lengkok Bahru for their community service which my group had done it the previous week. And so, I perangai babi, continue to sleep till 2pm and finally woke up and called Adi. He, also macam babi, called like more than 20 times but then no answer, skipped school and worst, he had an event going on. Shower, mandi all and meet him up at Woodlands B&S at 4pm. The train towards Marina Bay was already approaching and then he, being so kanchiong, wanted to sit badly, stood infront of the door. And that was when I saw that bitch, Krisstle, and we shouted infront of the door! Hahahaha!

Work was hell bored. I only attend to one customer at 8pm when I was already on floor from 6pm. Tell me, how slack can it be? Then after the table was done and bill closed, Mr Sooria called me up to the office to do some paper work and he rewarded me with free meal; Fish & Chips, yummmmeeyyy! Later at 9pm, Mr Man asked me to punch out and do my report. After all is done, slacked with Abu and Sapnaa while waiting for the others to finish and home sweeet home with the usual and with Adi being such an irritating guy, barking and meowing all the way on the way back home. Tsktsk.

School's later at 10am till 5pm. Report writing is done like finally but I've yet to submit it to Ms Joy Koh and I promise myself to attend school later since I've skipped school for the past three days since Thursday. Alright, I'm gonna catch some sleep before school later. Schedule's out and I'll be working on Wednesday, Thursday at 6pm till closing and Saturday at 5pm till closing. And Sunday, hopefully if there's isn't any plans, might be heading to Padang to watch SAF's friendly since Mogan's been bugging me to watch his game. Oh well, we'll see how it goes. Till then, readers. Good Morning! (:

I promise myself to go with the flow and not argue or complain if I'm not satisfied with what I see, hear or think. Blahblahblah. Let's play this game and we'll see who's the winner and who's the loser at the end alright? Falling but trying and enduring. I'll let time takes its place for now. *cross finger*

2010-01-17T18:12:00.009+08:00

Overdued pictures on Monday, 11th January during CCA Fair and at Lengkok Bahru.

Work, work, work. Hell yeah, I've been working alot this week and that explains why my blog went silent. Likewise, I am only free on Sunday(s) to update a week worth. So here I am, still in my betty boop's pyjamas, smelling yesterday (HAHAHA!) in the room.

Wednesday, 13th January 2010.
School starts at 10am, reached on time, had CSO lesson first at POT room till 12pm and then over to usual to slack before the next lesson at 1pm. SVE, Mr Neo wasn't in school and class was released after taking some surveys. Over to Self Access Room to complete our report writing then later at 4pm, got changed and left for work. 6pm's shift till 11pm. Work was alright, not so busy. Meet Syed up with Adi and trained down to Woodlands to meet Hamiz up. 912ed to Marsiling, Al-Ameen and had supper. Chill-chill till 5am and cabbed back home.

Thursday, 14th January 2010.
School's at 8am but I skipped school cause firstly, Mama didn't left school money for me and I was feeling tired due to lack of sleep. Continue sleeping till 2pm and then woke up. Did housechores and meet Adi up at B&S later at 4pm and trained down to work. Working at 6pm's shift till closing. Took the last train home straight with the usual.

Friday, 15th January 2010.

Happy 18th Birthday, Dearest Samantha! Yay, a month more then we can party all night long together with the others. (: Sayang you many-many babygirl! Hugs and kisses!

Skipped school again since I couldn't wake up in the morning. Later at 2pm, bath and cabbed down to Adi's house and then over to workplace since I was already late for my Beer classroom at 3:30pm. The classroom lasted till 5:30pm. Adi was working at 5pm while I was having my off. Trained down to Bugis and meet Kakak and Abg Noi up. Had Seafood Platter for two at Fish & Co with Kakak's treat then over to Bugis St since she wanted to grab some clothings.

Later at 7pm, van-ed down to Bukit Merah and meet his cousin, Ninin and fiancee, Adnan. Lepak awhile till 11pm and down to Marsiling since Kakak and Abg Noi wanted to change first before we head over for fishing. Over to Yishun, Ninin's house since Adnan wanted to take the fishing stuffs. 12am, down to Sembawang Park and meet Ras and boyfriend, Jai. Adi called and he came down later at 2am after he's done with work and changed all. Fishing, played card and chilled. Made our way back home at 6am, sending them to Yishun first then Adi and lastly me.

Saturday, 16th January 2010.
Woke up at 2pm, did housechores, then trained down to work. Working at 5pm till closing. Work was hell, the crowd came was a whole lot bunch at the same time. My tables kept double seated and plus before I was on the floor, I wasn't in the mood with what I've saw with my own eyes. I was throwing faces at everyone. Did counting sales till 12am with Mr Man. 10:45pm-1am: Watched Man U's game at SMU with Adi then walk over to Peninsula Plaza's bus stop for NR2 home. He sent me home afterwhich.

Sunday, 17th January 2010.

Happy 17th Fadhli! A year older, a year wiser, see you soon, bro. Take care and love you! (:

Rotting at home since just now and I've yet to shower when God knows what time is it already now. Hahahaha! Smeelly macam babi, I know. Alright, updates again soon. Tomorrow's Monday and school will ends at 12pm and working at 6pm till closing afterwhich. Can't promise you guys when I'll be back to blog but I'll try aye? Keep your tags rolling! Cheeers! (:

2010-01-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

I am tired to go through it all over again. What I need is just your love, care and trust. Is that so much I am asking from you and is that so hard for you to give me? I know you're trying but it seems that there's a string pulling you back to your past and affects me to end up getting hurt even more. Why must it always happen when the flower was about to bloom in the garden and I am again or always the one ended as the loser?

"Don't play with the fire if you don't want to get burnt." -Shafiq
Indeed I find this phrase true when he said to me yesterday while we were in the bus on the way back home and him trying his best to figure out why I cried suddenly in the train without knowing why. So now what? Should I put all this to an end and let that dear one lead his happiness with the previous one? How? The feeling will be different and I know that. I'm enduring and he's trying. But how long? Sighs. This just won't make me feel any better sometimes.

Enough of all those I've mentioned earlier on. Right now, I need to really save my money and spent things wisely. I got so much things in mind to grab during last month's pay but I can't remember much where those money had gone to? Yes, I spent my money like water, without even thinking twice. There's so much things I need but I have to wait till my January's pay at the end of the month, which is like a freaking fucking two more weeks! God damn it!

School was alright earlier ago. And for goodness sake, I thought lesson starts at 9am today and I was already in school at 9:20am when actually lesson starts at 10am. And Mr Neo was on MC due to his toothache he had the day before. Sky took us for relief, he gave out lanyard and thermometer to each of us and we slacked throughout till 12pm. Later at 12pm-1pm, there was an ITalent Roadshow at the canteen before CSO lesson at 1pm. 3pm, had to stay for WRB Lesson and we finished up with our report writing assignment. I didn't joined them to slack since it was raining and I was so tired and sleepy. 963ed back home and Adi texted me to meet up at Civics for awhile. Meet him up at Civics with his brother, Faiz, and afterwhich later at 6:30pm, bidded goodbye. 913ed home alone.

School's at 10am-3pm later and work's 6pm till closing. Friday is 15th January 2010 and it marks my babygirl's 18th Birthday. (: In case I didn't get the chance to wish you, I'll do it here. Love you babygirl! Let's hang around soon, till then Readers. I need to rush now and complete my report writing worth a 1000 words. Toodles!

2010-01-12T00:50:00.019+08:00

This feeling sucks, it's so shitty shitty ass ass, grr, urgh! Not only that, I'm burnt, yeah, due to yours truly cleverness of not bringing any lotion before tanning. I is selenge.

Wednesday, 06th January 2010.
Slight note: Happy 21st NS Boy. A year older, year wiser. Please change your behaviour for goodness sake and have fun serving the Nation.

Woke up at 8am, got ready and 963ed to school. Reach school slightly later abit since I overslept. Had CSO lesson at 10am till lunch break, with the usual and came back in at 1pm for SVE lesson with Mr Cheong till 3pm, and class dismissed. Afterwhich, got changed and slack for awhile before I left for work later at 4pm. Working at 6pm till closing. Work was alright, it wasn't that busy and so we were released home early. 11pm, trained back home with them and Adi sent me off.

Thursday, 07th January 2010.

Happy Legal 18th Birthday, Atikah! Like finally you're legal to do everything now. But remember, think first before you enjoy yourself aye? All the best for the results in a few hours' time. (:

Woke up at 6am, called that babi up and he said he was already done with bathing, sumpah kurang ajar, never call me. The weather was so shiok after I'm done with my shower. 7:30am, I was only about to leave the house and it was raining cats and dogs. Adi texted my whereabouts and then he planned to have a breakfast since we're already late, might as well come for the next lesson. And so, meet him up at B&S and had Macdonalds' at Causeway Point for breakfast. Later at 9am, I 963ed to school while he 168ed.

School was alright. Went for SW and our teacher changed again. Also, she's incharge for our floorball and the upcoming ITE CCA Fair held at school this Monday. No SW lesson, slack and went to have brunch with usual and later at 1pm till 3pm, had WRB and we did report writing. Rushed to work afterwhich and took the last train with them back with Adi sending me back home.

Friday, 08th January 2010.
I skipped school and the plan to meet Adi up at 12pm was pushed all the way to 1pm, both of us bangon lambat, perangai babi. "Lambat kene belanja eh." Trained down to Somerset and walked down to Heeren. Over to Flash N Splash but the bags did not catch my interest. Afterwhich bused down to City Hall and head over to Marina Square and Citylink and I finally grab this Ripcurl sling bag there. I was supposed to treat him a pair of flops but none catches his eye, so he passed. Over to Suntec City, bought Aunt Anne's pretzel and packed Burger King and then head over to workplace since we both start work at 5pm. I was already late since I had to attend this Wine Training at 3:30pm.

Work was boring. I was assigned as Host instead and Man released me to clocked out at 10pm. Like for goodness sake, too early sia. While waiting, chatted with the girls by the 60s and then trained back home together with Fauzy and Faizal since they were working too as well. Adi sent me off and we somehow had some tiff going on. I just don't favourite guys talking in their serious tone with eyes widely open, it just scares me alot and I can cry. Hahahah! Crybaby, memang.

Saturday, 09th January 2010.

Paitao work. Haha! Woke up at 8am, got ready and 161ed to Hougang. Meet them (Ernie, Vick, Ser, Naz & Reesha) up at control station and NEL-ed to Harbourfront. Settled down at Pahlawan, had some lunch (carrot cake cooked by Naz's mom).

Later at 3pm, Firdaus, Ikhsan and Zul came. Played games, cards and such till 7pm and then wash up. The plan to watch Avatar was cancelled and we went over to Banquet for dinner before I bidded goodbye first.

They wanted to chill at Hougang usual spot and so I went to meet Alysha up at Town with her friend, Rena. Bumped into 'Aini and the others and more. Catch the last train home after chilling with them at Wheelock's Starbucks and I somehow feel relieved after sharing much my current situation I'm in with her. Thanks baby. <33!

Sunday, 10th January 2010.
Woke up at 2pm, decided to paitao work again macam yesterday also. Trained down to Ang Mo Kio, meet Ginn and Mimi up. Did my Floorball board banner then down to Dhoby at 8pm. Meet Safari up since he've planned to catch a movie, "Old Dogs" at The Cathay @ 9:35pm. Before which, over to Long John Silver for supper. I grade the show 11/10. It's fucking hilarious and both of us had a great laughter while watching. (: 11:15pm, trained back home to Woodlands alone while he 190ed to Bukit Panjang.

Monday, 11th January 2010.
Fuck it, I woke up at 8am when I was supposed to report at 9am for the ITE CCA Fair 2010 at the MPH. Bathed and then cabbed down to school. Heng heng, the CCA Fair went smoothly.

Later at 2pm, we, 201 clan, went over to Redhill and meet Mr Neo for our Service Learning Project at Lengkok Bahru, Waterfalls Student Care Centre. Interact and played games with them and left only close to 6pm. Had dinner together at nearby coffeeshop with Mr Neo before we each went separate ways. The ones who stayed, Shafiq, Sufi, Hanif, Raden, Hafiz, 'Aini, Syahrul and myself, went over to some void decks nearby to slack and bidded goodbye first at 8:30pm. Trained back home with Shafiq and Sufi and I somehow break down infront of Shafiq awhile ago. Sorry. :\

Alright, till then updates soon. Pictures from the Waterfalls Student Care Centre, I've yet to receive them, will upload them soon. (:

*Wednesday, Thursday: 6pm-closing & Saturday: 5pm-closing.

2010-01-06T00:17:00.007+08:00

I know it's kinda too late but;
"Say hello to 2010 and goodbye to 2009!
A brand new year, a brand new beginning. "

Wednesday, 30th December 2009.
Woke up at 2pm, did housechores and afterwhich rush to work since I'm starting at 6pm. Work was alright, clock out at 10:30pm, trained down to Woodlands and meet Adi, Fauzy, Wanie, Ashar, Faizal and two more guys up at Civics. Chill chill burong till 1am and home afterwhich. The plan to catch the movie was cancelled since our pay has not been banked in yet. And everyone seems to be so dead, infact. Don't wish to elaborate.

Thursday, 31st December 2009.
Woke up at 11am, did housechores first before leaving for work. Straight head to bank to see if pay's in and like yeaaah! It's finally in, $411.25! Settled debts, loans and such then trained down to workplace since I'm working at 2:30pm. Work was alright, the crowd came was awesome and the sales was beyond expectation. 11:30pm, did closing and then at 12am, the fireworks began to shown outside.

All of us were changed and we chilled outside at the 60s section tables. Drinks, drunk, dance and such till 5am. Pictures were taken, I know by the time the clock strikes 2am, I was already drunk.

Totally drunk and was vomitting all over, and poor Adi and Pria had to tahan with my behaviour. Infact one by one went drunk but at 5am, I managed to stand up. Decided to check in since we're half dead and that we all are working later at 12pm. So the whole lot went to the nearest hotel and chilled, had Macdonalds' for breakfast and took a short nap till 11am and then cabbed back to Outback for work later afterwhich.

Friday, 01st January 2010.
The whole lot who's working at 12pm, reached workplace at 11:30am. Got changed and work was alright. It was not busy at all since many shops were closed. Break at 2:30pm with Adi. After lunch, went over to Suntec's Royal Sporting House since he wanted to grab some sportswear for school and such. Back to Outback at 4pm since we had Alley Rally and then back to floor from 5:30pm till closing. Fauzy ended work first and he left home. Faizal and Izat bike home and left Adi, myself and the Indian girls. Trained back home together and he sent me off.

Saturday, 02nd January 2010.
Perangai babi, woke up at 3pm, did housechores and got changed. Meet Wanie and Fauzy up at Admiralty's station at 6pm, trained down to Orchard. Over to Cahaya for dinner and then we spent the time chilling outside Far East Plaza (I swear it was hell bored cause the plan cock up!) Trained down to Woodlands and meet Adi up with them and chilled at Civics *tiff for awhile with him* Bought Macdonalds' and then at 12am, 913ed home with him. Since he've bought his iPhone, over to my crib to slack since he wanted to transfer songs and games from my lappy. Later at 2am, he left and cabbed home.

Sunday, 03rd January 2010.
Woke up at 3pm, poor him had to work at 12pm till closing but only came at 2pm. Sigh, forever late. Did housechores and Amirul came back home later at 7pm. Mom decided to go to the barber to cut his hair and I is fickle minded, went to get my fringe and hair trimmed and layered. Not much difference anyways. Later at 10pm, meet Adi up at Woodlands interchange and head over his crib. 11pm, home after I took my laptop.

Monday, 04th January 2010.
Woke Adi up at 6:30am and later at 7:30am, then I had my shower and get ready for school. School was bored, no studying and the January intakes students are so quiet. I'm just looking forward for the CCA openhouse later. Heh.

Supposed to head for WRB at 10am but instead we went to have our self declare break from 10am till 1pm. 1pm, SVE Lesson with Mr Neo till 3pm afterwhich Mrs Raja from some organization came and talk to us regarding the community work we're doing next Monday. Dismissed at 5pm, Syahrul, 'Aini and myself trained down to Ang Mo Kio. Bought stationeries and pictures for Ayu's belated birthday card. 11pm, home and bumped into Indra in 913.

Tuesday, 05th January 2010.
Woke up only at 9am when lesson's suppose to be at 10am, late like duh. Rushed to school and decided to 963ed instead to school. 11am, had SVE till 12pm. Discussed with the 201 peeps regarding our community work this Monday. Afterwhich lunch break from 12pm-1pm. Had lunch and spent the time sitting in the canteen with the girls. CSO at 1pm-3pm. Had Progress 3 and in the end, it was an open book one instead. Later at 3pm, WRB till 4plus pm. Did report writing on Ex 10 & 11. Dismissed at 4:30pm instead of 5pm. Over to usual to slack but I headed home first at 5pm since I'm meeting Kakak up over at Marsiling.

Teh Tarik for dinner and bumped into Dali and family. Later at 7pm, Abg Noi came and we drove down to my area and slacked till 9:45pm before I headed home. Shower, copied WRB's assignment, iron my uniform and packed my bag.

Tomorrow till Sunday will be working in the evening shift till closing. This coming Saturday, Sentosa with the Friday Fever peeps and I'm thinking of paitao-ing work. Heeeeh. :D And on a lighter note, people. Kakak is officially pregnant (2 months currently). Happy, sad? I don't know. Mama's behaviour is getting bad to worse. I don't know why. Everyone's in this house is killing me slowly. Sighs.

Updates again during the weekends, people.

It's the first but where's your presence, dear one?

2009-12-30T02:41:00.007+08:00

First and foremost, to my dearest Ayu! Happy legal 18th Birthday to you babe! Hope you'll enjoy your day later and present hutang okay? Wait for school to reopen then I'll pass to you. Anyways I owe you guys pictures from yesterday's outing kan? They're all up in my Facebook so do feel free to view them cause I'll just post a few here.

Tuesday, 29th December 2009.

Oh well, and so today woke up at 1pm, did the housechores and had lunch with Kakak and Amirul before we get ready to go out. Kakak and myself 913ed down to Admiralty then alighted at Somerset. Walked around 313 Somerset then over to Orchard ION and I bought a top and a pair of earrings from F21 at Wisma. Afterwhich, Abg Noi called and ask to meet up at Bishan since he'll be sending us home. 8pm, trained down to Bishan, tapao-ed Macdonalds' for Amirul and home straight.

Time Check: soon to 0300hours.

The plan to head Kuala Lumpur with Cik Eton was cancelled. I skipped the trip since Mama is not tagging along and that Rohim had planned to celebrate countdown together with all the other Outbackers staffs, be it new or old. Amirul himself will joined Cik Eton and my cousins along and will only be back in Singapore on Sunday. Few more hours to 2010! I can't wait people!

Working later at 6pm and afterwhich might be watching Sherlock Holmes with Adi and the rest after work followed by mini celebration with Chivas for Faizal also. Updates again soon after New Year. Till then, Have a Wonderful 2010! (:

2009-12-29T05:15:00.004+08:00

Time flies so fast that the next few hours' marks 2010! I can't believe it. The last thing I remembered was taking my O levels result and then fuhhh, it's coming to a brand new year. Alright, since I'm freshly awake now and that I've changed my blogskin (get bored with the previous one already), I'll shall update this blog of mine and also listing down my 2010 resolutions. (Wah, cepat pe?)

Saturday, 26th December 2009.
I woke up and did the housechores first before heading to work. Working at 5pm and did closing sales and only punched out closed to 11:30pm. It was busy only for awhile but not for long. Trained back home with Adi and then pig me decided to tapao-ed food from Admiralty Macdonalds' when he's in the toilet. He sent me off but before which we went to chilled somewhere for 'late supper' and 2am, home.

Sunday, 27th December 2009.
Hahaha, "orang gila je kerja on Sunday" In the end, he had to report for work at 5pm too! Work was absolutely boring! There were only a few customers came and I swear I was going in and out of the kitchen running everyone's food and drinking water. (that explains how not busy the situation was). In the end, at 10pm, did my sales report and punched out. Accompanied Joscelin and Rohim for smoke while waiting for Adi to finish his kitchen closing and then we trained back home.

Since he wanted to watch his Man-U's game so badly at 12am, he sent me off at interchange and 901ed home while I 913ed back home alone. Went online and only went to sleep close to 3am. And my perangai babi. He was chatting with me regarding the Feb's chalet stuff but I end up sleeping infront of the lappy. "Takpe, reply besok pun boleh" That was what I saw the minute I wake up.

Monday, 28th December 2009.
Woke up at 3pm, yes, I is perangai babi. Tired bodoh, work, work, work. Did housechores, and then later at 5pm, trained down to City Hall and meet 'Aini up. One by one came and we proceed to Marina Square's Food Lort for dinner while waiting for Raden and Sabrina to come. Afterwhich we spent the whole night chilling at Macdonalds' till 11pm. Shafiq and Rashid came down later at 9pm. Later at 11pm, all decided to go home. 'Aini and myself headed to Raffles City Macdonalds' since Adi is about to leave from work. Meet him up and trained down to Woodlands. Over to Civics to meet the rest (Wanie, Fauzy, Syed) up. Chilled and headed home at 2am. Adi sent me back home and we bumped into Apiz at the road. Hi and bye and home.

Time check: soon to 0600 hours.
I better go to sleep now. Monday and Tuesday=OFF. Kakak and myself might head down to Somerset and Orchard to walk around later, if Nenek allows to. And 2010 is coming, my schedule's tight. Wednesday; 6pm-closing, Thursday; 2:30pm-closing and Friday; 12pm-closing. Saturday and Sunday=OFF. Saturday; Shopping with Adi and hopefully Sunday, I can get my rest before school reopens the next day. (:

And here you go, my 2010 resolutions(not in order anyway);

-More working days and more money for shopping and etc.
-To at least cut down my drinking habit with the bro(s).
-Lose 5kg end of next year?
-Get back to my busy schedule with work, school and training(s).
-To have a house of our (Mama, Amirul and myself) own, hopefully.
-Father to quickly agree with the divorce so that the house money will be divided equally asap!
-Excel in my studies and get better GPAs. -Enroll car license once my 18th birthday is over.-Wishing for the best and most memorable 18th Birthday Celebration.
-Continue having more and more friends.
-Ever lasting friendship with beloved NESHQ! 12 years by the end of 2010 (:

Pictures will be uploaded in next post, my lappy's battery is running low now. Goodnight for now people, updates later at night. (:

2009-12-26T11:54:00.018+08:00

Morning Readers! Alright, since my blog is rotting, I rather update it up now. It's worth a week of updates. From Vietnam, I will only post selected pictures only, the rest are all up in Facebook. Mind you, the Vietnam trip pictures is almost 400! Infact, most pictures are all up in my Facebook, do check it out (:

Monday, 14th December 2009.
Woke up at 8am, did my final packing and make sure everything is all in. Left home at 11am, cabbed down to Changi Airport Terminal 1 with Kakak and Mama sending me off. We reach there early and so decided to have breakfast at Killiney first before gathering. 12pm, gathering and such and we left at 1:30pm. Check in and walk around Terminal till 2:30pm before gate opens. Bought the airplane and woooo! I was feeling so jakon! (Yelah, first time naik!)

The journey was around 45-60mins one and we did alot of snapping. Lunch was served in the plane before reaching. In a hours' time, we've already reached Vietnam Airport. Check out and grab our luggage and there was a bus waiting for us. Board the bus and off to our hotel to check in. I was in the same room as Ayu and Nabila. Room 314, for our 4 nights. (: Later at 7pm, bused over to PHO24, shopping at the night market and a debrief at the bar at our hotel before lights off. Oh and since Vietnam won to Singapore in the SEA Games, Soccer, the whole citizen went to grab a Vietnam flag each and ride on their bike and cheer for their country. Yes, indeed a united country I can say.

Tuesday, 15th December 2009.

7am-9am; Breakfast at hotel and later afterwhich, bused over to School for the Blind.
9am-12pm; Went touring around the school and visited the different age of students and then later reported back to the hall for a performance by them and us before we left the place at 12pm.
12pm-5pm; Had lunch, sight seeing at the Opera House and few shopping mall for our free and easy moment. Later at 6pm went back hotel for wash up and ready for dinner.
7pm-9pm; Had spring rolls for dinner and went back to our hotel to reherse our performance for the next day before lights off.

Wednesday, 16th December 2009.

7am-9am; Had breakfast at hotel and then bused down to the School for the Orphanage. Played games with them like "Terrorism", Dog & Bone and etc. The students were great. We did some baloon makings later with them before we bidded goodbye at 12pm.
12pm-2pm; Went back to our hotel to wash up before proceed for lunch at some shopping mall and we had KFC for lunch. And then later at 3pm-5pm, walk around Lucky Plaza, over to the Day Market and then at 7pm, when everyone's done, grab our dinner at Macdonalds' before we went to watch the puppet show held at 8pm-10pm.
10pm; We're already at our hotel for debrief before lights off.

Thursday, 17th December 2009.
7am-8am; Had breakfast at hotel and waited for the bus driver to fetch us with our Vietnam buddy and head down to the Cuchi Tunnel at 12pm. The journey in the bus was freaking long and almost all of us went to have our sleep.
3pm; When all's done, we bused down to Bennay Restaurant for lunch and the food was awesome. We ask for more and I was feeling like one rich bitch, having her lunch at a small hut with lots of delicious servings and together with a river sight view. Awesome much, yes I agree.

Later at 4-5pm, went back to sent the kids first to their school before we proceed to our hotel to get changed and wash up before we head for dinner. Dinner was more awesome. Went to have a buffet style at the opposite hotel and the final debrief at night till 10pm. Didn't slept in our room but instead in Amy's room with the others campers till 6am and then got ready.

Friday, 18th December 2009.

Woke up at 7am, had breakfast and then check out. Bused down to the airport, did our check out and fuck shit, my camera pictures were lost because thanks to me for having itchy fingers that the memory card were reformat and all files were lost. Not only that my VS perfume was confisticated. Sigh much. Bought the plane up at 10am and reach Singapore close to 1pm. 858ed back home with Ashraf and Nabila and I slept throughout the night, was feeling so exhausted.

Saturday, 19th December 2009.

Woke up at 10am, shower and trained down to City Hall. Working at 12pm till 3pm and later had lunch till 5pm before proceed back for work till closing. Afterwhich afterwork, cabbed down with Fauzy, fetch Sabri up at Bukit Panjang first and bought drinks at Marsiling then meet the others; Wanie, Adi, Syed and Hamis at Civics. Walked over to Fauzy's crib and Ashar then came. Settled down at Fauzy's backyard and drank till 6am, had Macdonalds' and Chivas again for late supper and we only made our way back home close to 7am, with Adi sending me off.

Sunday, 20th December 2009.

Woke up at 12pm, did housechores and rushed down to work since I'm working at 2:30pm's shift instead of 12pm. Later at 4:30pm, we had some makan-makan session with the Outbackers for a mini Christmas gathering in advance and afterwhich, back to floor till closing. Work was alright, trained back home with Fauzy and alighted at Admiralty.

Monday, 21st December 2009.
Was awake at 10am by Adi's call, did housechores and on the lappy till Mr Man called to inform that he needs me to report for work at 6pm later as Hardeep was not feeling well. Rushed down to work at 6pm and clock out at 11pm. Work was alright, trained back home with Fauzy, Adi and also Wanie since she came down and fetched Fauzy up. Alighted at Admiralty and headed to Macdonalds' for supper but Adi and myself left first later at 2am.

Tuesday, 22nd December 2009.
Woke up at 2pm, did housechores and head down to work since I'm starting at 6pm. Work was alright, punched out at 11pm, walk over to Raffles City with the Outbackers and trained back home together with Adi sending me off. Initial plan was to meet Fauzy and the others up at Al-Amin but I had to rush home early to get my stuff packed for tomorrow.

Wednesday, 23rd December 2009.
Off day! Woke up at 12pm, did housechores, bought groceries and food at Woodlands Mart at 1pm. Later at 3pm, 913ed down to interchange and pass Adi some stuffs before I trained down to Yio Chu Kang to meet the others up. Walked over to NYP, had friendly against them and they won, 9-1. Afterwhich, shower and meet Annisa up at the changing room. Trained down with her to City Hall and meet Alysha up. To Bugis, and down to Haji Lane and settled down at Merdandy Bar & Cafe.

Seesha-ed, and ordered some finger foods and did alot of catching ups and snapping pictures. Later at 10pm, trained down to Dhoby Ghaut and they accompanied me waiting for Adi and his friends and trained back Woodlands together while the girls NEL-ed back home. Met Hanisah and all at Woodlands and slacked but later at 11:30pm, all headed home with Adi sending me off.

Thursday, 24th December 2009.
Working at 12pm-closing. Work was alright, break was busy helping out with the decorations at the 60s section. The crowd came and left early and punched out at 11pm. Abu suggested to countdown and drink while chilling before Christmas. And since Adil says the last train back home is at 1:30am, we agreed.

After work, 111ed down to Dhoby and they bought Johnie Walker, Red Label with Green Tea. Drank and chill and camwhore outside The Cathay before training back home. Sorry Adi, you had to tolerate and sent me off home awhile ago. Thanks for the Christmas Eve, Outbackers!

Friday, 25th December 2009.
Working at 12pm-closing. During break, Adi and myself headed down to Suntec as that boy wanted to survey some stuffs. Too much of hearing him saying survey, in the end he bought this Nike-Man U top at the warehouse sale. Bumped into Wan since he's working there and BadiZ too at Giordano. 5pm, back to work till 11pm. Work was alright, my station was not so busy, helped out with the kitchen since the appertizers side was having alot of orders. Afterwhich, trained back home with Adi at 11:30pm.

I'm working later at 5pm, updates again soon. And oh my, 2009 is coming to an end. How fast is it? I need to list down my resolutions soon. Till then, Readers. Promise I'll be back with updates and pictures. Merry Christmas & Happy New Year, People! (:

2009-12-21T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hey Readers! I'm back from my Vietnam Overseas Trip at Ho Chin Minh City. I got lots to updates with tons of pictures to be uploaded. Sadly, I was working the next day till yesterday and today supposingly my off day but I had to rush work later at 6pm.

UPCOMINGS.
Monday: 6pm-closing.
Tuesday: 6pm-closing.
Wednesday: Friendly match; Valtina Warriors' against NYP @ 3:30pm.
Thursday: 12pm-closing.
Friday: 12pm-closing.
Saturday: 5pm-closing.
Sunday: 2:30pm-closing.

Hectic week again, work, work, work and work. Yes, I'm needing money this month. KL Trip this 30th till 3rd with Cik Eton and family! Alright, updates soon! (:

2009-12-14T08:45:00.006+08:00

Good Morning Readers! Alright, I need to rush here, my flights' at 12pm and I just woke up. The plan to upload pictures and update my blog first before departing was all... I don't know. I'm short of time now and I owe a week worth of updates with tons of pictures, so I'll post a short and fast one before I get ready.

Tuesday, 08th December 2009.
School starts at 10am but I only reach close to 11am during SVE lesson. 12pm-1pm, break as usual and then later at 1pm, proceed for CSO till 3pm. The air-con was down and the room was so stuffy. Later at 3pm-5pm, we're supposed to head for WRB lesson but almost half the class don't feel like going and so we skipped. Changed and slacked with the usual till about 4pm and 106ed to work. Work was alright, clocked out at 11pm, trained back home with Adi and alighted at Woodlands.

Wednesday, 09th December 2009.
School starts at 10am and as usual I reach close to 12pm, during break time. 12pm-1pm had break and later at 1pm-3pm, had SVE lesson. Changed and slacked with the usual while waiting for work. Working at 6pm till closing. Work was alright, clocked out at 11pm agsain, trained back home with Adi and head down to Woodlands, Civics to meet up with Fauzy to slack. Later at 2am, walk over to Tekong area to meet Wanie, Fauzy's girfriend, up. Adi sent me off afterwhich.

Thursday, 10th December 2009.
School starts at 8am but I didn't went to school at all. Too tired plus Thursday, it's kinda boring lesson, so yeah. Woke up only at 1pm, did housechores and later at 4pm, meet Adi up at B&S. And sumpah janji melayu, I waited nearly 15minutes? Trained down to workplace as I start at 6pm, and he starts at 5pm. Work was alright, it wasn't so busy that night. At 9pm, Mr Man allows me to go off. Did report and got changed. Fauzy and his friend was outside waiting for Adi, slacked with them awhile and Adi later came at 11pm. I trained down with Adi to Woodlands while the other two, biked down. Meet Wanie, Syed and two more girls, Huda and Aishah at Civics. Fauzy and his friend were already there, by then.

Initial plan was to celebrate one of their friends birthday and have some drinking session but after much waiting till 2:30am, he didn't turned up. So in the end, Fauzy and his friend biked down to Teh Tarik to buy some prata(s) while the rest and I cabbed down to Fauzy's house. Slacked and chilled and the funny part was when I was feeling tipsy. Hahahah! Inside joke. Adi and I then cabbed home together and I only reach home close to 6am.

Friday, 11th December 2009.

School's at 8am but I reach only at 10am for the sake of Mr Neo's lesson since he has already planned some game activities to be held during lesson since it's the last day of school before holidays. We played three games in total. The first one was we have to squeeze ourselves in one piece of newspaper. The next was pingpong passing by spoons from mouth and the last one was balloon balancing. 201 merged champions at the end of the day and class dismissed at 12pm.

Later at 3pm, got changed, 106ed to workplace. Work at 5pm till closing and the crowd came was not that much, prolly cause my tables are not seated often. Clocked out close to 11:30pm. Slacked with the others; Izat, Adil, Adi, Fauzy and Rohim outside workplace till 12am and walk over to train station and meet Wanie, Syed and the other Suntec people. Walked down to Clarke Quay, bought food and drinks and chilled till 7am. Advance celebration for Wanie's 20th and drinking session with the whole lot. I reach home closed to 7:30am with Adi sending me off. Overall, I must say the night was awesome one!

Saturday, 12th December 2009.

I woke up at 10am, did housechores since Nenek was yelling non-stop. Later at 2pm, 'Aini texted and meet her up at Somerset at 4-5pm. Over to 313 Somerset and Heeren to shop and then waited for Syahrul and Raden at Taka SC and down to Far East for dinner and bumped into Nanep. I trained back home at 11pm and meet Adi up at Causeway Point and we catch A Perfect Getaway. I rate the movie 7/10! 2am, the movie ended and we walked back home.

Sunday, 13th December 2009.
Woke up at 12pm, did housechores and received a message from Kak Lisda regarding my VS perfume. Haizal was online as well and he offer to accompany me over to Kak Lis house. Meet him up at 6pm, 168ed to Tampines. Slacked and had dinner at made our move only at 9:30pm. Down to Woodlands Mart awhile and he sent me off at the doorstep since I complained that the bottle of softdrinks were heavy. Hehehe.

Kakak and Abg Noi slept over and we spent the night yakking till 3am. Packed my luggage and I feel asleep while waiting to update my blog yesterday. Alright, clock is ticking, I needa rush now. BON VOYAGE! Keep the tags rolling, I'll be back on Friday. Take care, people. Missssssesss! <3

2009-12-07T21:16:00.009+08:00

Leena has been bugging me to update my blog earlier on when I reach school. And the best thing, she even told me the reason she enters my blog is cause of the old songs played in my playlist. Baik punya kawan. Okay so back to a proper updates now.

Wednesday, 02nd December 2009.
I can't really recalled that much things happened on that day. School as usual from 10am-3pm and later at 5pm, I made my way to work since I was starting at 6pm till closing. Work was alright, had to do FOH last minute since Henry was having A papers the next day. Punched out only close to 11pm.

Thursday, 03rd December 2009.
Reach school at around 8:15am. Mr Cheong was not in school and so we slacked in the canteen and read through our WRB notes since we're having CA1 WRB paper later at 9am. The paper lasted for an hour and there's only one question. 10am, class dismissed and we're allowed to go home. Got changed and slacked with the usual before head to work at 6pm. Accompanied 'Aini to Causeway Point awhile before trained down to City Hall. Work was alright, two new kitchen crews; Adi and Fauzy was working. Headed home close to around 11pm after helping Mr Sooria with stocks and a Chocolate Thunder for dessert. And pay's in! $510! Happy bangat deh!

Friday, 04th December 2009.
Suppose to head school at 8am but I reach close to 11am and class was already dismissed. Took attendance, had lunch then meet Mr Alex and Miss Brenda Tham for the NYAA Vietnam Trip meeting. Meeting lasted till 2pm, changed and then went to meet the usual first before head to work. Working at 5pm to closing. Did FOH and catch the last train home with Adi, Fauzy and the indian girls.

Saturday, 05th December 2009.

Woke up at 1pm, did house chores and then meet Mummy up at Woodlands interchange. 913ed to checkpoint in search for my digi camera charger but to no avail. Wanted to meet Kak Lis (Haizal's sis) to collect my VS Body Mist but the stock has not arrived yet. 903ed to interchange then trained down to Orchard and bumped into Adi, Fauzy and girlfriend in the train. Over to Wisma Atria; Cotton On, Forever 21, Mango but to no avail. Later to TAKA; ZARA also to no avail. Decided to dinner at Cahaya first with me treating Mummy then walked down Heeren; Levi's and I grab a top there. Down to Dhoby, Plaza Singapura's Cotton On and I bought two tops there. Bumped into Ryo, Tamayanthi, Erma, Eerah and Nanep. Trained back to Woodlands at 9pm and head over to Night Market to tapao food for little brother then walked to 504, to Cik Eton's house. Bumped into Dineezel. Cabbed home afterwhich at 10pm.

Sunday, 06th December 2009.

Woke up at 2pm, did house chores and later at 4pm, wash up and got ready. Trained down to Lavender and meet Sufi and Hafiz up. Later 'Aini then came. Walked over to Jalan Besar Stadium to watch Raden's match; U18 SAF Warriors' against Tampines Rovers' at 7:30pm. Ginn was there as well since she was watching Mimi's game before their match. Sat awhile with her before Mimi came. Warriors' merged as champions after the penalty shoots. Congrat boys! Afterwhich, over to Beach Road for supper then 11pm, bidded goodbye.

Monday, 07th December 2009.
Woke up at 9am when lesson starts at 9am. Obviously late, duh. Delay dally and I reach school close to 11am. Had WRB lesson till 11:45am. Ayu and myself went to have a quick lunch then proceed to LT Room for briefing again regarding the Vietnam Trip till 2pm. We received our jackets as well. Gosh! I'm so excited for the trip. 2:30pm, dismissed. Went back to classroom for lesson till 3pm then class dismissed. At about 3:30pm, I head home first since I was having flu and was feeling sleepy.

It's the last week of school and say hello to holidays! Like yay, will be back to school only in 3 weeks' time. I've got so many plans for this upcoming holidays and I so can't wait. First things first, this 14th till 18th December will be flying off to Vietnam, Ho Ching Minh City!

Tuesday-Friday; School from 9am-3pm, work 6pm till closing.
Saturday; Maybe a girls' night out with the Power FBG?
Sunday; Rest day before flying off.

And to my dearest best buddy, Zam! Goodluck in serving the nation from tomorrow onwards! Will miss ya alot buddy! Meet soon eh Abang Police! (:

Alright, workaholic this week, till then, Readers. Keep your tags rolling.
Much loved; yours truly.

2009-12-01T21:27:00.007+08:00

I don't like to dwell and talk about the past but I guess I have to this time round. Get done and over it with. In case if some of you guys are still wondering about my status with Aidil. Yes, Aidil. That guy you people been wanting to know about and such. We are no longer together. I don't care what you've guys know or heard about how we broke up or such but I'm here to state every single fact and thing that I knew. And I don't give a hell to anyone who wants to say I'm at the fault for this break up or him. To be fair with, both parties are in fault and that he, yes, Aidil whom asked for the break up first and not me.

"..eh kau da tak dengan Aidil pe?" "..aku dengar dia patch ngan ex dia eh.." blah blah blah, I've had enough of it. As far as I'm concerned, he's no longer with me since 8th November at 2pm, before I went for my last game for Warriors. And then I started to hear alot of stories from different friends of mine. One says they saw him with another girl at his area on Friday, 06th November when I knew that on Thursday night we fought terribly and both went silent for a day, wah, member da out with a girl. Enough said, I can go on and on listing who says what to me about him. Whatever it is Aidil, I'm not stupid. You fooled me too when we're together okay, I don't wish to list them down here. Bear that in mind, for the past 70 days I've went through with you, I've never been contacting any guys, be it my school friends or outside friends, been giving my numbers to guys whom approached me and wanting to get to know me, betray you, especially. But you did and it's alot. Just bear that in mind, I'm not a stupid 17 years old girl who you can fooled with. Gladly, I don't feel regret leaving you. To think that you're different from another guys I've known, HAH, you're just the same. To think that whatever you've said about what you like in me than her, that's all just words huh.

Enough, I'll end it here. At least my mind's in ease now. To Aidil, last long with Wirdah. I ain't the girl you've been searching for huh. (Though in the past you've said I'm the one you've been searching for. HAH!) Just don't abuse or throw any violence towards her like you've used to in the past. I'll give you both my blessings. (:

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Alright, back to proper updates now. Yelah, budak Clementi kan selalu busy? Haha, someone did literally spit that out. I can be nice and mean, so don't test me.

Thursday, 26th November 2009.
CSO lesson at 8am till 10am before we proceed for SW at 10am till lunch. CSO, slack and SW we spent the time at the gym with Mogan accompanying us before he dismissed us for lunch. Head over to usual for lunch before WRB lesson at 1pm till 3pm. After school, changed and went off to work. 6pm till closing and I help Rohim out with the BOH. There was a 30pax reservation at 9:30pm and I catch the last train back home with Faizal.

Alighted at Admiralty and meet Shafiq and Khairi up at Macdonalds'. Ridhwan and gang was there too, chatted with him awhile and continue with our script role play discussion. 3am, then proceed home with them sending me off first.

Friday, 27th November 2009.
Woke up at 1pm, shower and lunch. Abg Noi and Kakak came since it was Hari Raya Haji. The night before, Nenek was admitted due to her sudden asthma attack and so we van-ed down to Tan Tock Seng to pay her a visit but sadly the visitting hours was 5pm to 8pm and I was working. Followed them till registration and I trained down to work. Working at 5pm till closing and suprisingly, at 10:30pm, I've clock out. Went back home with Adil and Rohim.

Saturday, 28th November 2009.
Woke up at 12pm, did housechores before trained down to City Hall for work. Working at 5pm till closing, did BOH and catch the last train back home again. Packed Macdonalds' for supper then 913ed home. I slept straight afterwhich since I was feeling exhausted by then.

Sunday, 29th November 2009.
Mama woke me up at 2pm, did housechores, shower and later at 5pm, proceed to Cik Eton house at BLK 504 to fetch Amirul up. Went home only at 10pm after helping her to fold the laundries.

Monday, 30th November 2009.

Happy 17th Dearest Annisa! (:

For the first time, I reach school on time. 9am till 10am had CSO lesson then later at 10am till 12pm, had WRB. Lunch with the usual before SVE roleplay discussion and Mr Neo showed us another movie to watch; Game Plan. Class dismissed at 5pm, changed and trained down to Ang Mo Kio. 74ed down to Hougang and meet the clan; Firdaus, Reesha, Ser, Ikhsan, Naz, Zul and Vick up to slack and chilled till 10pm. 161ed back home and later at 12am....

Tuesday, 01st December 2009.

Happy 08th Birthday to my little cutest cousin, Dewi Nurafiqah.

Surprised her a cake in the room while she was playing with her toys. Makan-makan a bit before I pack my bag and headed to sleep. And pfft, I slept only at 5am and woke up at 9am! SVE at 10am but I reach closed to 11am. Did our role play and headed for lunch.

After lunch, CSO and then extra WRB lesson till 4pm. Over to usual to slack before we each proceed home. Trained back home with Shafiq and Khairi later at around 5pm. I've just reached home awhile ago at 7pm earlier on. Ate my dinner, fold the laundries, ironed my uniform and packed my bag.

&&&& on lighter note, I've changed my skin again and will be back asap.

I so can't wait for holidays to come. I've got so many plans ahead.

02nd December; School 9am-3pm. Work 6pm-11pm.
03rd December; School
8am-12pm. Work 6pm-11pm. WRB CA1 Paper.
04th December; School 8am-12pm. Work
5pm-11pm.
05th December; Off day, shopping day either with Mama or else.
06th December; Off day,
07th December-11th December; Last week of
school.
11th December-11th January; School vacation! (:
14th
December-19th December; NYAA Vietnam Trip. :D
30th December-03rd January; KL
Trip with Cik Eton & family.

I've yet to put a slot for an outing with NESHQ, Babygirls (Alysha&Annisa), 201 Clan, Floorball babies (Samantha, Fathiah, Shikin, Jannah, Sofie) and moreeeee to come!

Till then, updates soooon!

2009-11-25T23:46:00.003+08:00

Those are the pictures on Friday's outing with the floorball babies; Shikin, Samantha and Khalya. Went over to Sentosa, Costa Sands Resort to celebrate Fariesha's 17th Birthday and shockingly, Aiman, was there as well. Small world indeed. Alright, more pictures are up at Facebook.

Monday, 23rd November 2009.
School starts at 9am but I only reach school closed to 10am. Trained down to school with Farid later boarding at Gombak and he sent me off till Clementi. Had WRB lesson till 12pm and proceed for lunch break till 1pm. 1pm's lesson was spent an hour on script for our role play and then next 2 half hours movie. We watched Step Up till 5pm and class dismissed. Slacked for awhile with the usual and home straight.

Tuesday, 24th November 2009.
And again, school supposed to start at 9am but I only reach close to 10am. Head straight for SVE lesson and we continued with our script writing till lunch break at 12pm. 1pm's lesson was CSO and we had test before class dismissed. 3pm, class released and got changed. Slacked with the usual awhile before I trained down to City Hall for work at 6pm till closing. The busser had to do kitchen prep work and so I did her job instead. Prep was easy, not that busy and I punched out close to 11pm. Supposed to head home with Nazzeh but she left first. In the end, trained back home with Farid and I alighted at Admiralty.

Wednesday, 25th November 2009.
Hahahha, and again I came school at 10am instead of 9am. Skipped WRB lesson and head straight for self declare break then CSO lesson till 12pm. 1pm, went in for SVE lesson and I went to type out my script using Mr Neo's lappy before class dismissed. Slack with the usual before training back home with Shafiq at 6pm.

Tomorrow's another day of school and off to work at 6pm till closing and then Friday, Hari Raya Haji and I'm working at 5pm till closing and on Saturday too. Alright, updates sooon! <3333!

2009-11-22T13:20:00.023+08:00

I'm back for a week or more worth of updates. Sorry to keep you readers waiting. What to do, my schedule's either tight or I'm plain lazy to switched on my laptop to update this blog of mine. Alright, I'll do a proper updates now.

Thursday, 12th November 2009.
Lesson starts at 8am, had CSO first till 10am then SW. Mogan took our class for SW lesson and Mr Izan took our class for this term instead of Mr Eric. Warm up and then the boys played soccer while 'Aini, Ayu and myself slack at the gym with Mogan accompanying us. Played cards and did catch up with Mogan. Thanks dude, you're still the best. (: Lunch break from 12pm till 1pm. The boys continue playing soccer at the MPH while the girls went to had their lunch and later at 1pm, proceed for next lesson, WRB till 3pm. Slacked for awhile and headed home straight.

Friday, 13th November 2009.
CSO at 8am then later at 10am, had SVE. Class dismissed early but Ayu and myself had to stayback for NYAA meeting for the Vietnam trip this 14th December. Afterwhich, went to meet the others at usual. Trained back home with Khairi and Shafiq. Got home, changed and shower and meet Shikin up at Admiralty last cabin. Trained down to Bugis and meet Fathiah and Samantha up. Over to Tong Seng for dinner before we proceed to Haji Lane, Mosi Cafe for Seesha session with the girls. Jannah and Sofie joined us later. Pictures explains it all. I had fun with my girls. (:

Saturday, 14th November 2009.
Woke up at 9am, got ready and meet Khairi up at Admiralty station. Bumped into Daniel and we alighted at Khatib. Meet the others under Ms Afni's void deck. Pay her a visit at her house to see her baby and did catch ups with her. Left at around 2pm since I was working at 5pm till closing. Work was alright, took the last train back home and bumped into Mok.

Sunday, 15th November 2009.
Woke up at 2pm, Kakak and Abg Noi came over. Had lunch, shower and such. Kakak help me did my brows and then later at 5pm, drove down to Woodlands Checkpoint with Mom and Bro along to grab my pants for work.

Afterwhich, drove down to Causeway Point and I bought a new phone. Samsung GT-S5603, with new number, but mine's in white. So peeps, take note of my new number aye? Home straight afterwhich.

Monday, 16th November 2009.

Lessons at 9am but I only reached close to 10am. Lessons as usual, end school at 5pm. Proceed to usual to slack awhile and then trained home straight with Khairi and Shafiq. I slept straight the minute I've reached home. Woke up at 9pm, Mom bought me double cheese burger with an oreo macflurry to go with. Packed my bag, iron my uniform then head back to sleep again.

Tuesday, 17th November 2009.
I was late for 30 minutes and reach school close to 10am again. Ended school at 3pm, got changed and lepak awhile with the usual before I left for work since I'm working at 6pm till closing.

Work was alright, meet up with the Ernie at busstop then cabbed down to Dhoby and meet Fir, Reesha and Naz up. Did a short catch up and we took the last train back home.

Wednesday, 18th November 2009.
I was slightly on time and lessons starts at 9am. Ended school at 3pm, got changed and 184ed down to Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

Meet Ginn up and we 184ed down to Bukit Panjang and 963ed to Woodlands Interchange. Over to Banquet for dinner and I bumped into Aiman, Aida & Elfie. Mimi later joined us at 7pm, over to Chamelon to get my hairclips and makeup sponge before we bidded goodbye later at 7:30pm.

Thursday, 19th November 2009.
CSO lesson was doing role play then supposingly to have SW lessons but the teachers aren't around so the usual went to usual and chilled till 1pm. 1pm, it was heavy rain and we decided not to go in for the next lesson. Got home straight and changed. Meet Shafiq and Khairi up first to buy the roses then meet the others straight at Town and surprised Nidya with the roses. Supper with them and at about 12am, cabbed back home with Shafiq and Khairi.

Happy Legal 18th Nidya! (:

Friday, 20th November 2009.
Had CSO lesson at 8am till 10am. Mr Cheong went through the role play and all till 10am. Had SVE lessons with Mr Neo. We did our discussion for the script and then class was dismissed. The usual went to the usual to slack. Later at 1pm, Khairi and myself trained back home first. Got home, changed and shower and meet Samantha, Shikin and Khalya later at Harbourfront. Bought gift for Farisha at Vivo City then bused down to Beach station. Over to Costa Sands Resort and suprised Farisha. We slack throughout the party and then had cake ceremony before we left. Hope you'd loved the gift, babe. Happy 17th Farisha! (: 11pm, bused back to Vivo City and we chilled at the Skygarden and took last train back home. Pictures will be uploaded, once received.

Saturday, 21st November 2009.
Woke up at 1pm, did housechore and then trained down to City Hall. Working at 5pm till closing and I was doing the FOH. Work was rabak. Long waiting list and it was damn busy. I only left work at 11:40pm and took the last train back home. Meet Nazzeh up at Dhoby since she was working too. Reached home, watch movie with Mom and Bro before I head to bed.

Sunday, 22nd November 2009.

Happy 11th years of Friendship to NESHQ (Nazrina, Ernie, Seri, Hadirah & Quraishah). It's been 11 years we've been together since kindergarden, primary, secondary and now. Hope this friendship blooms every minute. And to Hadirah, hope you're doing fine there. Love you babygirls many-many.

Later at 5pm, will be meeting up Quraishah. Updates again sooon.

Monday: School 9am-3pm.
Tuesday: School 9am-3pm, Work
6pm-11pm.
Wednesday: School 9am-3pm.
Thursday: School 8am-3pm. Work
6pm-11pm.
Friday: School 8am-12pm. Work 5pm-11pm.
Saturday. Work
5pm-11pm.
Sunday: Rest daaaaay!

And hmmmm, I'm smelling end of the month.
END OF MONTH=PAY DAY=SHOPPPINNNGG! :D

2009-11-11T16:04:00.004+08:00

I'm currently in school now, in our old class; B6/201. I miss this classroom alot. Semester 2, new classroom, new teachers and new subjects. Oh well, I'll take this opportunity to update my blog since I know I have no time to update when I'm back home later. Be it I'm occupied with housechores or plain lazy. Heh!

Monday, 09th November 2009.
I was supposed to go school when lessons starts at 9am, I only woke up at 8:30am. I continue sleeping since I was feeling so restless and at the same time, my throat and flu was getting worse. Woke up only at 4pm, shower, had my lunch cum dinner then I spent my time infront of the lappy watching movies at Youtube. Later at 10pm, Mummy came home with food for me and I continue with surfing the net till 1am and head to sleep.

Tuesday, 10th November 2009.
And again, I was so enthu to go school the night before, but in the end, my perangai babi da start and I continue to sleep again. Woke up at 12pm, did a lil housechores first and then shower. Pack my stuffs for work and headed to Woodlands Polyclinic first since Mummy and Aunt insist me to get my antibiotic medicine badly. And so I did. Suprisingly, the waiting time wasn't that long as expected. 4pm, went to grab at bite at Marsiling's 7/11 and trained down to City Hall. And because of the APEC, I had to walk a way longer to my workplace. Grrr.

Clock in at 5pm but start work at 6pm. There wasn't enough staff and so Mr Man put me as a host for that night. There wasn't much customers came and I went clock out at 10pm. Headed home with Abu and Rohim but took different trains. Rohim treated us Double Cheeseburger first before we trained back home. I slept straight after washing up.

Wednesday, 11th November 2009.
Woke up at 8am and I know I will for sure be late for WRB lesson. In the end, Ms Koh wasn't in school and so Mr Cheong took us for relief instead. I reach school close to 10am, which means WRB lesson has ended. Mr Cheong dismissed us and allowed us to go for early break while he set up his laptop at the Call Centre Laboratory first. 10am till 11:30pm had CSO lesson and he dismissed us early again for our lunch break. Chilled with the usual till 1pm before we proceed for SVE lesson. Did Tutorials and class was dismissed at 2:30pm. Oh and there was a role play played earlier on, I wish I could upload it soon either at Facebook or in my next post. It's hilarious!

Had tea break with the usuals. Some left home and work while the others; 'Aini, Syasya, Ayu and Farhana accompanied Sufi for his extra lesson in BIT Lab now. He should be done in a few minutes time. I'll be heading home straight afterwhich. Tomorrow, lesson at 8am till 3pm and afterwhich I'll be rushing to work at 5pm till closing. Updates again soon, Readers!
Do keep your tags rolling. (:

And I miss my CW Floorball Girls so much. Meet soon babes!

2009-11-09T00:00:00.019+08:00

How heaven it is to get my fingers onto this keyboard at my lappy after two weeks of tight schedule. Greatest apologies to Readers who's been wanting me to update my blog so much. I'm sorry, I was just so down with so many things and I got lots to share and updates with you people. First and foremost, let me reply to all tags first before I go on a proper updates.

Iica: Hey babe, it's been long since we've met. I'm doing very very good with my life, got lotsa to update you about, but then I can't promise when we can ever meet up again. So happy happy reading my archives and present jek la. Take care babe, see you around soon! :D
Ayu: Hey! How you found my blog? Anyway linked. Sadly when can we meet since there's no more training going on huh? :(
IdahC.: I look tanned? Serious meh? I didn't work on play under the sun and neither I went to Sentosa sey. Haha, oh well. How's you? Hope everything's doing good with you and Nawer aye?
Rachel: Hey, it's been long since I've met you huh? In love? I doubt so now, long story, see you in MSN.
Remy: Haha, I saw your crew then I saw you. Infact I board the same train as the others back home. Hug you when see you? Crazy. That was all the past, now's present. You have Eerah and the baby, Dude. Mind you. Know your limits aye? All the best!
Quraishah: I know. But hey, here I am now. :D
Syasya: Eh dohh! Relinked!

Basically there's alot to update but I don't know where to start cause it's been two weeks eversince I last updated. So I try my best to just summarised everything and such. For the past two weeks, I've been down with school and work during the weekdays and on weekends, had Warriors' game against NTU Storm, Springfield and SIM Black. We lost to NTU Storm last Sunday, won to Springfield (11-1) on Saturday and draw with SIM Black (1-1) on Sunday. That's about Warriors'. My CW training will be resuming prolly next year. Warrior's game is over. Trainings will resume back on December, hopefully. Alright, so Floorball, I can cast aside for now.

Work. Yes, I'm still working at my very first place, Outback Steakhouse since 14th November 2007 till now. I've been enjoying myself at work and there's more new faces each week. And most enjoying part is that Lissa and Seri are back to join us. At least now, there's a few malay workers. I've been rushing to work everytime after school and such and will only reach home close to 12am or latest 1:30am if I board the last train back home but nevertheless, my hard work will be paid off at the end of the month so yeah.

Aidil & myself. Alright, this's gonna be a long one. On the 30th October marks our 2nd Monthsary but sadly I had to work on that day and couldn't celebrate with him. And then two days after our monthsary, we were having small tiffs that we were infact on the verge of breaking up. But then after talking things out, we didn't. On Monday (02nd Nov), we meet up for awhile since I was wanting to surprise him with my 2nd Monthsary gift for him. (Picture as above.) And then later on Thursday, (05th Nov), he wanted to surprise me by fetching me up from work but sadly, I ended work earlier and he got pissed cause he thought by surprising me at workplace, he can at least get a chance to meet me even for just awhile. For two days, we both went silent. Then on Saturday (07th Nov), he texted me using an unknown number asking for his camera's memory card back. I replied his text after I'm done with the game but he didn't reply me yet. I decided to text him again earlier on and from there, things gone bad. He bidded his final goodbye and told me to go back with my single life, free from all. He claims that I'm giving him excuses whenever he wants to meet me and that I've been texting other guys behind his back which I didn't. Oh well, now that's left is just memories. Thank you Aidil for the past 70days I had with you.

Alright, cast aside those sad moments. On the 31st October 2009, Saturday, was a blast for me. Meet up with Fathiah, Khalya, Amirah and Farisha first at Town then over to Far East to have dinner at Cahaya. Later after dinner, headed to Wisma and Taka to walk around. I bought a bag from Topshop since I've gotten my pay already.

Later there was a heavy rain and we couldn't decide where to hang aournd and so we trained down to City Hall to meet Samantha up. Over to Flash N Splash to grab my new Reef slippers and then over to KFC at Marina Square to have supper with the others; Yati and Mary. Camwhore with them and bidded goodbye only at 11pm.

Picture explains it all, I had fun with my Floorball girls! <33
And recently, last Wednesday, 04th November, I skipped school but later at 5pm, I meet up with Shafiq at our usual busstop, then Khairi later at Interchange and 187ed to meet Sufi, Hafiz, Malik and Raden at Bukit Panjang before we 190ed down to Dhoby and meet 'Aini, Syahrul and Nanep later at the entrance of the stadium. We went to watch Singapore VS Indonsia's game but only till the 1st half as later it was raining heavily. Bumped into many peeps, Aida & Elfie, Nazirul & Faris, Mimi & Fad.

We then decided to head to Kallang Leisure Park to have our dinner cum supper at KFC. Afterwhich, all gone mad and took alot of videos and pictures on the way back. Bidded goodbye to the rest at about 10:45pm. Shafiq, Khairi and myself 16ed to Bedok then 168ed home while the others 16ed to Dhoby and 190ed back home since majority stayed Bukit Panjang.

And on Saturday (07th November 2009), I went to meet this bunch after work. I went to meet them up at Clarke Quay and then we were like mad dogs, running and chasing for the last train from Dhoby. I totally do miss our times back then in secondary school. Sadly I had to work on that day while the bunch went to watch Zul's gig. My 4 years with them spent in Secondary school days was awesome. Outing soon people, this time I'll took off aye? :D

And awhile ago, after my match against SIM Blacks, Mama, Amirul, Kakak and Abg Noi fetched me up and we headed over to Tampines Mall in search for my jeans and also for my dinner. Nothing caught my eyes and so we proceed to Macdonalds' for dinner. Back to Woodlands and bought groceries before Abg Noi drove us back home. And am currently having a bad sore throat, flu and cough now. School's later, am still deciding to go or not.

Monday: School from 9am till 5pm.
Tuesday: School from 9am till 3pm, Work from 6pm till 10pm.
Wednesday: School from 9am till 3pm.
Thursday: School from 8am till 3pm. Work from 6pm till 10pm.
Friday: School from 8am till 12pm. Work from 5pm till 11pm.
Saturday: Work from 5pm till 11pm. (Might be meeting Alysha & Annisa for lunch before heading work.)
Sunday: off day.

Till then, Readers. My schedule's tight again.

2009-11-03T01:42:00.001+08:00

Apologies for not updating. Been busy, stay tuned.
Till then, keep your tags rolling. (:

2009-10-26T02:54:00.014+08:00

Morning Earthlings, school's in 7 hours' time but I'm widely awake now. First and foremost, I miss my babygirls alot and to those who's retaking or am currently taking taking their O levels, best for luck to you guys. It's been a week since I last updated. I'm just so busy with so many stuffs and I've never been like this before.

And to Dearest Aidil, I'm sorry if you feel that I'm neglecting you in a way or another. I'm sorry if I didn't had the time to spent with you, hearing to your problems and hanging on the phone like we used to way back then, meeting each other like almost everyday without failing. Maybe cause I'm used to living alone for the past 2 years, having no relationship but friends, be it girlfriends or boyfriends that surrounds me. I promised to make it out this Friday, 3oth, which also marks our 2nd Monthsary. Time flies so fast huh? Believe it or not. Whatever that's gonna happened, I promise you that my heart will never change for you, Dearest. <333!

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Monday, 19th October 2009.
Woke up like fucking early and meet Kinnah up at Woodlands Interchange and I bumped into Wan in the bus when he was on his way to work. Board 168 at 6:30am and alighted at Tampines Safra. Meet up with Lina, Rad, Atiq and Fathiah, then came the other girls gathering at ITE Tampines foyer. Got changed and all and reported in the hall at about 9am. The first game was CW 1 against CE 1. My campus lost to them, both CE 1 and CC 1 whereas for CW 2, we won CE 2 and CC 2 and was qualified to Semi-Finals on Wednesday. Both Team 1 girls' and boys' didn't make it for the semi-finals round but the girls' and boys' from CW 2 pull it through though.

The whole things ends around 3pm. Later at 3pm, we then gather back at the foyer to surprise Shikin with her birthday cake, bought from Sonia. We sang song for her, birthday bash and such that my Reef slipper was broken! Grrrrr! I was so damn pissed okay. In the end, I had to tape them out. Ridiculous! After shower and such, the girls (Samantha, Lynn, Khalya, Farisha, Shikin, Jannah and Sofie) then head over to Tampines Mall's KFC for lunch cum dinner. Decided to stay up till night and we chilled at Big Mac instead and 969ed home at 10pm.

Tuesday, 20th October 2009.
School's start at 9am and I was freaking early and reached school so damn early.Lessons as usual till 3pm before the usual went over to 205 to chill awhile till 4pm before Khairi and me headed home. Over to Causeway Point since I wanted to grab my stationeries first. Got ready for next day and slept throughout macam babi. Sheesh!

Wednesday, 21st October 2009.

Woke up at 6am, shower and trained down to Jurong East and meet Ipen up. Trained down to Redhill and waited for Amalina to reach first before we finally trained down to Tampines. Over to ITE Tampines, got changed, warm up and we had our first game against CE 1. We lost to them 2-1 but we managed to win CE 2 and won 3rd placing. Whereas for the guys' team, they won both CE 2 and CC 2 and at the end they're against CC 1 and merged Champions! Effort paid off. Prize presentation till 5pm before we're dismissed.

Shower and such and the girls (Samantha, Fathiah, Khalya, Aisha, Jannah, Sofie) then headed to KFC for dinner then we chilled at Big Mac's again. We did alot of catching ups with each other. Later then Yati and Mary joined us and we played Truth or Dare. It was an awesome night with the girls and we're planning to have more of this sooner in time to come.

Thursday, 22nd October 2009.
And again, I was early. Bumped into Shafiq at the stop but I took train instead when he continue taking 963 at the interchange to school. Had CSO lessons till 10am and we were relieved since Mr Cheong was having chicken pox. Later at 10-12pm, we're supposed to have SW lessons but Mr Izan wasn't around in school and so it was free period for us. I joined the FT Students later for lunch till 1pm before I headed for my next lesson. School ends at 3pm and I headed home straight with Khairi again by train.

Friday, 23rd October 2009.

School's at 8am but our class had some Sandcastle Building Event going on at West Coast Park. We were told to report by 8:15am since the bus will be leaving at 9am. Gather into groups of 14 people and we start building the sandcastle. I must say this event is sucha a boring one. The whole thing ends at 12pm, had lunch then chilled out at Macdonalds' while waiting for Abg Noi to fetch Khairi and me. Sent us off home straight. Shower and all and I trained down to City Hall, working at 5pm till closing. Both Seri(s) came back and joined Outback again. Work was hell fun though it was busy during dinner. I enjoy myself to the fullest. Trained back home alone after Safari sent me off as he came down to Outback for a drink with Mr Man and Ragi.

Saturday, 24th October 2009.
Woke up at 8am, got ready and 969ed over to Tampines Sports Hall. Game against Armadas and we lost to them, 10-4. Afterwhich, had shower and watch the guys's game till about 3pm. I, then trained down to City Hall and rush down to work at 5pm till closing. Work was alright, didn't had tips and that fun but it was manageable. Clock out at 11pm after having my supper and bounced back to Marina Bay. Bumped into Mirul, Indra and Syafiq and so we head home together.

Sunday, 25th October 2009.
Had a small tiff with Aidil awhile and the plan went down the drain. To meet up with the girls was cancelled and so with Aidil since Mama wants me to follow her and the rest badly to Yishun Safra. Trained down there. Swimming with the cousins till about 7pm and shower. Afterwhich, we proceed to play bowling upstairs till 9pm before we 868ed home. Ironed my uniform and did my homeworks.

Monday, 26th October 2009.
Back to school in few hours' time. This week's gonna be another hectic week for me.

Tuesday & Wednesday; 9am-3pm (school), 6pm-closing (work).
Thursday; 8am-3pm (school), 6pm-closing (work).
Friday; 8am-12pm (school), 2nd Monthsary*.
Saturday; shopping with floorball mates.
Sunday; spring cleaning.

Updates again soon when time allows me, till then Readers.

2009-10-17T13:10:00.005+08:00

A week of school was alright. I must be prepared to wake up early and rush to school and no more late comings this term. Also, I must manage my time wisely, be it school, west trainings, warriors' training, work and etc.

Monday, 12th October 2009.
Shafiq woke me up, got ready and bused to school together with Khairi. I must say Monday was indeed Monday Blues. Two matreps wanted to pick a fight with them out of sudden. Gosh, grow up dude. Having tattoes all over your body but then you reacted like one small kiddo. We alighted at Marsiling and trained down to school instead and meet the others. We're late, 15 minutes.

New timetable, books and such and school ends at around 2pm. Headed to usual then later at 4:30pm, went over to the MPH to set up for training. Training till 7pm. Something happened and it was dragged till 8pm before we finally went out of the school and head for dinner with the usual. Afterwhich, I trained down to Woodlands to meet Farhan, Amirul and Apiz up at Civics and headed home at 11pm.

Tuesday, 13th October 2009.
Trained down to school with Khairi since we're both late. Had lessons with Ms Joy Koh first then headed for break. Lessons as usual and I went back home with Abg Noi by his companies' van since he was nearby Clementi already. Fetch Kakak up at work at Sembawang then over to Admiralty since I wanted to get changed first before fetching Kak Ika and meet Aidil and Igbal up at Bukit Gombak for dinner. After dinner, sent Kak Ika home first then me. Slacked around at the carpark awhile since Kakak was busy bluetooth-ing songs. I ended playing wrestling with Aidil in the van. Hahahaha, hilarious giler.

Wednesday, 14th October 2009.
Bused to school with Shafiq since Khairi was late. Lessons as usual and then later after school, bused back home with Shafiq again but he went off first while I meet Kakak up at Causeway Point since I wanted to grab my earpiece and stationeries. Home afterwhich and slept early.

Thursday, 15th October 2009.
Woke up late and trained down to school alone. Mr Cheong wasn't in school and so CSO period was free period. Later at 10am, supposed to had SW lessons but Mr Izad was not in school as well and so we went to the MPH to slack while the boys played soccer. Later at 12pm, I saw Irah and the other FT people (Blaze Camp peeps) came down to Clementi. Sat with them in the canteen during my break and I went off for SVE afterwhich till 3pm.

Slacked at the canteen afterwhich with them while waiting for training to start. Training was all out, Sonia has split us into two different teams for our Monday's tournament at ITE Tampines. All the best girls, have a good rest and give our all to it. Dinner with the usual at Macdonalds' then Kakak and Abg Noi came and fetch and sent me home.

Friday, 16th October 2009.
Trained down to school and it was raining cats and dogs. Bumped into Khairi at control station and headed to school together. Mr Cheong wasn't in school again and so we slacked in the canteen till 10am. Later at 10am, had SVE lessons but Ms Joy Koh wasn't in school as well. Was told to do an assignment before we left. Ended at 11am and we head over usual place. Ayu and myself reported to Mr Alex regarding NYAA meeting trip to Vietnam, Hanoi this 14th December. Slacked with them till 2pm and I bumped into Aidil and Elfie at Clementi. Accompanied the two of them for smoke then I trained down to City Hall afterwhich. Working at 5pm till closing. Tin wasn't feeling well and so I helped her out with the closing sales and headed home by last train.

Saturday, 17th October 2009.
I just woke up, working later at 5pm till closing as well. Updates again when I'm free. My schedule for next week's gonna be tight. Warriors' game tomorrow, best of luck. (:

Monday, 19th October 2009; ITESC Floorball Tournament @ ITE Tampines. 9am-2pm.
Tuesday, 20th October 2009; School as usual from 8am-3pm.
Wednesday 21st October 2009; ITESC Floorball Semi-finals & Finals @ ITE Tampines,
9am-2pm.
Thursday, 22nd October 2009; School as usual from 8am-2pm. ITECW training, 5pm-7pm.
Friday, 23rd October 2009; School as usual from 8am-12pm. Work, 5pm-closing.
Saturday, 24th October 2009; Warriors' game @ Tampines Sports' Hall, 10am.
Sunday, 25th October 2009; So far no plans yet.

Busy huh? Yes yes indeed. Alright, till then.

2009-10-11T14:56:00.022+08:00

Time flies so fast that today marks the last day of holidays. It's 11th today and 12th tomorrow, meaning; Back to School! I must say I really spent my holidays wisely. Be it fasting month, F1 days, CW Team trainings, Valtina Warriors games and most recent would be Hari Raya 2009. I shall post a quick and summarised post before I head for shower later.

First two weeks of holidays I remember it was still the fasting month and I was busy working split shifts almost everyday. I was pretty occupied with my Floorball trainings, be it College West or Warriors' games on the weekends. And when the calendar strikes 20th September, it was Hari Raya already. I went back home at 5am after jalan at Geylang with Warriors' after work by lorry. It was awesome! It was a major different celebration for me due to the family problems I had but we managed to pull it through and still Raya like usual.

And I had my two days of from work for Raya and then on the third day of Raya was back to work as usual like almost everyday without failing. I had to wake up at 10am for work and only reach home close to 1am. And then, F1 thingy caught up and I was called for work and such. I remember working on Friday but Saturday and Sunday I skipped. My Saturday was spent with Valtina & Vesvius Warriors' for raya visitting till 3am. It was helluva fun.

Third week of holidays (28th September-02nd October), I had my Blaze Camp I at Sarimbun Scouts' Camp. I made a lot of new friends from different College West and I must say this camp was the best I ever had. I really enjoy the time during the campfire nights when we party and dance like nobody's business with the trainers and the songs played were awesome. Adding on, it was more like a beach party for me cause we were all wet due to the pail of water splashed by the trainers when we were dancing. The wet activities lined up was awesome that I got tanned and sunburnt. Two thumbs up!

And then my last week of holidays, I spent going raya visitting with different people. After Warriors' on the 26th September, I went out with my Serangoon Garden Secondary mates on the 2nd October. Celebrated Firdaus's 17th Birthday as well.

On the 03rd, I went out with Aidil and his Marsiling Secondary mates and I made a whole lot of new bunch of friends. We car and bus to each other house and only reach home close to 1am.

Later on the 06th, I then went out with my ITE Clementi classmates; CQ0904A-201 Clan. Though semua macam janji melayu, we tetap have fun. It was our first time seeing each other in our ethnic costumes and visit to each other house. My house was the last one and they only left home close to 2am. Though it wasn't a complete of 201 Clan since Khairi couldn't joined us, we still had fun. Khairi! Better be there next year eh!

I took a week off for work and I tell you it was heaven. Hahahaha! I can sleep macam babi you know. Later on the 9th October, meet up with my Jing Shan Primary mates. Thank God we're still contacting each other like those years. It's nice to see us gather again. We were together since Primary 1 which make us only a pathetic 7 years old kiddos and now 10 years had past and we're still meet up during Hari Raya for Raya visitting. Reach home close to 1am.

Then on Saturday, yesterday. I had to wake up at 8am and get ready and head over to Tampines Sports Hall for Warriors' game against RP Adroits. We lose to them. 4-11. We're down with 5 more games and currently we're standing at the 8th position. Way to go, Warriors'. After game yesterday, headed for lunch at KFC then home straight since I was feeling very sleepy and tired. Later at night, Uncle's silat team came down for Hari Raya.

Sunday's today=Spring Cleaning Day! Mummy's home and currently doing the housechores in the kitchen and here I am blogging. She'll nagged for sure cause I was supposed to fold the clothings. Hahaha, I've yet to get my shower. School's tomorrow, I can't wait to meet my schoolmates. And oh, Ms Afni has given birth to a babygirl on the 6th and will be back only February next year.

On a lighter note, Aidil and myself are doing so far so good. Small little arguments are just a common thing kan? Heh. We're doing good but sadly we're spending time a little lesser now despite to his and mine working schedule and my training days and his license trainings days. Gendol, when's my movie date of Darah with you? I'm learning to understand and treasure the real meaning of having a relationship. I've yet to let Mummy meet him, prolly sooner later? Hah! Alright, he's busy working now when I'm here, smelling so bacin. Till then, Readers. :D

2009-10-08T12:36:00.011+08:00

Like finally I'm infront of this lappy. The fact is, I keep falling asleep infront of this lappy whenever I wanted to start posting. Haha, too sleepy I guess. So well, before anything bothers me, I'll better update this blog of mine. I've got tons to share with readers and alot alot of pictures to upload, so hang on.

Monday, 28th September 2009.
Woke up at 6am, wash up and trained down to Bukit Batok. Meet Ayu and her brother, Hakim over at Macdonalds' and had breakfast first before we proceed to ITE Bukit Batok to report. Over to Auditorium for briefing and grouping arrangements. Luckily, Ayu and myself were in the same group, Green. Made friends from other campus before we then boarded the bus over to the campsite. Our trainer was Jia Qi. Ice breaking a little bit in the bus.

Reach the campsite around 10am. pitch our tents and then ice breaking again before we proceed for lunch. After lunch, we then played a few games before dinner. After dinner, wash up and then preparation for Campfire night. Did the cheers and such before we head for supper and then later lights off at 11:30pm but then, Ayu and myself couldn't sleep. Zack and his campus friends ajak go exploring and chilled by the campfire site and I decided to join them but not for long. 3am, I then head to sleep.

Tuesday, 29th September 2009.
Woke up at 6am, wash up and had morning exercise, jogging for 2km or more then had breakfast. After breakfast, had Rafting then Whale Watch. Rafting was hell fun with the teammates. Oh my teammates are boring people, seriously, only certain were fun. After games, proceed for lunch and then continue with the activities. We played the muddy milo water and I went twice! Dinner next then wash up.

Meet up again at MPH for compass reading session for our land expedition the next day. Had supper and then lights off. It was only 10pm and so we decided to chit chat at tent. We end up sleeping together with the Blue team girls and boys. I spent my night laughing to Yan's joke. The other mates were sleeping and snoring and he was there acting like he's leading a choir group, HAHAH!

Wednesday, 30th September 2009.

Happy 1st Monthsary, Aidil & Seri! I love you many-many Aidil!

Woke up at 6am, wash up and had breakfast. after breakfast, had our land expedition which was hell boring and hot and it lasted for 4 fucking hours. We had to find 8 destinations using the map and compass and the weather was freaking hot. I swear I wasn't in the mood that day and lucky Zack, was there to accompany me walking behind with the other teammates leading the way. Back to campsite for lunch and then we changed to our wet clothings for our wet activities.

Had rope challenge activities, kayakking followed by rock climbing before we head for dinner. After dinner, the canteen was chaos preparing for campfire night. Giving out of teeshirts and then we were told to get changed before the campfire start. 8:30pm, everyone was already at the campfire site, waiting for the campfire to burn.

Group by group performed their cheers and everything ended at 10pm. The night was still young and the trainers decided to have Ladies' Night from 10pm to 11pm. Ape lagi, turon to the so called dancefloor and dance like crazy with the Blue team girls. The trainers then splash pail of water to the crowd, sumpah I tell you this campfire was awesome with the songs played. Wash up later at 12am and over to E-in's tent with the Blue team people. Sharing stories and such before all fell asleep.

Thursday, 01st October 2009.
Woke up at 7am, wash up and report at MPH. Had breakfast then did area cleaning. My team had to wash the boys' toilet and later help out Rio's team for tent cleaning. Report back at MPH for debrief, giving out certificates and I need to give a speech to represent my team. Photo-taking and such till 12pm before the bus arrived for us to head to Bukit Batok.

1pm, reach Bukit Batok, had lunch with Blue team at Macdonald's with instructor Azrul tagging along. Smoke break and such and slowly one by one head home. Hafiz, E-in and myself decided to slack a little longer before we each bidded goodbye at 5pm. Gotten my pay: $226. (:

Friday, 02nd Octber 2009.

More pictures in Facebook.

Woke up at 10am, did housechores and got ready. Cabbed down to Hougang and over to Firdaus's house first. Afterwhich we then head over to Zul's house, Ser's house, Reesha's house, Naz's house, Hafiz's house and later Ikhsan's house. We surprised Fir with a birthday cake since it was his 17th birthday. I cabbed home, sending Ginn, Nazzeh and Johan first then home to Woodlands. Reach home close to 1am.

Saturday, 03rd October 2009.

More pictures in Facebook.

Woke up at 10am, did housechores and meet Aidil up at Woodlands for jalan raya with him and his Marsiling Sec people. They rented a mini bus and Zul with Naz by car, we head over to Haniff house first at Sembawang then down to Woodlands area. I only reached home close to 2am.

Sunday, 04th October 2009.
Woke up at 8am, got ready and 969ed to Tampines Sports Hall. Had game against Panthera at 10am, we lose to them, 6-0. After game, over to KFC for lunch with Warriors then later at 6pm, meet Mom and Amirul up. Bought pants and undergarments and accompanied Amirul for supper at KFC again. I went off to Civics to meet Ipen awhile then headed home at 11pm.

Monday, 05th October 2009.
Woke up at 11am, did housechores, trained down to Clementi for training at 2:30pm till 5pm. After training, shower then over to Clementi central for dinner with Faz, Shikin, Khalya. Afterwhich, meet Aidil up at BBDC then bused down to Marsiling to meet Kakak and Abg Noi to slack till 11pm with Igbal joining us later.

Tuesday, 06th October 2009.

Pictures shall be uploaded at Facebook once received.

Woke up at 10am, shower and meet Shafiq up at busstop. 913ed to Interchange and then 168 to Bedok Interchange.
We're having this convo in the bus and this idiot ask me this question;

"Your birthday falls on 15th Feb kan?"
"Ya, why?"
"February kan? Total defence day kan tu?"
"A'ah la, why?"
"No wander la your body like bomb, Total Defence Day pe."
"-.-"!"

Yadddaah, enough said. Meeting time was 12:30pm but in the end, only Shafiq, me, Nidya and Hanif only da reach. We bused down to Leena' place first with 'Aini and Syahrul then later slowly one by one came. After Leena's house, we head to Aljunied, 'Aini's house then Yishun. Syahrul's, Jurong's, Ayu, Then to Bukit Panjang, Sufi's and lastly mine. They left at about 2am.

Wednesday, 07th October 2009.
I was supposed to work at 12pm but when I woke up at 10am, my right eye was swollen and redish. I couldn't open my eyes widely and I decided not to go work. Texted Mr Man and continue sleeping till 4pm. I know macam babi, I was feeling so tired eh! Later at 7pm, walked over to Causeway Point with Amirul to collect my lens then over to LongJohn for dinner then meet Mama up. Bought groceries at Cold Storage then head home.

Thursday, 08th October 2009.
I woke up at 11am awhile ago and Kakak came over and left awhile ago as well. Did the housechores and now I need to get ready for training later at Clementi. Updates again soon. Tomorrow will be jalan raya with the primary mates and then Monday will be school reopened. Oh and I got 2.0 for my GPA and I'm not satisfied. Till then, readers.

2009-10-01T22:12:00.004+08:00

I'm back from Blaze 1 Camp 1 awhile ago. Pictures during the camp will be uploaded, once received. I'm tired and I think I'm heading the bed now since tomorrow will be going Raya outing with the 4E Malay Secondary 08 cliques.

Updates soon & Happy 19th Birthday, Dearest Alysha!

2009-09-28T01:24:00.009+08:00

I got so many things to post about and yet, so little time. And I promise myself to make this entry a long one before I leave for my camp later in the morning.

Tuesday, 22nd September 2009.
Was working at 12pm's shift till closing, work was alright. Aidil fetched me up since he was at Town with V and Igbal before which. Meet them at Peninsula Plaza and camwhored and slacked for awhile before we proceed home. Igbal, Aidil and myself 961ed home while V and Fizah trained home.

Wednesday, 23rd September 2009.
Am working at 12pm again but later at 2pm, there was no 2:30pm's shift staff and so Mr Man told me to go for 30minutes break and continue working straight shift instead. I then left work at 8pm. Off to meet Aidil and Igbal up and head over to Marsiling area to meet their friend, Nabilah. Slack around that area before I then proceed to meet Kakak and Abg Noi under their void deck and we continue slacking together till 12:30am before I cabbed home alone, since I forced Aidil not to sent me.

Thursday, 24th September 2009.

Had my off day, woke up at 2pm, did housechores and wash up and got ready. Over to Woodlands Mart, Difon Salon and did my highlights. The color that I choose was ash grey but it turned out to be greyish-blondish. Whatever it is, I'm satisfied and I never regret wasting my $60 for the highlights. Initially Aidil wanted to tag along but I forced him not since I wanted to surprised him and jyeah, he wanted to date me out for a movie but sadly, after doing my hair, went over to his area to meet him and headed over to his teacher's apartment to sent his flash at Hillview before we proceed to Town. Wanted to catch Phobia 2 but the timing slot was too late since I need to be back home by 11:30pm. In the end, we trained back home and he sent me off back. Holla on the phone with Aidil then later with Shafiq and we were planning to breakfast at Macdonalds' but.....

Friday, 25th September 2009.
Initial plan was to meet up at 10:30am under my void deck, and me, being very confident to tell him then I can wake him up to get ready. Ah amek kau, perangai babi aku. I was awake when Aidil called me instead. Hahah! Sorry Shafiq. Working at 2:30pm's shift with Rohim as well and there was no customer till 7pm but then I punched out only at 11:30pm since the restaurant are opened till 1am. Trained back home straight and meet Shafiq up at bus stop to take his PE shirt for camp usage. And hah, he says my hair looks nice. Hahah, thanks. He sent me off to the opposite block. And member bising pasal the breakfast plan. End up, someone was forced to go for Friday prayers. Hah!

Saturday, 26th September 2009.
Woke up at 10am, sew my kebaya's button and wash up to get ready. I was supposed to work at 5pm's shift till closing but I paitaoed. Meet the rest up at Tampines Sports' Hall at 12pm to watch their game first and then later off we went to jalan raya at about 4pm-5pm. Down to Nazirah's crib first then followed by Ad, Bam, Bam's sis, Dyla, Ana and lastly Nad. We had alot of fun and we took alot of pictures. I only reach home close to 3am.

More pictures can be found in my Facebook. (:

Sunday, 27th September 2009.
Was supposed to meet Atiq at Kallang station at 11am before heading work at 12pm till 5pm but in the end, I paitaoed work since I was so tired and sleepy and headed to sleep back. Meet her at 4pm instead then over to Suntec to pass Ernie's bag then down to Woodlands to meet Mom and Amirul up.

Had dinner at Pizza Hut and over to Metro since it was sales. Bought another pair of Pierre Cardin's garment which was only $15 for a set! Afterwhich, bought Amirul's clothing and school shoe before 913ed back home. Awhile ago, meet Khair up to get his bag before I finally settled down to pack my stuffs for later's camp.

Monday, 28th September 2009.
I'll be heading for a 4days camp at Sarimbun. I'm off now, needa holla Aidil up and must report at ITE Bukit Batok by 7:45am. Till then, updates again soooon. And this 30th, marks our 1st monthsary. Love you sayang! <333!>

2009-09-22T00:10:00.014+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin to all Muslims!
(I know I'm late, but hack, I don't give a damn.)

Amaciiaaaam people! How's your Raya? Well for me it was still awesome despite having no Father. Hahaha, wait, I'll update a proper post with pictures, more pictures can be found in my Facebook.

Friday, 18th September 2009.
I was working at 12pm, woke up at 9:30am and got ready. Trained down to City Hall and wanna know something, I was waiting for the train at Admiralty and there's this guy beside me. We board the same train and alight at the same station. And when I was about to tap out, he tap me on the back and pass me a name card and when I flip behind, it says, "Hi there, can we be friends? Ramzie here; (contact number insert)" I was like, "WTH?" Hahah, damn it and he thought I was 22 years old as he was berlardy 30 years old who don't look and behave like one too! Enough said.

Work was alright, break from 2:30pm till 5pm and back on floor later at 5:30pm till closing at 11:30pm since I was doing HW, counting the sales made by the whole staffs. Aidil fetched me up from work and we bused home. He sent me home and I had a great night with him. Heh, sayang kamu deh! I only reach home close to 2am, as usual.

Saturday, 19th September 2009.
Working at 12pm shift again and guess what, that Ramzie guy boarded the same train as me but I pretended to sleep throughout the whole journey in the train. Obviously I can't avoid since he's working at Peninsula while I'm at Millenia Walk which means we're alighting at the same station, damn it. I was early for work and I swear there was no customers. From 12pm till 3pm, I only attended to 1 customer. Pathetic huh. Had break from 3pm till 5pm and back on floor at 5:30pm.

Did BOH after my table was done with the setting up and I only clock out at 11:30pm with Bam and the rest fetching me near Suntec's Carrefour. Lorry down to Geylang with the Warriors as it was a last minute one. Walk around the Bazaar and decided to buy food and settle down at the lorry. We only make our way back from the lorry around 3am and I reach home at 4plus am nearing 5am. Didn't sleep though, helped Mom with the sorting of kueh into the containers before I finally head to sleep at 6am.

Sunday, 20th September 2009.
Was awake by Kakak's message saying she's reaching soon when I'm still on the bed snooring away. Had a quick bath and make up and got changed into my baju kurong. Kakak and Abg Noi first came followed by Nenek's god daughter and family. Later at 2pm, she wanted to head over Causeway Point's Charles & Keith to get her heels and so I accompanied her. She then head to Marsiling home while I meet Aidil up since he's at his Aunt's house which was just few blocks away from my Nenek's house. He sent me off and I stayed home the whole day. Managed to catch a nap for an hour before Cik Eton and family came.

We then cabbed/car-ed down to Toa Payoh to head over Atok's house but he wasn't at home last minute, so after sending back his car at the carpark, we then bused/trained down to Woodlands and head over to Cik Eton's house. 10pm, bidded goodbye and slept straight since I was so tired.

Monday, 21st September 2009.
I only woke up at 3pm since I'm not working. Did housechores, over to Woodlands Mart to get some groceries and later at 8pm, cabbed down to Toa Payoh with Cik Elly and the rest to visit Atok since he's at home. Bidded goodbye later at 10pm since the kids and myself are schooling and working the next day. Amirul cabbed home with Cak Ngah, Cik Elly and Dewi while Mom and myself trained back to Admiralty.

Reached home close to 11pm and I've just settled down. Am currently uploading pictures. Alright, updates again soon. I need to holla Aidil up now and tag me, I need suggestion. Should I or should I not highlight my hair to ash grey or blonde? And I'm working later at 12pm till closing. Till then.

2009-09-18T06:56:00.004+08:00

It's been nearing a week since I've last blogged. Likewise, I've mentioned earlier, I'll be busy with alot of things. And time indeed flies so fast that this Sunday marks Hari Raya for all the Muslims and tomorrow shall be the last day of Ramadhan.

I was never looking forward for this year's raya due to my family problems I'm facing. Sadly, Father and us are not how we used to be anymore. For those who's an avid reader of my blog will know about this. My parents are on the verge of divorcing. And for my Sister, she's recently married this April and currently staying with her in laws. Therefore, the family potrait this year shall be just Mama, Amirul and myself. I couldn't imagine it. Oh well, I bet Sunday confirm drama alot. Agree tak?

Anyways, back to proper updates. I got so many things in my mind now. On a lighter note, Aidil and myself are doing just fine, so far, so good. And I managed to meet up with the 4E cliques before Ramadhan ends. One down, alot more to go. And yes, I miss her, 'Aini. I wander how she's doing now. :(

Sunday, 13th September 2009.
Woke up at 11am, meet Aidil up at interchange and 168ed to Tampines. He sent me off for my game before he then proceed to work. Game against Supernova (which happens that May and the juniors in SGS were playing as well) at 2pm and we end up winning, 8-4. And believe it or not I shot one goal for the game. Happy sesangat deh! After game wash up and slack. Over to Bam's lorry to have a short nap with Khai along. Fuh, aircon shiok giler, direct eh. (HAH! I miss Sufi la!)

Later at 7pm, we then proceed back to the Sports' Hall and the guys went to get ready for their game against Squirrels at 8pm. I bought myself pau and Peach Tea for breakfast while watching the guys game. Later at 10pm, their game ended. Bam then sent all of us home by lorry as usual.

Monday, 14th September 2009.
Woke up at 2pm, help Nenek with the laundries and cleaning till 4pm before I had my shower. Later at 5pm, bus to interchange and 161ed to Hougang Central. Meet Firdaus and Ikhsan up first at interchange and we proceed to Hougang Mall's KFC. Later then, Zul and Reesha came. Breakfast together and then over to usual for lepak session with Ser, Ernie and Naz came. And yes, full house eh. Did alot of catching up and I just miss those days in secondary school with that bunch. 02nd October eh geng! 10:30pm, all went home and I slept halfway while talking to Aidil on the phone.

Tuesday, 15th September 2009.
Woke up at 8:45am, got ready and trained down to City Hall and I realised it was only 10:50am by then when I was supposed to start work at 12pm instead. Oh well, Raj was doing the opening and I heard that the situation now is getting bad to worse.

*For those who's jobhunting, Outback Steakhouse is looking for part-time/full-time Singaporean staffs from age 18 onwards. $6/hr, for Waiter/Waitress/Host. Hurry down now! Experieced preferred.

And so I took my time to get ready in my uniform and such and only start work at 11:45am since there's customers seated. Alot of new faces eg) Rohim, Gerald, Jaz. Later at 2:30pm then head for break till 6pm. I took the time to hunt for Raya bag and shoes at Marina Square, Citylink, Raffles City, Far East Plaza and Lucky Plaza. I managed to only grab my bag at m:)phosis and as for my shoe, alot didn't had my size. Continue working later at 6pm till closing and had Subway for breakfast later at 7pm.

Wednesday, 16th September 2009.
Woke up at 9am instead, got ready and off to work. 12pm till 2pm. I reach City Hall at 11am and I went down to Charles & Keith to grab my heels before heading to work. 2pm till 6pm, did nothing much, slept and chat with the staffs at our usual place. (50's.) Back to work later at 6pm till closing and had staff meal for breakfast later at 7pm. Aidil fetched me up from work and 961ed home and my fucking ezlink card lost and I only realised it when I reach Marsiling. Reach home close to 1am.

Thursday, 17th September 2009.
I was awake by Kakak's phone call and it was only 12pm. Off day. In the end, at 1pm, woke up and did the housechores first before heading for shower. Later at 2pm, meet Kakak over at Sembawang's Sunplaza for threading and also over to Aries to buy my earrings and eyeliner. Trained down to Woodlands since Kakak wants to grab a shoe at Causeway Point but in the end, she fickle minded and decided not. She then bused over to Nenek's house while I then 963ed to school since I was having training from 5pm till 7pm.

Over to Clementi Central with Shikin, Fathiah and Khalya for breakfast and lepak session awhile till 9pm before we headed home. Meet Aidil up at Marsiling and 911ed back home with him, sending me off. The house was in the mess since Uncle was fixing the curtains and the kids were busy helping out at the living room and Aunt and Mama was busy cooking for sahor since I reach home close to 11pm. Help them out before I proceed to sleep infront of the lappy at 1am.

Friday, 18th Septmber 2009.
I just had my sahor earlier on and Aidil's awake but then back to sleep since he needs to get ready for school later at 8am and me heading work later at 10am. Alright, I'll be back with updates soon during Hari Raya and in case I didn't get the chance to blog, let me wish all Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin. Friends and close ones who knows me, don't forget to meet up for jalan raya ehh.

Heh, till then Readers.

2009-09-13T02:29:00.002+08:00

I'm beat. Finally the room and the house is done. I did the cleaning of the room with Mama and also the kitchen with Cik Elly. And now am on the phone with Aidil, he's back from work, like yay. Alright updates again soon. I need to rest for later's game at 2pm. Best of luck, Warriors! :D

2009-09-12T21:44:00.015+08:00

Alright, this post will be congested with alot of pictures taken during yesterday's outing, so hang on, and get ready.

Thursday, 10th September 2009.
963ed to school for training last minute till 7pm. Trained back with Kinnah and alight at Marsiling, meet Aidil up. Put my stuffs at his house and off to his Mom's place then to Teh Tarik for breakfast. Later then accompany and help him out with his project work which was due on Friday. Later at 9pm, over to his Mom's workplace and help her with the closing before we went over to his house to take my stuffs and then he sent me off home.

Friday, 11th September 2009.
Woke up only at 1pm, did the housechores and shower. Over to Marsiling at 3pm and meet him. Over to his Mom's shop first before 960ed to City Hall. Walk around Marina Square first since it was still 5pm when the meeting time to meet the rest at Bugis Junction's Fountain was at 6pm latest. Later at 5:30pm, bused down to Bugis and meet Alysha and Ferry first. Waited for that Annisa and Ridhwan, siket peh siang lah dorang. But luckily Alysha pandai already reserve seats at Tong Seng.

6pm then we managed to make a move to Tong Seng for breakfast. Alysha and Ferry then left to Far East Plaza first by bike to help Annisa collect her phone but sadly the security guard didn't allow. Bahhh! Then Aidil, Wan, Nisa and me then bus down to Geylang and meet the other two at Kampong Melayu.

Walk around and bought food and we settled down at Singapore Post area for catching up and camwhore session till 11pm before we bidded goodbye. And Singapore's a small world indeed, we're all link in a way or another.

Wan sent Annisa off to her busstop while Aidil and myself 51 to Penisula and 961 home. Over to Civics first since he's meeting his cousin awhile and then he sent me off. I only reach home nearly 2am and was beat by then. Sleep terus macam babi.

Saturday, 12th September 2009.
Woke up at 2pm, did the housechores and shower. Over to Marsiling's Bimla to collect my baju raya first then over to his Mom's shop since I wanted to upload yesterday's pictures from his SD card. Later then meet up with Kakak to pass her Abg Noi's baju. Bused home and help Cik Elly with preparing for breakfast. Mom's home and I need to help her with the cleaning of the room and hall. I can't believe Raya's in a week's time.

Tomorrow's Warrior's game against Supernova at 2pm and oh I'm starting work back at Outback this Tuesday and on Monday, breakfast with the 4E's malay people, it's been months eversince we've meet. Updates again soon, till then readers.